Friday, October 13, 2006
sometimes dun u feel that if u could just control time,
many things u could have prevented or changed ?
hmmm, if had that power i did fast forward time now ..
skip this phrase or life ..
if neccessary, correct things that are happening now
beforei permantly stay in the future ..
of cause if there is only room for one mitchell,
so maybe the other i'll kill ..
time passes ever so slowly now ..
1 hr is 2 hrs, twice the length ..
cant wait for lessons to resume, at least i would have something
to occupy my mind ..
an empty mind is the devil's workshop ..
he just simply need to psycho us a bit i think ..
the rest of the damage is done by us ..
we let the negative thoughts creep into us,
let it take over us and eventually destroy us ..
i swear if i have a gun now,
i turn the dog into mince meat,
blow its brains outta the back of its head ..
so noisy, barking at nothing ..
talking about that, sparky was barking the other day ..
too keep him quiet, i held up the cane ..
he got so frighten he retreated blindly,
nearly fell backward into the pond ..
tail and butt was all wet ..
wednesday's the day, everything will be finalised on
that day and hopefully done on that day ..
will be like a cloth under a sewing machine ..
this time its ink not thread ..
maybe gonna keep my hair longer ..
about 2 or 3 more weeks?
save money also, dun have to visit the barber yet ..
oooooo, someone close says i became more wild ..
when i asked whether i have changed la ..
guess so, before that, emanual, the tattoo guy come
my old church class pal, said this :"mitchell u change alot man"
well he hasn't seen me since sec 4 confirmation ..
thats like 2 years plus ..
and well, people changed, only its either for the better or
for the worst ..
i have made up my mind, here's something for the better ..
no more smokes, no more drinking ..
k, save the special rare occasions than i'll drink a little ..
something else is gonna go, dunno wad ..
have not decided ..
maybe the stud ..
i was thinking, am i just going one big round in life ?
sometimes in life the correct path lays straight in front of u ..
and straying from that path is another path ..
like a park, u gt extra paths straying from the main one than linking back ..
so i guess i am on one of this "extra" paths just taking
a stroll wasting my time ( life ) away ..
is it time to return to the main path ?
yes it is, but i gotta follow the path now cause i am flanked
on both sides with hedges i cant pass through ..
walking back would be an even bigger waste of time ..
and whats worst ? this is now a dirt path ..
its no longer nicely layed out with tar or slag or whatever they use to build roads ..
well, i see the light ..
just gotta follow it already i guess ..
and hopefully it leads me out, back to the main path ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 11:21
