Saturday, November 25, 2006
watch me dance to the tune !!!
i am the super star !!!
hahah, he wore his slippers the wrong way ..
more pictures of josh ahhaha, cute hor ..today i saw something wonderful / beautiful first hand ..only me, chin seng, josh and ruth were at their house today ..chin seng is their dad la, than their mum went to do some shopping for their house stuff ..so josh could only play with his dad and me, guess he didnt see his mum for quite a long while today ..he is the kinda boy that sticks close to his parents ..anyway, when he heard foot steps approaching the door ..he ran to the door with his arms open shouting mummy !!! than when his mum appeared he just stood at the door and cried ..kept crying and crying till she opened the door carried him close to her and coaxed him ..guess there's the purest form of love i ever seen ..to love someone that you miss that person so much ..such innocent and pure love one could find only in a child ..touching scene, i just watched and smiled, dunno what to say ..silent tears of happiness flowed freely within ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~oooo lala, had band today ..tiring, been lacking stamina these few days ..dunn why, but just feel very tired these few days ..plus certain thoughts ..combined together, they just wear me off completely ..insanely tired, exhausted, mentally and physically drained ..should just one day to totally slack ..maybe i would bring a book or something to occupy myself ..maybe with petunia ..head to the reservoir again, take in the fresh air, enjoy the view ..stay there for a few hours, nevermind the sun ..just wanna relax, lay back and relax ..think i would do that one day, really need it ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~didnt attend the BBQ today ..didnt see any point in doing so, so i ended up heading to chin seng's place for cell group meeting ..gotta head all the way to changi beach just for the BBQ ..plus after band i would be too tired, and i just felt like attending cell group ..so i opted for cell group ..anyway there's not much point in attending the BBQ as compared to attending cell group ..i wouldn't learn anything at the BBQ, maybe get a few female contacts ..but none that would help me in my daily life decision makings ..none would help enrich my knowledge in anything ..ok maybe it gives me the chance to practice flirting ..but i usually win, no kick :X plus the transport fare and stuff ..i am going broke, so the trip to chin seng's place would be cheaper ..and neither could i stay over night at the BBQ,forgot to tell my dad about it ..if i were to stay over night, i would be too tired for band the next day ..if i were to not stay over night,i would reach home around 1 or 2am, plus the taxi fare ..woah hahaha, even if i share with my friends, it would still be woah ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~might be switching my ear studs to rings ..there is a possibilty i might change, still considering ..meanwhile i shall search for a 2 matching rings ..than i would save up for them .. if i dun buy them i could use the money for other stuff ..hmmmm, thinking of getting a tribal dragon tattoo ..raw idea, dunno where to place it though ..just an idea in its infancy, shall get the devil to draw for me ..mark of the devil, a dragon ..or a snake, both also associated to the devil ..SSSSSSEEEEEEXXXXXYYYYYYssssssssssssssssssssssssss ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~listenin to some songs by Dvorak now ..all alone in my room with music in the back ground while i am typing this ..pure bliss, pure enjoyment, this is life as i want it to be ..peace and quiet with noone to interupt me whenever i am doing something ..shall sleep soon after i am done with this ..life seems to be moreand more of a routine ..with the short term goals blurred, and the long term ones lost,living becomes a question, what is my purpose for being here ?why am i here ? what should i do next ?...... many questions so little answers,as i walk this path in life, more questions seem to surface ..haiz, tiring journey, when will u end ?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i love the strings, wish i can play as beautifully as them ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:34
