Tuesday, December 05, 2006
just had my bath, feel so refreshed ..dinner was great hahaha, tasty ..maybe it was because i was quite hungry thats why it was tasty ..didnt have breakfast, lunch or dinner hahah ..kk, dinner was at 10pm plus, which was just now ..anyway, nice la, chit chat with my friends and stuff ..nice to chat over dinner, gives those kinda family feeling ..thats when people really sit down together and chat ..and i guess thats when they interaction intensity is the highest ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hmmm, a little worn out, had a long day ..skipped morning lecture, went shopping at north point and j8 instead haha ..went searching for ear rings la haha ..bought 3 rings, one didnt match, so i hooked it to my clarinet case ..wearing the black one now, with a silverish white cross ..i love crosses for some reason ..the other one that i am keeping in store is a tarnished looking steel with a cross in black outlining ..anyway, wouldn't be finding for any more ear stuff for a super long time ..receieved my pocket money for decemember on the 29 of nov ..now it the 4th cum 5th dec and i already burned 250 bucks ..luckily my holidays are from the 18 to 31 dec, mostly slacking at home ..wont spend so much cash ..plus the operation would force me to be stuck at home from the 26th dec ..so cool, cant spend money, thats a good thing ..seriously i got poor financial management skills ..runs in the male blood of my family i guess ..from my father's father to my little brother ..he is still in sec school, he gets 10 bucks a day ..spends everything on food, can u believe it ..he is the biggest eating machine in the family la ..me elder bro spends on dunno what ..usually partying, pool, drinking and his cigarettes !! hahaha ..my dad's the worst, all learn from him de :X hahahah ..he's toys are bigger and more expensive la hahah ..shall not elaborate ..me and my bros share alot of things in common i realise ..and my dad has it all hahahahh ..be it our character, habits and interest ..dad was a band member, played drums but he had to stop ..his dad didnt wanna buy him his own drum sticks for band,so he couldn't continue ..besides that, we both share an interest in engineering things ..those hands on kind, like, playing around with ur bicycles,building kits like monster trucks ..he had his bicycle followed by a motor bike,i have my bicycle, we love both ..he plays with things like RC monster trucks,i used to play with tamiya cars hahah ..he spends like water, like father like son hahah ..alot of other things la, cant finish listing hahah ..haiz, wish i can just sit down and chat with himlike how i would chat with my friends ..however, we would always end up arguing in the end ..guess we missed the part in life where we could build ourunderstanding by being together ..when i was a kid that is ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~too tired to do the song for the blog ..got to rip it from the CD and stuff ..shall do it on wed ..tomorrow's lesson ends at 930pm la ..will be super tired by the time i reach home ..no one to wish good night, sweet dreams ..no one to express my love to ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the old method always work ..keep myself occupied with whatever i can think off ..it keeps me from thinking of her ..this way it would push her to somewhere else in my mind ..hopefully, the feelings and thoughts can be suppressed ..anyway, it might just be a big crush that may not last long ..this kinda things do happen ..for now, i shall think about how to not think of her ..want a clue ? her specific interest is different from mine ..happy guessing hahahaha ..kk, shall stop here ..really tired already ..my brain is shutting down soon ..i still wana chat with u de, but i dont think i can hold out any longer ..maybe other days haiz ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:20
