Tuesday, September 19, 2006
was at Seletar reservoir with petunia yesterday for like and hour and a half ..decided to meet up , but didnt wanna go far ..so we just walked from our place over to the reservoir ..after a long walk , up and down the reservoir too ..we finally took a rest on one of the wooden benches ..joked about this and that , quite fun actually ..its a real quiet and peaceful place , except for the occasional flying by of the helicopters which were quite loud ..they flew a little low ..then came this guy with his fishing rod ..dunno what the hell was he doing la , anyway i kept cracking jokes about himand she was like so evil la u ..alot of couples were there , one was right at the top of this tower with a spiral staircase around its supporting pillar ..most of the others were sitted under the pavilions and on thewooden benches or in their cars hahah ..didn't see any cars having their suspension systems tested though ..all seemed very stationary and , " well - behaved " =Xshe thought it was a good place for studying ..i thought it was a lovely place for smooching hahaha ..and of cause i didnt say that to her la hahah ..and for those of u who thinks i am wooing her , no ah ..i am attached and petunia knows that , and she my " sis " ..by the way and i plan to leave it that way :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hmmm , i wont be able to post any pics on my blog for a long while le ..everything was wiped out from my laptop after my bro reformatted it ..something went wrong on the way and everything instead of just what'sin C drive got erased ..there goes all my music and pictures , what really hurts the most are pictures of me and her and my aunty's family ..plus the laptop's sound system is gone , most likely the hardware ..gotta send it in for repair le haiz ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~was playing DOTA with Scuter last night ..dad decided to open a bottle of red wine ..me marcus and him shared the entire bottle ..and they sabotaged my wine , marcus added sake ( japanese rice wine )into it , quite a bit of sake ..i thought it tasted weird , commented on to my dad i tasted weird than continued with my game ..as i sipped more of it , i realise i was getting a headache ..and my head grew a little heavy ..just rushed through the game , Scuter got disconnected from the internetso it ended early ..went to take a bath , sms denise ..and when we msg good night , i straight away fell asleep .. the best sleep i ever had hahaha ..woke up 13 hours later .. collected my phone , had lunch at my aunt's place ..disturbed my grandma ..followed my aunt and uncle to expo to fetch my cousin ..they gave me a ride back to my place ..did the laptop , lost everything ..and here i am .. cant play my dota or any other games ..i would have to reinstall everything , so sian .. damn bored , wonder what would my life be like in the future ..what would i work as ..for who ? as what ? doing what ? how much would i earn ?would i be able to afford a family ? my on house ? my own car ?to provide a good life for my wife and maybe kids , plus my aunty and uncle ? would i have enough money to spend without a second thought when ever i want ? when would my love ones leave me ? when would they die ? how would they die ? how would i die ? what would happen to my family when i die ? whats death like ?what would life after death be like ? where would my soul go ?would i be able to watch after my remaining family members after i leave this physical world ? so many questions , yet so little answers ..i don't believe that the future has been planned for us ..i dont believe in fate ..to me , fate is nothing but a future affected by what we did in the past and plan to do currently ..they say god has a plan for everyone of us ,but they also say god lets us choose the path we wanna take ..he gives us the freedom of choice , to follow his plan of to follow our own plans for the future ..our choices of actions affects our future , isn't that true ?
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:11
