Saturday, June 02, 2007
oh gosh, i never found myself in a more complicated situation before.this is the first time such a thing has happened to me. A and B are together. C is a common friend of A and B.D is the best friend of B. C seems to like A and D seems to like B.now, its only because of whats going on, that i we say C seems to like A, and D seems to like B.C is being a bitch to B, treating B very coldly now and then. C still chats with A but gets treats A quite coldly whenever she realises that A is smsing B. A doesn't like C at all.now D seems to like B like since dunno how long ago, but has denied it.D doesn't like A neither does D like A. but D mentioned that D won't like A.D ever caused a rift between B and one of B's other partner.D is pretty possessive of B and A feels uncomfortable about D.B treats D as a younger sibling and a best friend thats all.now i do not know how much messier things can get. and i really hope things do not get any messier, its bugging me alot. its a waste to lose someone just because of another person.hmmm, how can friendship still be maintained yet lines defined.if that fails, i guess the next option would be some what like, elimination. its actually the first option on my list. not literally kill the person but rather, bump the person out of the picture.hmmm, but a best friend, its not gonna be nice and its gonna be tough.yet to protect some things, certain measures have to be taken.desperate times call for desperate measures.and i am desperate to keep this one thing moving, therefore, i would most likely not tolerate anything that gets in my path.was on my way back in the cab yesterday when i realised something.most likely thats the reason why. why are the street lamps that are used to light up the roads, yellow? well, may be its because its gentler on the eyes as compared to white light.and the other reason would be, yellow light cuts through fog further than white light does. so yeah, if it gets misty, at least the drivers can still see the road. hmm, i have re-developed a hunger for it. its very very addictive. managed to suppressed it and now its back.its insatiable, it never stops feeding, there's never enough. it controls and its pretty hard to be controlled. think the alien parasite that got onto spider in the 3rd movie. its something like that. its like a parasite. gotta try and make it sleep again.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:15
