Tuesday, December 25, 2007
okie, got a couple of things for christmas. shall come to that later.let me see, 24th dec, christmas eve. reached church at 11pm.waited for some friends, entered the hall, listened to christmas carols at 1130pmmass started at 12. ended arund 130. left church at around 210 for michelle's house.just a small party, christmas party, till the next morning. no drinking / gamibling, like duh. received a few presents. among them was a bottle of sparkling fruit juice wine or something like that. 0% alcwas from addison. shared it with aunt and uncle earlier on, was really yummy.left her place at 10. reached home, washe up, slept till around 730pm.realised i miss lunched and everyone was gone. made my way to aunt's house.just nice, dad and the rest were heading home while i was heading there haha.so ya, that's it. pretty "interesting" christmas ahha.two most interesting presents, this round, a pair of BOSE QC3 head phones.and that bottle of sparkling juice. really good presents. just a little wasted for the head phones, cause i dun use head phones.okie, was thinking to myself on christmas eve, at the bus stop. was waiting for the bus, heading to church. was thinking. thats weird, why did i choose to go to church instead. cause shawn and weirip asked if i wanted to spend christmas eve with our pri sch classmates.meet at 4, chit chat, have dinner then probably chiong at Zouk. i was like, ah sian. chiong. then addison asked me. and i was like, oh sure why not haha. when i was thinking of that. i was like hmmmm. mmmmmm. hmmmmmmm. weird but interesting. made a mental note to blog it, and then the bus came.i got to give it to the priest. he sang the entire gospel reading out.we were like, shit, this is gonna be long. haha. and when it finally ended.he was like "please be seated" and he sort of like, inhaled deeply then exhaled.with lotsa effort. as though he just ran 2.4 under 8 mins that kinda extreme.got to give it to him though, really isn't easy. that kinda chanting singing thingy.and it isn't a short reading. aunty lily, her daughter Ann, shawn and ah ma were playing mah jong. one of them asked whether i know how to play, i said yes a little.then one of them asked if i wanted to play in the 2nd round. i repiled, i dont gamble. then i thought to myself. politcally not a very good reply. hahahahaha. a while later, i asked aunty if i could take a look at pictures of when me and shawn were young. its quite nice actually. i cant explain the feeling. to just look at those pictures, most of it i cant recall.but yeah, just to look at it. know that i was so loved by aunt. and still is.oh its just such a warm nice feeling. okie, to be honest, i felt emotional.hahaha. dad complained to aunt just now, when they were at her place.that among all his kids, i am the most rebelious, oops.and that i am like, not part of the family, always keeping a distant from the family.which i have to say, yeah. i feel that it doesn't really serve a purpose to be so close.there's no point. i prefer to be on my own. like i told aunt. i dun my mind helping dad / bros out in a business. work together and all.but the moment i have enough to buy a house and maintain it. my daily expenses and all, out i am going. gonna stay on my own, alone.i dun like to be pinned i guess. i like freedom, lots of it. maybe, the desire to be independent in as many ways possible, has led me to be seen, or has changed me, to be rebelious. well, i seriously have not thought much about that.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:58
