Wednesday, February 14, 2007
okie, maybe attending driving lessons wasn't such a good idea afterall ..totally screw up, my cornering and all, foot work,reaction time were all pretty sluggish ..kept making mistakes and was super duper uber blur ..realised something wasn't quite right when i attended the first lesson,started the car, and went round the first corner ..i veered of my lane into the on coming lane, quickly steered the car back ..than i was like, oh shit, not good, it happened again during the next corner -_- wasn't that bad after that, because i started moving very slowly haha ..first time i actually bothered to control my speed in circuit hahah ..was actually watching my speedometer whenever i had the chance ..took a quick glance at it, maintained my speed in circuit around 30 ..thought today's topics would be in circuit, after 3 rounds, he said, let go onto the road, i was already so blur ..i nearly replied, road? i am on the road already ..took me a while to process, than a while more to react beforei started signalling and stuff ..hahaha, it was pretty fun outside the circuit today, hit gear 4 ..tried to maintain my speed around 40 to 50, but someparts i just had to go faster, around 60 like that ..and i managed to pick up faster than this other vehicle, dunno what though ..looks like a taxi yet looks like a honda ..cause after a while i got very used to stopping and starting,so when it was red light for the traffic on my left and right, i prepared already ..got a bit of the heavy foot thing, haha, must be from dad ..cause the moment the clutch engaged the half bite point and further,the car just flew hahaha, straight away had to change to 2nd gear than 3rd gear ..the engine rev was getting too high, so you'll get that noisy sound as a signal ..sort of a signal to tell u its time to up the gear ..drove pretty far from the ssdc today, all the way to the junction at upp pierce reservoir and bishan park that stretch of road, is it thomson road or something ?haha, car died uphill when i was about to move off hahaha ..was leaerning the hand brake thing for slopes hahah, got the hang of it le,more or less that is, need more practice ..drove pass yckss, saw some band members walking out ..seriously dunch know whats with the instructor hahah ..keep looking at girls from the corner of his eyes hahah ..okie, its pretty scary driving near the school zones as compared to driving beside those big industrial vehicles and stuff like them ..reason being, those monkeys cross the road as and when they want ..there was even one ah meng that cross to the centered of a 3 lane road, ave 5 ..i was on the 3rd lane, than he suddenly jumped back to the 3rd laneand waved both his hands wildly, the instructor stared at him,hahah, i just drove pass him, was too busy trying to change laneswhile watching everything else ..anyway, i have already cancelled tomorrow's lessons ..dont think i can drive properly, the medication really drains me out ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~even before you have provided the answer to the question,i have already gotten it all figured out ..think i wanna go back on my killing spree ..but to leave one after another broken, would be too cruel a thing to do ..hmmm, hmmm, hmmmm, shall see what the outcome ..if everything goes well, than you would have bought me some time ..at least the first would be secured than i can lay out the other stones one by one, when they have been properly laid ..only then can i move on to the next stone, don't want to fall stepping on one ..this could be one option, of cause its the wrong path ..the other would be the better path, the path of light ..i could turn this stone into a corner stone, build a strong foundation with it ..and make things last for as long as the foundation supports it ..like this, we both gain ..hmmmmm, i really dunno, but i won't be the one to suffer the fall again ..looks like you knew me at the wrong time ..no longer the one whom you knew, cant blame you that you cant tell,cause i know you ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~tired, think i wanna stop here ..really really tired, shall take a break or something ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:17
