Saturday, December 06, 2008
gave the matter quite some thought during dinner.i am still not sure what i wanna do about it. i guess i can only make a decision after i have a clue as to how she feels.not just a clue this round. more like when i am very certain.i dont wanna screw up this round. this ain't a game anymore.i am not hunting for some kinda game here any longer.the challenge to "conquer" has been replaced by another.and that is to make it last and happen, the ultimate goal.kinda weird this one. the way i am treating this particular "mission".being very cautious to not let slip, overly cautious.trying to wear a mask all the time. and man, thats really tiring.not to mention pathetic. i realised that another feeling's present at times.i mean, thinking back, i realised that i felt this other feeling.one feels this when one likes another. washed the car. gave it a good bath. soap and all.feels good to see the shine haha. but its pretty irritating.gotta wipe off all the water droplets. so i did that.and then, yogi and pebbles, sat on the water, got up and started wagging their tails.oh gosh, water started flying here and there.lol. horrible dogs. well, what to do, their owner here aint any better haha.alright, i cant continue. for some reason i dunno what to say lol. i hope tomorrow would be a better day.cant to get back to camp. maybe then, i would be distracted by army stuff.then, i wouldn't be thinking so much about her.dunch bother guessing, you guys probably would get it wrong.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:03
