Saturday, October 14, 2006
went to the gym with scuter today ..gym was, well, tiring ..we tried this machine today ..its been there for a long while i guess,but we just didn't pay any attention to it ..ok so scuter gt on first ..hell it was obsence, like prying ur legs open to be fucked ..than he adjusted the weights and stuff and started ..it works the inner thighs, so the thing forces your legsapart and you just gotta try and bring your legs together again ..after a while he got up and shake his head ..his legs were, haha, aching ..than it was my turn ..and yeah, legs ached too, it becomes like jelly after youhave worked on it for too long hahah ..hmmmm ...now there are 2 of them ..one is everything in my life, and wishful thinking on my part ..the other means nothing to me,but wishes to be part of me ..what should i do ? abandon both right ? hahah ..or should i open boths arms and embrace the
return of the old me ? that would be great too ..
church than band tomorrow ..
hope eerything goes well tomorrow ..
oh, its no longer wed, it has been
brought forward to monday now :)
physical pain is temporary ..
yet physical pain is sometimes a means as an escape ..
gives you something to think about ..
takes away other thoughts ..
than again its lasts a short while only ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:42
