Wednesday, February 14, 2007
had a few weird dreams last night, only remember that they were weird haha ..as usual, woke up a few times, than there was this one time when i woke up ..i just rolled over so that i was facing down, than i just thought to myself,am i really awake or is this a dream? how about the other times when i woke upor thought i woke up? i think i woke up in my dreams, yeah it must be that way,because its pitch black around me ..i went back to sleep after that haha, at night, no light, sure pitch black ..than martin was another cockster, dunch know why, but it happens almost every night ..around 12, my sister called my room asking for him, so i said he was asleep ..immediately after that, he woke up, than i told him sis was finding for u ..so he sat up, wore his glasses than said, shit, i forgot she needs to go to school earlier today, must wake up earlier, now what time? i think late already ..i told him, u siao one la u, everytime like that, now only 12 like that ..than he paused, and giggled, oh hahaha, okie good night ..than he slept again ..cranky bro of mine ahhaha ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hmmm, was pondering over what she said, sometimes it hard to predict what might happen ..because if even the seemingly impossible can happen, what else cant ?yeah, was just thinking about this, thinking and thinking ..was thinking about something that she related to this as well ..thinking thinking thinking, always thinking ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hope someone buys my slot for driving classes later ..feeling ill still, dont really feel like doing anything ..but than again, wouldn't going out for a change be good ?rather than continue staying home for a few more days doing nothing ..at least i get to move around, work my body a little when i go out ..i think that would be better for me, well shall see how things go ..hahaha, i just got an idea, dad and bro are heading down to the office later haha ..shall try to hitch a ride, get them to drop me off at ssdc, would be able to save on public transport and travel time hahah ..shall calculate all the timings, see whether it ould work out a not ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and yesh, i figured out why i cant figure you out, like why i was never really able to click totally with u hahah ..yesh yesh, i figured that part out ..its so damn simple, cant believed i actually i looked that part, complacent ..its pretty simple, our upbringing and thinking are different,not just a little different but wildly different ..maybe thats when i try to think from ur point of view,the whole thing still doesn;t work out, simply because our mindsets are too different to begin with ..our ideals and stuff haha .. shall think more about it, see what can be done lol ..okie, mad man talking, stop talking hahah ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 10:22
