Tuesday, May 15, 2007
today was a lucky day for me hahahah. there was a meeting, again, at city link. all the managers for the outlets in the area gathered and yeah, joan was chairing the meeting. so the managers were bombared and stuff. got laughing and scolding and stuff.heard one sentence from joan lud and clear " i'll slap your in the face"i was like woah ok, the heat must be super intense. true enough, they all ended up crying haha, the managers.why lucky? i didn't make any mistake and something happened haha.there was an order for a caramel banana sundae, pretty messy and tough dish.cause you have to heat up the caramel/whip cream sauce plus banana.so the mixture would be pretty warm, and its with cappucino ice cream.which melts pretty fast just by taking it out of the freezer.so i was like, " Grace help me prepare 2 soda spoons and the small tray,so i can just quickly serve the customer. "she didn't get my intention though so i had to repeat like 5 times.cause the managers were seating just beside the door.and joan was facing us, so in order to exit the counter, we had to by-pass them, which meant that joan could see everything.so while grace did the tray stuff, i made the dish. never made a good job out of it before ahaha. so i was pretty careful this round.use a little brains, heated up the mixture without the banana.left it out to cool for like 3 mins. took the sundae glass from the freezer,added the banana to the mixture than the mixture to the glass.left it alone for another 5 mins ahhaha. than started the rest hahaha.so yeah, the ice cream lasted longer, kept the ice cream freezer's casing open.that allowed the cool air to keep it cold longer, sort of bought time whilei did the garnishing and stuff.so yeah, grace made a mistake, gave 5 spoons. i was like die.made my way to near the door, kept 3 spoons, than made my way out.press the base of the glass down on the tray with my thumb so that it wouldn't tip over. than carefully stepped out haha.so suay, joan looked over. i looked at her. she looked at the sundae. i looked at her big big round eyes. she looked at the sundae then me.my heart was like beating as though i did a 2.4km la.than she said " very nice ". i was like orh ok. quickly went off hahaha.was seriously damn nervous. cause she paused and looked at me.than all the managers realised it, like 6 of them haha, and they all looked at me too.i was like, oh shit oh shit, please dont oh man what did i do wrong.and the entire SOP ran through my mind haha.what a relief man. than a while later, she asked kat about how long i could work up till. till now i am still wondering.ok, she really is a scary person ahha, but it would be great working with her.she has standard. highlight of the day, went out with Heike today. pronouced in chinese as sea song.or high-ker in english. the chinese on would be more accurate.its german, her elder sister's name is Heidi, which is swiss. pretty eh ahha. yeah.anyway, met her after work, she ended at 6 i ended at 7. met up at the esplanade.headed off after that, was like dunno what to do, we didn't plan at all.she wanted to try this brownie thing at this shop opposite The Tatami shop.so yeah, entered it, took a sit, went through the menu and stuff, placed our order hahah, had a drink thats all, for me. she had her brownie.ended up sharing with her, cause she kept insisting it was too big a serving.she has a tiny appetite, as she said ahahha.ok, had no where to go after that. so we headed to the roof, esplanade roof.sat down chit chat about hmmm, lotsa things hahaha.anything that came to our minds we just chatted about it haha.really enjoyed her company, pretty nice girl, quite lovely too.great knowing such people. they make life more interesting. well, must admit that so far she's the my kinda girl, but, its still too early to say though first impressions have a some whatgreater and longer lasting impact on many people. i am no exception.anyway, shall sash her under the reserve list. don't think i wanna get into any relationships now, its too, bleah.hahah, but we have already agreed to meet again hahaha. was thinking of a way to ask her out after she left, was at the same bus stop.so yeah, was thinking and thinking after that. well, she beat me to that hahaha, so ok, that made my life easier.so we are gonna meet again some time soon, thats pretty cool.more chit chatting more interacting to be done.thats that though, nothing more than just friends, good friends at the most.chatting with her made me realise one thing haha.i am quite distant from my family. or rather, its almost like i do not have one.to the extend that she said, thats sad. it was only then that i realised that.yeah, pretty sad and undesirable in a way, yet it doesn't seem so to me.to me its just, well, thats just that, its the way things are.though i do not desire for such the situation i am in, but neither is there much i can do about it. 11 years is a long time you know.and take into consideration, that the enviroment i was brought up in,is quite different from the one that i am living in. i cant totally relate to this one.i find it quite disturbing, this family, the way it functions.and i find it quite not to my liking at all. totally not liking it at all.its no different from me living alone. or rather, from everyone living alone.and one other thing i realised was, man, my life is boring ahhaha.yeah, pretty pretty boring. and i found we have quite some things in common.not the bad stuff of cause, thats on my part only hahaha.for some strange reasons as well, i find her quite familiar looking though i cant explain why. its like i saw her some where before.and she has that face, that oval face. or rather, nearly oval.she would be quite pretty with a really oval face. well looks doesn't really matter.man, i am tired. have been so for like many many days already.always find myself feeling restless, tired, sleepy and i cant really concentrateon matters for long. not to mention my insatiable hunger ahhaha.she's a distraction to the music, so yeah. must find some way of blocking her out of my mind. if not, knowing me,i would reschedule my schedule to fit hers or something so that we could hang out.and the one most convenient for shifting around, would be the time set aside for practicing my music, which is bad.gotta have the discipline, needed be firm about it. play is play, work is work. cant believe i fell for another JC girl, whats wrong with me.such a lover boi. cant stand myself. oh man, i realised yet another thing today.when i was chatting with Heike, the player ( as she calls boys like my past )just kicked in hahaha. and she fell for it hahahaha.was like, thats so sweet of you. hahah. then i was like, oh shit, not good.yeah, gotta change. * jumps up and down * cannot let this happen hahaha.must make the effort, hahah, it did came in useful at one point of time though.still, i needa change hahaha. kk, tired, shall end here.
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