Sunday, September 02, 2007
approximately 102 more days to go.thats hell of a long way more to go, nearly a third of a year.hmmm, a friend learning a bike, that has gotten my itchy fingers going again.thought of getting a bike license before. but i didn't due to financial constraints.well, now at least i have some money. and when i was in poly. wayne was telling me, you can learn car dont go and learn bike. reason's simple, he has been riding for quite a while. met with a few close calls, seen what happened to some of his friends.so yeah, he admitted he was scared and that i shouldn't learn.thing is, when mama says dont play with fire.all the more you want to. and guess what. my dear friend says he wanna learn as well.i am like oh no oh no, dont go and learn. but at the same time, its jumping at me saying ah, finally a friend is gonna learn.shall i follow him ? at least there's company hahah.gotta fight the devil in me. i dunch know why. guess its in the blood for bikes.guess at least one of us has to get a bike. its so appealing to me.the sleek design. the speed. the thrill. the power. i love speed. yeah, dad's dad rode a bike, had an accident, forbade dad not to get one.dad did. got into an accident too, nearly died. forbade all of us to get one.now its me me me. i can almost predict the future.got my class 2B then 2A then 2 license. met an accident. died.what a way to end. needed find a bike that doesn't have a seating for a pillion.i made a promise to myself a long time back. if i ever were to get a bike, i would never let my gf on it.or any female friend on my bike for that matter. hell i'll just tell my gf to take the cab, i'll pay the bill, just ride behind the cab.ok, i do not know what does MSRP stands for on the website. anyway, its like a currency the way they use it. like. MSRP 40,000.so yeah. i would most likely never get the bike i want.it costs more than MSRP 10K. and it would at least be 2 years from now before i get the required license for the bike.yeah, the bike's a bloody 998cc. can fly you to the moon.okie, martin realised something about my taste for cars. check these models out and you'll realise something in common.ferrari f430, audi r8, bmw z4 coupe, bmw m3, lotus exige, porsche cayman s.go figure out what is it about them. its not exactly the speed. cause this is singapore.cars, no matter what the 0 to 100 or top speed is, at most its 4 or 5 green lights.and that depends on the length of the road. alright enough about the beasts.somehow, it feels like its sunday now, technically it is sunday morning.but yeah, it feels like sunday night and that it would be monday morning in a while.as in day break and its monday. guess its because its work tomorrow.ah well. work on a sunday. first time man. feeling really argh. i wanna go band.ok, band, yes, that leads to something. sometimes in life, we need to be reminded as to why we are doing what we are doing.sometimes we just keep doing something to the extend that it becomes routine.when this happens, at least for me, i sort of lose track of why i am doing it. and then, i need to reflect or be reminded, for the reason. in other words, i need a wake up call, a good one haha.sometimes, i lose it because the reason i started doing it for, is gone.that recently happened, i found myself slacking a bit. and when that kinda situation happens. i needa pick myself up, find a new reason to carry it on.of cause i dont carry on if there isn't a point to do so, as in a benefit.~~~~~~strange i am hearing mahler symphony 1 in my head~~~~~~so yeah. i dunch know why am i typing this out hahah. its for no reason actually. i cant sleep thats all. i haven't blogged in quite a while.so this is gonna be long. shall end this topic without a proper closure as like other times. my apologises. its pretty irritating i guess.alright, wednesday ahhaha. saw only string player's younger sister at taka.was out with tian ze for dinner cum chill out cum movie.i was like, eh that girl looks damn familiar leh, jien en's sis ? si en is it? or pei en? eh, or is pei en my friend's name. anyway yeah confirmed it was her.saw her at the airport before we left. thats how i found her face familiar.i thought she seemed super duper tall at the airport. maybe i grew.but yeah !!! i am taller...weee, there's one more person on earth shorter than me.anyway, wanted to disturb her hahah. cause we kept walking pass each other.she and pal were looking for a seat, same for me and tian ze. we got ours first.so i had an evil thought. whenever she went pass us,i would whisper her name loud enough to catch her attention. just sorta spook her for the fun of it. give her the " am i hearing things?"hahahahah, decided not to do it. so childish seriously. just bought our meals and ate. and she sat beside us, 3 sits from me. her friend, 2 seats from me. and this little girl just beside me.all on my left. so i finished my meal. he was still eating. got bored. decided occupy myself. ah ha. the little girl heehee. so kids as they are, do stupid things. stupidly cute things hahaha. so i just observed her ahaha. had 2 or 3 quiet laughs. just a smile on my face.i like their innocence. they can do the stupidest things on earth but not feel shy.and they owe it all to their innocence. they are in a way. not bounded by knowledge.ignorance is bliss in this context as its a blessing in disguise.ok thats wednesday. that day i was hunting for a new wallet. thinking of getting a new shirt (guess), down grading my phone ( sony ericsson )today, sat. i was at ssw, second half. sounds like a soccer match thing eh.1st half 2nd half. anyway yeah ahha. 2nd half. felt sick when i woke up at 7 then 928.so i decided to get more rest, without the air-conditioning. that was a good move.woke up at 12, felt alot better. everything cleared up. headed to band blah blah.day went by pretty fast. had lunch with some pals. went to amk hub, went home, had dinner outside with family. today, i was thinking of down grading my hp still, same brand.i was thinking of getting a new girlfriend ( to KIV ). i forgot what else was i thinking. so sorry.anyway, was chatting with someone about her sister hahaha. told her about my evil plans. she was like, you are so horrible haha.told her not to say, like duh. no i dun have any desires what so ever on her sister.she was like, you find her pretty right. my reply was kinda straight forward.on my scale of 1 to 10, i would only give 6. my ex's 7 and denise is only 9.5.she was like, What ? denise is only 9.5 ? i was like ok, rephrase.denise is the only one who is 9.5. come to think of it, make that 9.and my most recent ex, make that 6. she was like. if denise is 9 whats 10 gonna be. i replied, no one's gonna be 10 cause no one's perfect hahha. than back to her sis being so skinny. i was like. ask your sis to gelare,i'll give her an extra big scoop of ice cream. she could use the fats hahah.quite mean of me but yeah, we really were just joking.i made her sis the butt of the jokes, she didn't but we did laugh. no i didn't mean anything i said obviously, i mean the jokes about her sis.but yeah, she has a good enough looking sister and yeah thats that.i dont touch xiao mei mei. talking about xiao mei mei. was at the arcade today. there was this pair of boys playing this initial D car game. and with them was this xiao mei mei. think she's about sec 1 or 2.was watching the boys drive and drive and drive for like eternity. their game cards seemed to have an infinite amount of credit too.so anyway, xiao mei mei shot me a stare. only realised it when i glanced over at the other screen. so i just gave nonchalant look before focusing back on their race.though as i was turning my head back, i kept my eyes fixed on hers.eye contact, dont break it at the wrong time, it speaks alot.she's one of those typical ah lian in training. something like a private still.of cause in this kinda situation, its always fun to maintain the higher class arrogance against the lower ones.its really fun sometimes. though of cause, its a wrong kinda attitude.i just like to tease this kinda people. ~~~~~~lets have some imagination shall we ?~~~~~~she could try scratch me and fling a punch at me.i would guarantee though that i wouldn't pin her against the wall.maybe if her eyes give her away, end the meeting with a good smooching session hahaha.man that's gotta be hot and fun. and then, the guy should say. alright i am done, you may go. uh, by the way, you could do with more practice.within those eyes i saw today. behind the projected rebelious look.i saw something softer. much softer. it was almost as though she was crying out. like a little girl crying out for something in silence. with a pityful face, with an out stretched arm, with tears starting to stream down her cheeks. i saw a picture like that in her eyes. but at the same time. there a fire in it. like one in a furnace. maybe that fire's name is, rebelliousness.and that softness, is shrouded by the wall of fire.lets hope she doesn't burn herself.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:58
