Friday, August 24, 2007
okie, been a while since i blogged. about 5 / 6 days.
hmmm, the first picture. that's my manager, lini.
the second picture, all the specs i have ever had hahah, literally.
the pair in the back ground, thats my first pair of specs. brandless.
that was in sec 2 or 3. the center pair, thats my 2nd pair. Cour Carre.
its about 2 years old if i am not wrong. and the pair in the fore ground.
thats less than 24 hrs old hahaha. Nike.
i kept the first as a back up pair when i bought the 2nd pair.
hmmm. shall toggle between the Nike and CC pair haaha.
hmmm, at the end of sec 3 or 4, during one church class lesson.
our cathechist and us were sort of like looking back.
she took us for 4 years. so yeah, just looked back when we first started off in sec 1.
for me it was. i opened up alot, but the smile on my face disappeared.
i used to carry this smile on my face all the time until around sec 2 or 3.
i cant remember when did it fade away but it eventually did.
so yeah, even though i didn't intend to smile. i always wore a slight smile.
was just thinking of it in the bus. cause i realised that i was frowning.
i was just in the bus, thinking about some stuff, i cant remember what,
looking out at whatever the bus drve pass.
and then, it dawned on me. i was frowning.
i realised that my eye brows were drawn towards each other,
towards the center pointing downwards.
it was then, that memories of that particular event in history, returned to me.
and there and then in the bus i was thinking to myself.
how did i lose that smile. i have changed.
but in what ways have i changed, that costed me that smile?
and again, recently, after purchasing Sims 2, and missing work for a day.
yeah, i played Sims 2 the whole day i wasn't at work.
it was then that i realised that i didn't really had a chance to relax.
as in slack, sit back and just slack. relax and enjoy myself, give myself a break.
i have been working, and working, running here and there, doing this and that.
if it wasn't work, it was her, if not it was band. the three main things in my life.
net work of friends, my gosh, its just falling apart seriously.
its like a garden, don't take care of it, weeds will over run it.
anyway, so yeah. i played Sims the whole day, it was monday, 19th.
went out for dinner with my family. helped sis choose a pair of specs.
chose my own pair of specs, nearly had KFC drum sticks.
returned home, slack even more. slept and, waffle day the next day.
i did had a chance to unwind recently. it was 7 days ago. headed to st james.
went there with some colleagues, celebrated one of our manager's birthday.
it was fun, i enjoyed myself, my pocket though didn't really enjoy it the least bit.
hahaha, well, everything comes with a price.
its marcus' birthday tomorrow. dad just told me there's dinner tomorrow.
i am supposed to work 11 to 16hrs at icon. 17 to 23hrs at sun plaza.
luckily my pal managed to help get a replacement for me.
nowadays, i am wondering. why the hell am i slogging so hard.
i should be working and enjoying a day or 2 of the week with my friends.
alright shall end here. pretty tired, eyes feeling tired.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:19
