Thursday, March 29, 2007
just had 4 pieces of bread, 2 with some kinda jam and the other 2 with ya kun kaya ..oh, had a cup of hot milo as well, was feeling a bit hungry ..think this ould be my standard breakfast from now on ..of cause i would increase the serving to maybe 5 or 6 pieces of bread ..its no problem for me, just so that i can last longer actually, and so that i can have a lighter lunch ..time to set my meals on the proper track ..for some strange reasons i cant get to sleep ..ended up day dreaming ..it is still evident that you are around and that i cant get rid of you ..and for some reasons, i day dreamt that something happened to you,and the rosary came into the picture ..interesting isn't it ..when one is in need of help one turns to their religion for strength and hope ..anyway, because of you i turned to my religion and thats why the rosary came ino the picture ..i certainly hope that what i dreamt of wouldn't happen to you,if it does, i will be there ..hmmm, whats religion actually? why the need for it?see there are conflicts between people because of religion ..because of different religions people are divided ..yet because of religion morale values are there,and because of religion people are also united ..so whats religion actually for?to give mankind hope in times of need?we turn to our God when it seems like all other solutions fail or when matters are beyond our comprehension ..a sort of psychologist ( God ) to listen to our troubles? its always good to have someone to listen to you, as long as you believe that he is really there, it works ..negative matters when bottled up eventually harm the body ..i actually admire people that have a great deal of faith in their religion ..i myself do not have a veyr big faith if it can be measured physically ..cause when you say you have faith in your God,you mean you trust and you believe in your God ..yet there isn't a way in the first place to proof that your God exists ..so its like believing in something that might not exist ..thats one reason why i cant really have a strong faith i guess ..cause i only believe in what i see, like they say, seeing is believing ..hmmm, i am thinking about something now ..is it possible to say that people who have a strong faith would be people that are able to trust others better ?and those whose faith are weaker, are more suspicious and thereforeless likely to be able to trust others better ..cause people like me are skeptical and don't just believe just like that ..therefore its hard for us to find someone we would trust, not that there isn't one that we can trust ..yet it would be wrong to say so too, cause in religion, you know your God, and in relationships with people,you trust them based on how much you know them too ..so you may know your God very well but not other humans around you ..and also, we trust that our Gods only do what is best for us and therefore would not do anything to harm us unlike those around us ..okie shall not think too much, cause when i think i cant sleep ..okie, i need an organiser of some sort ..there are more and more things to remember already and apparently i cant remember all of these like i used to before, old le hahah ..anyway an organiser would have other uses as well ..and i would be able to use it for a long time too ..can use it to keep track of everything from work to play,and what i needa do and stuff ..and all the ladies contacts and birthdays ahahahhahahahah ..yup thats important hahaha, very important ..always go errmmm, hhmmmm, eerrmmm, when they ask :"so when is my birthday?""remember my number already?"the worst thing that could happen would be when you forget about their birthdays ..that just goes to show how sincere you are about wooing them,wait, it never had any from the start muahahahah ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 04:42
