Sunday, January 21, 2007
okie, back to blog ..just stopped studying my quality assurance ..strange, one of my modules is not on the exam time table list ..got to check with the admin office tomorrow ..and nope, i am not suspended cause they didn't say that i was debarred or anything ..maybe website cork up or something ..shall check tomorrow anyway ..haiz got medical appointment tomorrow and its gonna clash withone of the core module lectures, in fact 2 ..from 3 to 6pm ..shall change the appointment date to another day,maybe wednesday or thursday ..hmmm, guess someone saw through me already ..i am not hiding it very well right ..not a very good actor ..kinda stuck actually, am like a cross junction ..i have 3 paths to choose ..one would be to continue waiting for someone,the other to move on with another someone,and the 3rd would be to go on without any of those someone ..i would really like to have option 2,yet i cant give up option 1 ..dun get me wrong, i am not treating them like fishes in the wet market where i pick and choose ..rather, i weighing out the pros and cons and the possiblityof things, like which has a better chance and stuff like that ..hmmm, sometimes this can be so distracting to what really needs to be done in my life at present ..i really wish to go full steam into my studies right now,yet, sometimes this matter pops up in my mind and i get distracted ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~band was great today, pretty fun, short and sweet ..played this piece, dunno whats the name,as well as trittco, rebroll and mahler 1 mvt 1, cool eh ? HAHAHA, those not in ssw or swo, your dont get to check out such cool pieces BLEH :P okie feeling a bit childish, but thats a fact ..man, i feel so fortunate ..okie la, actually different people like different types of music,so ya, cant make them feel shity that they dun get to play real music heehee ..played on the buffet DG today, ooo, i love the sound, fatter rounder and juicer than what i can produce on my clarinet ..mahler loh, the sound changed after mahler haha ..needa pump alot more air for that song ..hmmm, i was pretty out of tune the whole time hahah ..figure 5, came in so out of tune that the con said,mitchell, wrong note, hahah man, so suay la ..low Bb still can like that, haiz ..anyway, hope my lao po get a jaw replacement soon,than she can start talking with me again hahaha ..oh, played this piece by some vegetable guy with vivian ..quite fun, jolly sounding hahah ..kept making mistakes too, one short piece like that andwe had to restart dunno how many donkey times just because i couldn't play in tempo ..crochets leh, oh man oh man, like what he always say,find a lake and drown urself in it hahah ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my gosh, i made a break through !!!finally found out how to study quality assurance hahaha ..at least now i am studying knowing which direction to head toand not studying like a sotong swimming in an ocean ..i think even the sotong knows where and how to get to its goal ..exams on the 8, 9, 26, 28 feb and 1st march ..last 3 papers would be super terrible ..like 2, 3 days interval, should be revision by then though ..kk, shall stop here, turn in le ..for some reasons i just cannot absorb anymore for tonight ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~girls, why do i have so much problem with them ..self created some more, what the hell ..destruction by my own hands ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:14
