Sunday, November 25, 2007
okie, second post for tonight. listening to James Barnes 3rd symphony, 3rd mvt. quite sad actually. some parts, you can actually feel the lost.i personally find it tugging at me more when i am playing the song instead of listening to it.maybe because you give your all into it, you concentrate more. but yeah, its really sad. to lose your child like that.i find some parts quite chilling haha. like the one for the oboe and the orchestra bells.like opening a door and stepping into a room thats really cold?no one in it. a room devoid of joy. filled only with sorrow.--it was pretty shocking. when i read that sentence. i was quite taken aback actually. decided to let it go. its understandable. when people are down, they usually dont respond so well.grown used to that. different responses from different people.--i just remembered something. i think i was entering or exiting the room when i heard that. then i remembered that we haven't yet got anything done.its been 2 weeks already. its already the 25th. maybe another 2 weeks? delays here and there bound are bound to happen. so maybe another 2 weeks grace.though by then its really gonna be a rush rush job.and haha, by then i would be too excited with something else.hopefully its by then. --i have gotten used to it. being without a gf.and after thinking every now and then over the pass few weeks.plenty of weeks actually. i have now reached a conclusion.i'll just be like who i was in sec 1 and 2 regarding this matter haha.i actually like being single now. its not the freedom part. its just that i realised i can settle my other stuffs better now.with a gf, i dunt have the discipline to attend to other more important matters.now i can, and everything has been working out pretty fine so far.i do have someone that i like. its a crush. and of cause, having made up my mind regarding these matters.i have decided to leave it this way, taking no actions.okie thats it for the night.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:41
