Monday, April 30, 2007
something has been weighing down my mind recently.only realised it after giving some thought to why i seem to be "lost" at times.come to think of it, i was pretty lost when i started work on sat.and than band today, partly because i was ill, i couldn't really focus.body aches plus headaches took their turns to irritate the hell outta me.i have not really found out what is it though only a few things could have an impact like this. above all, as with most other humans, affairs of the heart.this one is pretty messed up thats why i am still quite blur about it.hope to sort it out soon, its really affecting me.mmmm, i still dunch know what do you want really.and thats pissing me off quite a bit. was pissed off today by you.it doesn't pay to try and avoid trouble right, and get this right i wasdoing a favor for the rest, and it ain't my role to play.guess i shall really draw the line already. you do your job and me, mine.its a wrong way cause i know it would be driving you further down one path.there are two now, but yeah, doing this drives you further down this path.since i have been keep a low profile, and things still are like that,than heck it already. i wont keep getting bitten, why should i?think i feel like blowing free flow at you from now on.shall carry out the first step soon. it ain't pleasent but i have tolerated enough.it doesn't mean that i am weak therefore i tolerate.a person that is capable is useful, a person that is capable and is able to work with others is useful beyond measure. you are capable, but it ain't a joy working with you.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:36
