Saturday, July 01, 2006
a bottle of red wine as my birthday gift from my elder bro marcus ..
early present
~~~~~
hmmm ..
realised many things recently ..
many things have happened between me and her recently ..
so many things i dunno where to start from ..
they are not bad things ..
in fact they made us realise
more about each other ..
made us realise each how important the
other party really meant to us ..
i guess it sort of surprised me too ..
how much of an impact my
thoughts could have on her ..
i never thought a person could "think too much"
and end up crying for a few nights
because of another person .. it all seemed very
much like a fairy tale in the past ..
something which you would
only hear in stories ..
until recently when she told me ..
some of you reading this might say ,
ahhhh , she's bull shitting ..
but hey man .. i trust my gal ..
i trust what i see ..
such is love that it can cause one
to become over protective and over
possessive of another indivual ..
and i guess when this happens ..
that person tends to become easily jealous
and perhaps because he/she thinks too much ..
also lose trust in the others ..
is that why they say love can be hurtful
at times besides breaking up ??
anyway to my darling ..
if you read this post ..
just remember that nothing
will happen between me & her ..
we are friends thats all ..
yes , she may be attractive and all ..
and she may have the stuff that i am looking for in my "perfect girl"
but hey ..who cares about her physical looks man ..
everyone of us is made different , unique ..
even if she has a heart of gold ..
i already have you ..
and no way will i let you
go , just so i could have her ..
neither will have both of you at the same time ..
i gave you my word ..
you can bet your life to anyone
that i wont break it ..
you may be the first one that
i have said this to ..
but you should also know
that once i have really set my mind on
something , i would put my committment into it ..
all i ask of you is just to have faith in me ..
to trust me ..
i am no longer the mitchell i
used to be ..
so darling ..
pls pls trust me ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:47
a bottle of red wine as 
