Sunday, April 22, 2007
haiz, cant sleep again. something doesn't feel right already. besides my tummy.i can't help but feel like something is lurking on the horizon.an unseen danger is approaching. maybe is a prenomination or what i dunno.just feel that something is gonna happen soon. no it ain't about relationships. actually i dunno why i am carrying on at times.just wanna be like most of the rest at times. and at times i can't understand it, why does so few of us function only.think there needs to be a change in something. its either that, or something has happened before, thats why they are like that.seriously i cant think of something else that i can do.there doesn't seem to be much left for me to do. i think i shall take this new path, learn from the others their flaws.its gonna be over a period of a few months i believe. it may pay off it may not, however, it would be worth the trouble.hmmm, just not very sure of everything. the mind is a tricky thing. sometimes even the most intelligent or cunning people,let their minds run wild and affect them. our mind is our greatest weapon against others and against ourselves.hmmm, i hope such a head on collision would never take place.cause i know i have changed in some ways, and my view of others as well.i am afraid that i would explode, and if i do, it wont be nice.not because i would make it very nasty, its just that, its not nice.if it was right, i would guess, it would happen either by june or by december.notice i used "it" and not "him" or "her", simply because it ain't from a person.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:08
