Saturday, January 10, 2009
managed to swap my saturday duty with a sergent friend of mine.avoided saturday duty hahah. its the most dreaded day for duty.saturday duties really suck big time.could get to sleep thursday night.kept thinking. fantasizing actually, happy thoughts.made myself "happy for nothing" haha.thats the little boy in me. and the memories came back one by one. just recalled the past. smiled on them.i just feel good that at least, i experienced that kinda feeling before.okay i felt kinda awkward just now.was having having dinner with Platoon Sergent and P.Commander,plus two of my scout mates. as we were leaving, PC & PS started talking about cars.then they saw the beamer, and PC was saying he could only dream.they were cracking jokes about how they would be able to buy one.blah blah blah. and i had to walk to the car because it was mine.i didnt realise pc parked his behind mine.my two buddies already knew of cause. so ps and pc were like waaaa.i was like this sucks. hate it when this kinda things happen.its really horrible the feeling. really sucks.and i feel really bad. PS is from quite a family as well.mods cars and everything. he loves cars.but yeah, overall, i felt bad. i really really felt awkward.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:05
