Monday, January 21, 2008
suddenly it dawned on me that he isnt living very happily.like he should be much happier now that he has achieved so much.so much has changed for the better already.and for some reason i cant help but feel that something bad is gonna happen.to be precise, i feel like death is on its way to claim him already.not so soon, but not that far from now either. like a few years more. a decade?i dunno, its just a really bad feeling i get at times. i wonder what can i do. some times i feel like i know the answer already.band was great. sight read alot of pieces, as usual, first practice after concert.pieces were okie, quite fun, i really loved them ahahah.think the hardest one was la forza del destino. got a little stressed at one part.was trying to figure the notes out and at the same time, trying my best to keep the rhythm. when that phrase was over i was like, holy shit, thank God.and then, another tough part decided to come. kk i admit it. i hate the song hahaha. no la not hate. just dun really like it.not because its tough. just that i dont really like that kinda piece. verdi's piece actually hahaha. the other choice was a fun piece.and i sturck the jack pot again haha. thought that 2nd clar would be a safe zone.JACKPOT !!! i got the hardest part for one of the songs, so much for 2nd clar.why like that de ??? every time sure pick some kinda hard part.if only i can walk pass the 4D booth, and just like buy some numbers,and wa la, 1st price. thats cool man.oh yeah, as i was bathing today. i started day dreaming, in the morning haha.the topic ? what would i do with 10 million dollars. like if i won it in a lucky draw you know, or 4D or blah blah.started thinking of alot of funny things. 1 to 2 million for charity.1.5 million aside for a ferrari 599 fiorano. its 1.2 mil. 0.3 mil for maintainance.thats like roughly 3 mil gone already. 1 mil for my aunty that side.thats 4 mil burnt. 4 mil for a house of my own, i want lotsa ground. thats 8 mil gone. 2 mil for business. 1 mil for what ever personal investment i wanna do.the other 1 mil for the 4 brothers. hahaha sounds great eh. hahaha.
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