Saturday, December 02, 2006
haiz, looks like certain things done in life changes our life forever ..regreting is not the solution and therefore i believe it isof no point, and not worth the dispair it brings ..the only thing we can do about it, if we cant change what was done,is to live with the mistake, and adjust our lifes ..i just feel like sitting at the sea shore, at the water's edge,with my clarinet by my side ..play it if i feel like doing so ..just staring into the vast expense of the sea, the endless horizon, hope it brings my feelings with it on an endless path of no return ..playing music keeps my mind occupied,takes aways my worries, prevents me from thinking too much ..i am glad i was forcedto join band ..glad to have know people who gave me the chances to play better tougher music ..music gives me that cushion to fall back on, the tougher it is the better, requires more concentration from me ..wont have to think about all this stuff ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:15
