Notes N Wheels

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hey guys take pride in this man, was searching blogs about DH
when i found this. dunch know which school is she from.
anyway she said something like this. the first sentence is accurate.
"i don't think we deserve this silver. to be on the same level as DH.
everyone knows how fine their playing is, and i really dun think we deserve
have this silver. if dunman high got this silver, than we should be like a
bronze or lower. this syf is totally screwed."

alright man hahahaha, there would be a new gelare outlet opening soon
at tanjong paga, icon building ahhaha. and my managers wants to bring me with them hahaha, with another long term part timer. just met her today.
whats the good news? danny, our outlet manager, told katherine to increase my pay.
so its gonna be 5.50 when i am there hahaha.
increased to 5 on thursday, and now increase to 5.50 ahahah.
damn happy seriously. so means this outlet will die already. city link.
knowing the way the other 4 work. plus there would be newbies coming in soon.
well, cant be bothered. its just the money that i am after ahhaha.

hahahaha, reached city hall mrt at around 5.10pm today, had to report by 6pm.
so decided to walk around, kill time. found market place at the shopping center.
bought a bottle of green tea, checked out the prices of the liquer.
its pretty cheap actually, was expecting like 300 or more, turned out that
a bottle of 12 year old chivas regal was like 200 odd only.
eh, i think thats cordon bleu, cant remember exactly. shall get one soon.
ok, walked around some more, and guess what. i found the French Connection.
muahahahahhaha, couldn't resist it, had to check it out.
new arrivals !! hahaha, bought one of those shirts with the wordings. hahaha.
2 things happened at the store that was damn funny.
a new store assistant was there, so she just did what she had to do.
and i pointed out to her the shirt i wanted to try, than she was like,
is it the "too busy too, *pause* f c u k" ?
i was like yes yes hahaha, not an impatient yes, but the rather humourous kind.
than at the counter, she forgot to ask me whether i was paying by nets or master.
than the other lady was like teaching her and they were all laughing.
i was like, trying to prevent myself from laughing out loud.
it was really damn funny, i cant describe it properly, so ya. sry.

the 2nd incident was at work ahah. i wore my watch to work today.
his is the first time, think i forgot and i just wore it.
so it was like, reached there and kat said, your watch is very nice.
than chat a bit, just nice danny came out and he over heard.
than he was like, wa what watch, tag heuer ah? i was like, hahaha no la, swatch.
than he orh, wa tag heuer, i though you richer than your manager ahahha.
just laugh there loh. the both of us. than for the first 30 mins,
Kat was like, your watch very nice and started asking me questions
like how i got it and stuff hahaha.

me and danialle the old part timer that returned from her break,
work quite well together at the waffle station.
like if we have 3 waffles ready, we would auto assign ourselves like,
i'll add the syrup, than she does the whip cream after that,
and while she is doing the whip cream, i'll be scooping the ice cream.
it takes me 30 secs to prepare one waffle, with syrup, whip cream and
a scoop of ice cream. but when we worked together like just now.
it was done under 30 secs, for 3 waffles, with more details.
i was pretty amazed that team work could make such a diference.

haha, told dad about the pay raise and he was like, good loh. hahaha.
those two words are alot already ahahah. actually come to think of it.
he never praised me for a super long time. like months.
i cant remember when was the last time he did that.
its not the timing but rather, i cant recall any praise he gave me hahaha.
well, this is quite good already hahaha.

ok, thought things out, ironed out my thoughts already.
ironically, it was done when i was making waffles, processing orders.
not in an ideal enviroment where its quiet and peaceful for one to think.
anyway, i shall go through army first, heck the girls.
i might change during army, alot can happen during that time.
right now i am pretty ill disciplined, by my dad's standards,
and maybe in there, i'll build a stronger will power. cause i know mine is rock bottom.
so yeah, maybe the heck care attitude of mine would go too.
thats one thing i find very hard to change. yeah alot might happen.
heard to many stories too, so i guess i shall not do anything about relationships
till after NS. maybe when i am out, i would wanna be a priest. HAHAHA.
FCUK should have a shirt with the wordings "a priest cant FCUK"

ok just finished dinner, feels good haha.
ok the other thing i was thinking about was how to let go.
its easier said than done so i was cracking my brains over it.
seriously i haven't thought of a method ahhaha.

to me there are 3 kinds of validity in one's words, the truth, part true part false,
and the last being totally false. which do i like to use?
the truth, i always believe honesty is the best policy.
yet sometimes there are some situations which require me to snake my way around.
i cant give the truth, neither do i like to lie, so i just give what i call
partly true yet false. what i would say to the person contains the truth,
yet at the same time its twisted with lies. this is especially useful i find,
when dealing with people that are pretty suspicious of others.
meaing to say, they dont really trust even their close friends.
and people that trust others to readily. they are the pretty easy to manupilate.
words are pretty powerful against them. it poisons the mind.
yeah, and when you wanna stir trouble, its also the best.
well, its quite a simple thing actually, got me out of many situations.
when they find out, i'll be like, is it? i didn't tell u that, i told you this.
link back to the truth. i think you must have misinterperted what i said or
maybe you have forgotten and thought something else over time,
besides it was a long conversation.
no i dun use that in relationships ahahah, i really stick to the,
honesty is the best policy for that hahaha.

ok i realised something about my three managers.
danny - does things by the book with speed whenever possible.
kat - wants speed, does things by the book, only when its super free.
lini - can make it can le.
and because of this, sometimes i get squashed when using different
methods of preparing the food, or the presentation design.
and further squashed when danny ask who taught me to prepare it that way.
he is the boss for the outlet hahah.

okie, on the way back in the bus, i suddenly thought of melvyn or was it melvin?
i cant remember the spelling of my own brother's name can you imagine.
i think its melvin. ok anyway i suddenly thought of what dad said of us.
one night he was lecturing marcus martin and i.
than he said, of all the 5 of your, only melvin and you(me) can really
sit down and have commitment for something, melvin being his wushu
and me being band. than he said, yet only melvin can survive if he threw all of us
out in the street to survive.
come to think of it, i have as many things in common as much as different from him.
i dunch share much in common with my other bros though i am with them.
me and melvin, both can be quite stuborn, fighter cocks, can commit,
head strong, look quite a like, we like the same stuff more or less, like dress style.
and we are fair, quite fair hahaha. i think among the 4 brothers,
me and melvin are the least intelligent too, yet we are the most cunning and sly.
we are the most daring too, and we rarely gamble ahhaha.
yeah, intelligence wise, dad comments were, melvin plus marcus plus me,
add together also cant compete with martin, which is the truth.
than his comment on marcus and melvin, cause that time marcus had lousy
poly results. melvin can do so well not because he is more intelligent than u.
in fact, he is the least intelligent among all of you but he is very hard working.
yeah, thats one major difference, and he can take a hard life like nothing.
what he and i do no share in common, are really the exact oppsites.
his is damn discipline, i am not. he has an iron will power, i am boneless haha.
he is leads quite an up right life, i cant say that of myself.
he can survive any obstacle, i am quite vulnerable.
his heart has harden, mine is still flesh.
so near yet so far, funny right hahah so much for being brothers.
and to think of it, i found it pretty weird. maybe because i never lived with him.
i dont miss him at all. in fact i don even speak to him, maybe thats why.
if he were to die, i guess it would be like. ok i feel sad till he is buried.
than maybe a few days later i would be quite fine. i totally dun't know him.
maybe thats why i dont feel for him. yet i wish i can be like him in many ways.
when he was young, he never had a good life. family was pretty poor.
stayed in an army camp area. when things got better for the family.
he was thrown out of the house, thats why he had to fend for himself.
maybe thats why he is what he is today, a man who can stand on his own feet.
the only man among the 4 brothers. the only one who can say, i did it on my own.
i owe no one anything. yet is sad that he is filled with hatred.

everyone deserves a chance in anything everything. this is what i feel.
i know this is so random. no i am not typing this because something happened.
it just came to me. do you know that Alexander the Great, before any battle.
he would lay siege to a city. and before the battle to conquer begins,
he would stick a pole into the ground, light a lamp, and hang it there.
when the flame dies out, he would destroy everything that stands before his army.
that time frame when the flame is still there, is a chance given to his enemy.
those that surrender will be spared. civilian or soldier.
yeah, i dunch know why i typed this too hahah. read this in primary school.
cant remember how i came upon this. school library i think.

i see with my heart.

beauty is but skin deep, its in the eyes of the beholder

if you know what i mean, there is no such person.

and if you really know me,

you dont know truth.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:09

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