Sunday, July 15, 2007
suddenly realised that i am all alone. alone in my room.lying on my bed typing this while listening to some indie.this new song that i have uploaded on this blog is indie.just wishing she is here right beside me. just wanna cuddle up beside her. chat till morning or something. maybe just fall asleep in her arms. miss her tons already. though its only been a few days since we last met up.as in really met up and spent a day together kinda thing. the only reason that we would meet in between, would be due to work.thats part of my wanting to return back to citylink or transfer to suntec.hmmm. hope i dont have things my way. life ain't always smooth sailing.one big big lesson i have learnt. dont get drunk. cause you start saying things you don't intend to. and even if you are aware.you would have no control over what you were saying hahah.and the aftermath is pretty, embarassing. not to mention puking. puking on one's favourite jacket isn't exactly what one would desire.but well, i love trying new stuffs, experiencing new things. so yeah, that was one which i can say, been there done that. hope it just doesn't occur again hahahah. ok, went out with the family for dinner. it was raining so i couldn't leave the CC.didn't want to walk under the rain with my jacket and instrument.decided to give dad a call, join them for dinner at the same time. fill my tummy, save some money, improve on diplomatic ties. quite an idea.so yeah, waited and waited and waited, for like 30 mins.was thinking to myself, confirm marcus is doing the driving.cause he's car is pretty slow hahahah. no power at all.and yeah, i was darn right. went over to Buckaroo at Andrews road for dinner.its this area super near the CC, like 5 mins drive. but its super ulu, in a private estate that over looks the sea.quite a neat place to stay, besides it being so isolated from the rest of singapore.had this 300 grams T-Bone steak. and 3 pieces of chicken wing with the drum stick.was really filling. has to be la. so yeah, that was dinner. still pretty full haha.hmmm, after that incident, i find myself worrying about her everytime she hasto return home late after work. and it doesn't help that she has a cranky phone.it just dies on her whenever it feels like it hahah. and i realised yet another thing. i have been thinking of her almost everynight,after returning from sydney. amazing man. even the last one didn't get this.looks like i am in deep shit.hmmm. some stuffs happened today. decided not react as how i would.wanted to observe what would be the outcome.its actually very simple. added pressure might produce results.however, added pressure might cause this results to be achieved in an undesired manner. so i just kept quiet. and listened.so after a while. i was chatting with a friend. i was proven right.wasn't the least bit surprised. what surprised me was what another friend did.quite a simple yet effective trick i must say. declare not what you have achieved in an instant. instead, do it bit by bit. the result would be - virtual progress. and i realised yet another thing.the members are quick to offer help to each other. quite a good sign.and someone finally brought up the idea that me and buddy were thinking off.thought of it many months back but didn't think it would be feasible.well, someone brought it up and i learnt new things about the idea.it was used before and, we wouldn't help if it meant that it would inconvenience us way too much one way or another. its a human nature thing i guess.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:15
