Monday, October 16, 2006
cant get to sleep ..thinking of her and our situation again ..chatted with a band pal of mine ..she was like huh ? single ? u serious ? yes yes i am single again, took so long for u guys to realise huh ahaha ..hmmm, guess this round it didn't really affected me cause it was an event that i had already anticipated ..i guess i have had enough of girls already ..even if the right one does come along,i think i am pretty much tired out to get into aother relationship ..maybe not so soon at least ..i was thinking, what's the point whats the purpose ?all this talk about boy friend girl friend i love u, u love me ..in the end both still will die ..and only god loves me ..so i guess this is it ..i am letting everything in my love life go ..shall put all these behind me,i live for tomorrow,not for today, or because of yesterday ..how sad it would be for the one who lives in the past ..the only relationship i would keep now would be with the lord ..this is the only partner that would never stop loving you even though you have stopped loving him or hate him at some point ..the only partner that would open both arms to embrace you even though you had previously rejected him ..with whom can u find such love,eternal and in abundance ..so yeah, there goes this love life of mine with my fellow homo sapiens to herald in my new love life with the lord ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:13
