Thursday, April 12, 2007
arghhh, stomach hurts badly and i cant sleep ..had dinner like at 12 plus and i am hungry again ..gastric gastric gastric, not surprised if i die or stomach cancer ..like who would bother anyway ..and i really feel like just sitting at the balcony, under the rain one of these days ..so many things on my mind, actually, its reaching much already, not many ..just let the rain wash away all these things ..i am losing my sanity, arghhh ..i wanna pop one of those pills yet i am afraid i would be late for work, arghhh ..mad what to do, stupid stomach ..
somethings in life, we reserve them for the dearest to us ..
i love you and thats something i cant change ..
what i can change, is myself for you ..
you never knew it was you ..
and i cant deny it anymore ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:34