you need a good knock on your head to wake you up. sounds familiar? anyway i guess the knock really did 'wake me up' i still cant believe i did it seriously. i gave a no to the hints. i told a girl nope. i actually gave up the chance of having some entertainment for myself during this MC. after sending the sms i was like. shit, man oh no oh no. irreversible damage. nevermind though, i have no regrets and i feel good making that decision. anyway, i said, no more playing right.
as i was in the car today, on the way to PML with dad and martin, i was wondering to myself. how the hell does dad do it. as in from zero to hero. its not like a scary thing, its more of a big, wow. how does one man do all this on his own. back in 2001 / 2002, martin and i were wondering whether we would have pocket money for school the next day. now we are wondering when is dad's next new toy gonna roll in. the only scary thought i had at that point in time was, "how am i gonna be as great as he is, let alone better than him" stressful you know. people like to say that the father builds and the son destroys. sad but true in some cases. i hope i dont turn out to be one of those cases.
okie, this is the first time i guess. i am pretty confused hahah. yeah it again is matters of the heart. with a big big 'BUT' though, this one is different haha. i dunch know, really dunch know whats happening. scary you know hahaha. and OH OH hehe, the M3 is coming soon. and they are going for holiday soon. means my hands get itchy and the 335i would be out with me soon hehehehe. i really am gonna take it out.
and some one pls tell me this is beautiful la pls...
