Sunday, April 15, 2007
okie, just reached home, work ended at 1205 today hahah.so i took a cab back, cost 17 dollars, but i would be claiming from company.so thats fine ahah.woke up in the middle of the night earlier on, technically speaking, sat morning.had a nightmare, quite a bad one. at least to me it was.ok, so yeah, what happened was. there were this 3 people whom i know,laughing at me and mocking me. the one who delivered the message,was the highest of them all, like most respected among them, also by me.so yeah, he delivered the message in a very sinister way, and they started mocking at me after that, laughing and stuff.if C.G Jung's theory on dreams were true, than this would be bad.if i am not wrong, he said something like, your dreams are some sortof a system to tell you where you are headed to.like if you growing to arrogant and you are forgetting your roots,it sort of gives u are dream, but you cant just decipher it like that la.anyway, this one was quite straight forward and i know why its like that.scary really scary. maybe its just a fabrication of my worries.yeah, but then again, it could very well happen though not like that,if i were to carry out what i plan to do. hmmm, 2 more months and i'll be off to another place.cant imagine what it would be like.well anyway, shall see how.ok, was thinking about her, dunno if i should carry on actually.its too big a fish for my line. was speaking with my friend, our friend.and it was like, yeah, maybe i shouldn't do it. anyway things are so messy.maybe i should just leave it alone for a while.and what the hell, only 3 other instruments have almost similiar designsto the instrument i play right. knock your head blur man.okie, was working where i saw some friends today.wasn't wearing my specs so i couldn't really see, but yeah, recognised them still.after that i was like, wa heng, never kanna burn by the steamer.cause i was using it when i got distracted by them ahha, not your fault.next thing i knew, my arm got in contact with the metal. jump. hahaha.yeah, that thing is hot. oh yeah there was a gay couple today lol. i was like grace u serve can?lol, had too many univited attention from them. not that they are disgusting,but they have their black sheeps among them too. that give people the wrongimage of them. yeah, and i had one too many of that kind haha.but those two seemed quite ok, only that one of them, had eye shadow which i really, just cant stand guys with make up haha.yeah thats about it haha.haiz, band tomorrow.think i'll be down early, have some breakfast, than make my way down le.wanna practice some parts, plus my mouthpiece haha, haiz.oh i found this CD in dad's collection. QUEEN - Greatest Hits II.was listening to some of the songs in there, quite nice hahaha, though its oldies.some nice songs in there are, A kind of Magic. Radio GA GA. I Want To Break Free. The Show Must Go On. One Vision. Under Pressure.hahaha these are the nice songs to me. i realise i dun really favor modern songs.i sorta like the older songs, maybe cause that was what i listened to since young. every day on my way to school in dad's car.we would have, either, the BeeGees, Queen, Micheal Jackson, Celine Dion, Eric Clapton, Micheal Learns to rock. Eagles.all those types la hahaha, yeah, these are all i can remember.these thoughts weigh me down,
i can't sleep easily anymore.
what do you think?
should i?
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:51