Wednesday, December 13, 2006
just came back from 7-11, went to grab some stuff to munch ..the 2nd time it happened, and the 3rd person in my life ..the kiss is empty, it holds no nothing in it ..did something crazier, still the feeling wasn't like what it was before ..hmmm, the 2nd time and the 3rd person hmmm ..wonder wonder wonder ..the word love doesn't exist in my dictionary anymore ..i think the reason why people get together now, is for the sake of doing so ..after much thinking over a span of more than a month,i realise it ain't neccessary to get into a relationship at all ..some times it best to live alone ..i guess the new word to replace love as the sun of the system would be ~lust~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hmmmm, today fine, sat for my 2 papers ..was 4 mins late for the morning paper, entered at 08:34 ..well, its a common sight to have late comers, 30 min late coming graze ..can chiong all you want than enter before that graze is up haha ..than vomit everything out when you are at it ..2nd paper was at 14:00, meaning we had a break of 4 hrs ..sian, spend 30 mins walking to the shopping arcade,withdrawing cash, buying drinks, look at clothes ..followed my wei xiong to the smokers haven than headed to the library's north wing, studied a little than i fell asleep ..copied the 6 important formulaes on a small piece of paper ..roughly about 2cm by 3cm, 3 on each sides ..thanks to wei xiong it became that small ..anyway, we didnt use the formulae la hahah,me, him and 4 other friends were seating adjacent to each other ..so we just peeked over each others shoulders and whispered the answersfor questions that we were sure / unsure .. some just use calculator to flash the entire statement across hahah ..like, 30 x 40 = 120, example la ..damn funny actually, cause there was this indian lady lecturer who kept her eyes pinned on our group but couldn't do anything ..we had indirect ways of getting the answers across hahah ..and whats the best part, indian woman have very wide eye slids / big eye ..so even though she was standing right at the bottom of the lecture room and looking at us while she faced a different direction,we could see her eye pupils hahah, black-brown against white, so big some more, damn obvious ..the 2 male lecturers were chit chatting away, male lecturers always slack de ..there was once when we had this male lecturer who walked to the back of the room ..so no one dared to turn to copy cause they could see where was he ..finally we heard snoring hahahah ..i think that was 2 semesters back, hahah ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~re-learning the breathing technique is well, horrible ..feels damn weird la hahah, like so unnatural ..no wonder they say its hard to get rid of bad habits ..ended up thinking too much about my breathing that i screwed up everything about my playing during alumni practice hahah ..started biting hard, than not paying attention to the con hahah ..what a mess la, so dissapointing ..to watch your juniors do it the right way and you as a senior screwing up ..2 words la, sad case ..perseverance perseverance perseverance man !!!!there's always a better tomorrow if you work to build one !!!!the first step was taken, shall not give up now ..mitchell !!! jia you !!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~tomorrow would be thursday, i have nothing on tomorrow i guess ..what shall i do, dont feel like slacking at home ..haiz, head to the cc ? but there's no practice going on ..maybe shall take bus and travel around ..walk walk, see what there to do ..oh yeah, wanna get reeds too, maybe get it tomorrow ..see whether my friend wanna accompany ..shall stop here for now ..nothing much to say about life already ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:52
