Friday, December 21, 2007
so, i'll be fishing out at sea tonight. on a boat, under the stars.i'll have lotsa quiet time to myself. who knows, i would be able to sort some things out. like my life.use the time, think of what i really want. even when you aren't physically doing something, it doesn't mean you are not doing anything.applied for two jobs while out with my friends yesterday. one at B&J, again, miss the interview due to work the last round.the other is at some other shop selling some stuff. both was at the cathay. if i do manage to land myself a job there,it would be pretty easy to get to work. 167. direct bus.hmmm, some people are really lucky. to be able to love. and know that they really are loving that person. purely.and not wonder to themselves at times whether they really love the other.if its me, i would have to crack my head. simply because i have lost it.the meter's broken. strangely, heike's 99% gone but denise is still somewhere there.had a dream some time back. about 3 weeks ago. that we were back together.then snap !! back to reality. woke up, saw the room and was like. damn, i wanna get back to sleep. of cause, it doesn't work that way haha.hmmm, i dun shit blood anymore. after a night of heavy drinking. maybe that night was really heavy drinking thats why. but yeah.2 or 3 sessions of heavy drinking have passed since then. i got a friend that clubs so often, and drinks so much.that whenever she pukes after each session, blood comes out too.yucky? no, not really. its nothing disgusting, save the smell. its just scary. cause thats visual impact. that the body's screwed.break for too long ahhah. had some trouble doing my chin ups last night.managed to pull about 30 than i died . thats like not 30 at one shot, thats like 6 then 6 then 6 and ya. sets of 6 with about one or two mins break in between. and 30 push ups to conclude. MITCHELL ! U ARE SCREWED U SLACKER !hahahahahahokie, gonna get my lessons this monday. driving center was closed yesterday, public holiday, slipped my mind.so yeah book the soonest possible date, then, i am gonna try and rush haha.okie, gonna play another round of star craft with the com till like 4.than exercise a bit more. complete today's set. than rest.
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