Friday, June 01, 2007
fine, since you don't wanna follow the rules of the game, its fine with me. we shall see. i won't lose what's mine to another.especially one so undeserving of such a gem. it would be pretty interesting to hear of an NS man hitting a civilian haha.i would love to be in the role of the civilian. i shall gloat at your down fall if such is to be the case.hahah, how many years of education you have had, however prestigious those schools are hahah, it will end up in smoke once you get the mark of the chalet.oh yes, i would love to hear of it. wounds heal, even if they leave a scar, they heal. i wonder what would erase a black record haha, hacker ? hahahfucking bastard.work today was, bad. stoning like 99% of the time.thoughts running through my head all the time. thoughts like worries, schemes, ideas, people, her. so many many things. as if that wasn't bad enough.the entire crew was stoning with me hahaha. kat, lini and grace.all 4 of us were super tired and there was the IT fair which meant lotsa people.so all us were like dragging our feet the whole day. better still, for both of my breaks, i made runs to suntec city. met up with her, discussed some plans to meet.rushed back, stoned, served customers while stoning.2nd break time came, rushed to suntec, had dinner with her, free hahah.3rd level gelare has no camera hahah. then rushed back.again, stoned, lesser customers. i am getting better with my drinks.anyway, whole day stoning. either day dreaming, if not i would be thinking of some stuff while doing some other stuff.pretty bad. yeah, horrible. 72 hrs, 7 hrs of sleep, sure blur de.ok the patch of skin that got in contact with the hot water.it feels like plastic now, changing color already, slightly brown.think its gonna leave a tiny patch of super light brown, like a scar.not that bad, but because my skin is fair, it might stand out.arghh irritating. if there's a scar, i shall go tanning. just arrange the chairs in a straight line, wait for noon, lie on the chairs, on the roof of cause. take a nap or something. oh yes, set my alarm of cause. don't wanna be like a burned waffle.the tan would help get rid of pimples as well, i suppose.dry them up and the skin slowly peels away naturally. oh that would mean i cant work for quite a while.imagine a lizard man serving you, or say, in the kitchen while preparing some pasta, some flakes of dead skin drops onto the pasta, extra ingredient.you get more than you pay for ahahah. would look like super dryed parsley hahaha. ok, there would be some changes that i would be making. to this blog i mean, the entries. not gonna blog about what happened and stuff.just gonna blog down my thoughts and maybe, if any, interesting events of the day.yup, think its gonna be quite horibble to read. like a story without a head or a tail. pretty frustrating and boring to read.k, work starts at 5 tomorrow hahaha, i can finally get a good rest.darn i miss you,
damn it i miss your kisses too.
and your hugs,
i did give anything for one now.
just wanna cuddle up against you,
hug you to sleep again.
ah, i miss the them,
totally do.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:32
