Saturday, March 03, 2007
something strange happened today ..suddenly its so easy to flush the air through my clarinet hahah ..and i still cant play loud without my embrochure losing control ..like giving way and stuff, so irritating, becomes like natural extreme vibrato haha ..okie, i found the solution to one problem for my Eb and E already ahha ..always sounded too high and bright ..totaly stone today, slept at 8am on friday morning, woke up at 12:50 pm, did everything, came home and stuff ..but i didn't sleep since last night until now, whats the results ?hahah, stone during ssw practice, fell asleep halfway ..and the most embarassing ?felt asleep during mass hahaa, so haiz, couldn't take it ..fell asleep while they were singing hymns ..than it was time to stand so everyone stood up except me,head down resting on my fist sitting there sleeping ahaha ..shawn nudged me and i woke up to find everyone standing hahah ..fell asleep like 3 times ..and i nearly missed my stop on the way to band, and on the way home ..luckily she smsed me as 160 was about to leave the 2nd last stopto the CC, if not i would have missed my stop ..and on the way home earlier, i woke up shortly after the bus left the 2nd last bus stop too hahahh, lucky me huh ahhah ..haiz, reversing now, changing things back already ..changing myself to be precise, somethings i wont change la haha ..like the way i dress and stuff, its me already ..however other things have gotta change ..that would be the way i treat relationships, cant sink back into the past, must maintain what i decided to do and stay committed to it ..so i wont play anymore, again, will be serious, just one on one ..think i heard something which i should or wouldn't wanna hear, today ..because now that i heard a little of it, and the contents,i wanna find out more to make sure i am out of it ..well, what to do ..shall stop here, tired
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:20
