Wednesday, March 21, 2007
okie the results are out, i am pretty screwed ..something is wrong with the website though, its taking a pretty long time to display my stuff ..had to use a different method to obtain my results, one big round ..think alot of us are gone from the looks of it ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the feeling has returned to me, after more then a year since it first started ..it suddenly came to me that i am single again,and that i am actually starting to check girls out again ..just a part in me that says i wanna get a companion or start working on getting a companion ..miss that feeling of being loved and loving another ..its such a wonderful feeling that it cannot be described ..and as always, when i think, i fail to think about others ..the ultimate goal would be to enrich myself, and along the way,other people become oblivous to me, i wont think of them at all, just myself ..so it kinda surprised me when my friend replied thattoo felt the same way, sian of single hood ..and so i was like wow i am not the only one huh ..was just thinking, how many of us actually thought of where we expect our relationship to head to?like what is the goal or the aim of the relationship ..or do we just take our relationship step by step ..i dunno about you guys but for sure i had and have a goal for mine ..shall not share it here cause i wanna keep it to myself ..not saying that a step by step method is wrong,but i feel that with an aim, the path i am on becomes clearer and easier to navigate ..and of cause, along the way methods have to be changed and thats when the step by step comes in too ..i guess its kinda like depends on the situation right ..the long term goals and the short term ones ..use the short term ones to build up the base for the long term ones ..hmmm, so how do i choose the girl exactly ? well, i gotta admit looks are the first thing, first impression i mean ..the other parts, if she passes everything else haha ..than a little bit of flirting haha, flirting is evident in all courtships, even between animals so there's nothing wrong with it i guess ..and if she is willing than i am too, wait what the hell,i am always game for a go ahhahahah ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~right now though, a far major problem is at hand ..needa get through this one first before i can even think of getting a girl ..this is gonna be one hell of a ride ..and suddenly more than ever, i feel like going in ..complete it, get my arse out, and make things right ..hope the super long break eventually get my brains bored ..need to get this sorted out, really need to ..and i needa rush my driving as well, no matter how much i hate it ..somethings just gotta be done when your boss says do it ..damn why am i beginning to feel i never had a chance to decide ..com'on man, snap back to reality, not oops there goes gravity ..from a song yeah ahaha, take away the first part and the oops ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hahaha, me and the aboved mentioned pal were chatting about relationships,when suddenly about our experience with guys liking us ..okie he looks like me seriously, even the priest in church passed us off as biological brothers based on our looks ..so yeah, we look alike and therefore he is handsome, hahah ..alright seriously, he is handsome too ..we all are good looking in our own ways as i always say ..well he got it lucky ahahha, his guys said sweet things to him at least ..the one or the ones that stalked me, scared away all my female friends,and quite some male friends too ..that was in sec 2 and 3 i think hahaha ..its pretty funny come to think of it now hahahah ..stalked by a guy ahahha ..my dad even thought i was gay when he read my phone message hahah ..that guy or those two guys made my blood boil ..they actually chased away all my female friends, hat i cant stand ..no female = no mitchell hahaha ..kk shall end here le ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:19
