Monday, November 13, 2006
so tired, slept at around 3am last night than woke up around 650am for church ..slept a little bit in the train on the way to expo ..hate it when people play in the trains, especially when they are likescondary students that kinda age, so old le still act like a pri school kid ..making a din in the train ..if they those kinda pri 1 2 3 kids than nvm la ..but so old le leh ..gave that girl that noise to show how much they were irritating my sleep ..and i got some quiet after that haha ..from tanah merah to expo nia :X hahah ..even if its just one stop, gaining some rest is still good haha ..attended service, learnt from a friend that my other friend was warded back into hospital for observation ..pray all goes well for him, haiz ..k, service ended, slept on the way back from tanah merah to yishun again haha ..shiok man haha, but my head kept like falling to the left and right haha ..so my sleep was interupted a few times, but nvm haha ..had sectionals than band, than remembered that i didnt have lunch haha ..after that rushed to bishan J8 to celebrate my ah ma's birthday ..ate dinner at crystal jade restaurant, food not that nice ..prefer the tim sum at taka, one of the upper levels ..used to eat there every weekend when i was in pri school ..love their food, yummy yummy ..anyway after dinner, did some shopping ..brought martin and vanessa to get some thicker clothing for their japan trip ..got 2 shirts from giodano formyself ..good thing about following the family out ?i can buy things like clothes without having to fork out a single cent haha ..bought this short sleeve shirt with the urban word on it ..and this long sleeve woollen shirt, a bit gay looking de haha ..shall wear a white shirt beneath it or something ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~service was about building good relationships ..was funny at some parts haha, really fun sometimes ..anyway those points were applicable to me and i guess i could really make use of those points to improve myself, takes time though ..hmmmm, next week would be the follow up session ..this topic is too broad to be squeezed into one or 2 service ..shall try my best to wake up next week :) guess i have given up on relationships already ..though i may still miss that person alot,and really regret what i did that may have caused that to happen ..i still miss and still do love her alot ..its just that, something in me has decided to draw back and hide itself ..to just isolate itself already ..its part of me yet i dunno what is it, ironic isn't it ..cant explain it cant identify it, guess i also wanna leave it as it is too ..ayway as what samson's msn nick wrote,-- now the only use i have for my heart is to pump blood -- he broke with an IJC girl, so did i ..some year 1 by the name of hannah ..think denise mentioned her to me before ..he is hurt but the one he really wants is a girl name keira ..and that happens to be denise's band senior in unity sec ..i was like, what ? thats the girl you like hahah ..so qiao, here link there link ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~should we condemn a person just because he is a rotten apple ?i realised something ..once people view someone as "bad", they dont bother to look athis / her good points anymore, therefore, that personis deem a rotten apple in their eyes ..this sometimes happens to me hahah, the way i view some people ..if i just dont like their face, finish ..i'll tell myself, this guys sucks, i dont needa know anything else about him ..and after that, i jugde that person with biasness .. dunno if i spelled that right :X church says dont give up on such people, pray for them instead, that they may change to become better people ..wonder how many of us christians and roman catholics actually practice that ..just a thought after a conversation with a friend of mine ..not pointing at anyone in particular ..pretty tired, think i would be sleeping soon ..so shall end here for today bah ..
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