Monday, January 15, 2007
hmmm, felt like blogging again ..think there seems to some improvement between me and some friend ..at least it easier for us to chat now, though it could be further polished ..guess that is what happens when you put people of two different personalities and try to make them chat ..like forcing to like poles together, they'll just keep repelling each other ..hmmm, yesh, my friend and his ex seems to have a chance of getting back together !!feel so happy for them :)its not easy for two people to find each other and share a special relationship ..planned to sleep at 1030 yet once again i found myself unable to sleep ..guess it gonna be another long night ..i realised that at a certain time i would feel pretty tired ..than if i force myself to stay awake pass that hour,i would not be able to sleep till around 4am which is the next hour ..hmmm, i am pretty bored now ..no proposals to crack my brains over,no concerts to plan for, nothing much left about the studio that needs written stuff to think about ..i not i can start doing something to occupy myself ..once again, i am so bored with nothing to do that i keep thinking about certain stuffs ..and one of which is her, no not my ex ..its just this friend of mine ..i dunno why but the feelings for her seems to have grown a little more ..i dont have any intentions to develope it though ..plan to leave it as it is, sounds stupid hahhahaha ..but yeah, things between me and her are fine now,and i donch wanna spoil this friendship of ours ..somethings are better left the way they are ..once broken considered sold, sounds familiar ?because itchy fingers break things ..similiarly, over developing a friendship could be trouble too ..just leave things as they are, not gonna decide to touch it ..eyes are a little heavy hahaha, yet i still cant sleep ..anyway, was chatting with a friend about this crush of mine ..he doesn't know who is she cause i refuse to let him in on it ..so just asked him to guess who might she be haha ..and his first choice, happens to be this girl in band haha ..than we started talking and joking about why he chose her hahah ..and i was like no way and stuff hahah ..but yeah, that choice of his, the girl is a pretty nice girl too ..hhaha, what am i saying hahah ..shall stop here le ..God bless guys, guys only haha, bb !!
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:36
