Thursday, February 01, 2007
i just remembered something i wanted to blog about for days haha ..woke up one night, that was a few days back, think 5 or 6 ..anyway, as i was saying, woke up one night,just sat up thinking, why on earth was i dreaming about you ..yeah i may like you, but dreaming of you is a too much ..than i went back to sleep, woke up in the morning andwas telling myself, die liao die liao, faliing for another girl again ..hahahaha, haiz, so mitchell ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~anyway i cant sleep now ..dunno why also ..oh yesh, dont call me mitch, its reserved for a few people only ..if you are not family or gf or someone with authority over me,than i am very sorry, you needa apply for license to call me mitch ..this goes to everyone, mitchell sounds so much more nicer loh ..actually, even these people seldom call me mitch haha ..i like mitchell, i love mitchell, who doesn't hahah ..there's an under lying meaning, go figure ahahah ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~feel like going blading again, its only 132am ..but than again, i would have to find my personal mentor again tml ..maybe heading down to town tomorrow ..gonna do some stuff there than make my way back ..shot no pocket money, gotta make the best of my leftover funds now ..meaning, i would try to spend only on transport ..so would be eating heavy at home before i go out at any time ..i really needa learn to save, and really needa learn the importanceof how precious money is ..i really changed alot since pri 6 ..i used to save even 15 cents back than, all the way to sec 3 sec 4 ..out of 2 dollars a day, i would buy just a plate of rice,with some chicken curry + half a potato for lunch in sec 1 and 2 ..cause that would only cost me 80 cents ..used to have that with mervyn, my then best friend ..his family was super broke, mine was just broke ..we used to seat together with other friends during lunch break,ate our food, drank from our friend's soup or the water cooler ..used to envy our friends who could buy so much snacks for lessons ..they shared with us though ..and literally up to end of sec 4, i only knew of the SBS bus269 travel routes ..why ? because i took it a few times ..other than that, i didnt even know how to get to bishan by train ..used to fear taking a new bus or the train to get to one place ..cause i simply didn't know how to go about on it ..everyday its straight home after school till after my O lvls,thats why there was never a need for me to take publictransport of stuff, i just walked home ..and thats the same reason why i didn't really have many good friends,because i never went out with anyone, except for group projects ..of cause, i started playing the fool in sec 4 ..when i knew how to get the girls, i started to open my eyes ..but yeah, other than that, i managed to save alot of money because of the circumstances that i was subjected to ..and i managed to spend what i saved, from pri 6 to sec 4,within a short spend of like 3 months after my dad gave me my atm card ..powerful huh, sudden freedom, very dangerous ..and i was broke ever since, sob sob ..yeah, i really needa learn the value of money ..its not easy to learn how hard it is to earn moneywhen it comes so freely to you ..i guess its human nature that we would always prefer the easy way out once we have found it ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~dunno whats wrong but rashes appeared around my lips about2 weeks back and left a scar there ..now more are appearing for some reasons ..it always appears when my skin starts to become dry ..than it would turn reddish and this problem would come ..irritating ..lousy skin, i needa eat more vegetables and fruits ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~head hurts head hurts, comfort me will you ?how i long to be in between those arms of yours ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:23
