Wednesday, February 21, 2007
alright, i have stopped it, for my good and for the good of those innocent hearts ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~went for driving lessons today, had car 203 and the same instructor twice ..each instructor is allocated a car for that month ..and i think the computer would give you the same car forconsecutive lessons in the same date cause its been like this all the time for me ..i may be quite wrong about that though ahhah ..hahah, i was always going higher and higher but never changing to a lower gear ..which also means, i was always stopping at gear 3 or 4 ..like to clutch in than completely stop the car which is wrong hahahah ..so during the first lesson, the instructor pointed out the mistakes learned new stuff and ya, completed 2 topics ..than during the 2nd lesson, i managed to automatically incoporate the correct techniques and stuff hahaha, completed another two topics ..nearly met with a serious accident today ahah ..was quite a heavy vehicle, those industrial kind, hmmm, how should i describe it ..didnt really observe what did it look like, erm, just imagine this ..length wise it was around that of a bus, it had a kind of body design wherebya load would rest on its chasis at the back of the driver's cabin ..very much like a prime-mover ..the load at the back was like a big metal box half the height ofthose normal containers you would see at a shipyard and i think it had one of those mechanical crane arms attached to it as well ..yeah, long heavy vehicle, one of my fears hahahha ..anyway, i was on the major lane, and out of the minor lane came thisvehicle that is used to clean the roads, those vacuum tank kindwith the word "onyx" on its side, mainly white and grey in color ..it was moving normally towards the major lane when it just stopped,so i picked up speed, but then it just kept creeping forward ..hahah, the instructor told me to signal right for a lane change to avoid it ..so i signalled, was still looking at the cleaning vehicle, than i prepared to avoid it by cutting to the middle lane alittle ..i was on gear 3 roughly around 40km and picking up speed,i just switched gear and was heading for gear 4 actually, till that fellow showed up ..so i checked my rear view mirror, and i saw something large on my right back,i couldn't tell clearly what it was cause i took a glance, only that it was green and it took up the entire height of the mirror ..quickly checked my right side view mirror and i was like oh shit, first thing that came to my mind, big truck hahaah and the cleaning utility vehicle was still inching out to the major road,it had those hazard lights on at the top but the driver was looking at us calmly and the damn machine was creeping and creeping towards us ..so ya, instructor saw the big truck as well, and he said dun turn, like duh, while he started stepping the brake pedal on his side, i didn't know that ..that i realised that eh, why my speed drop so much, than the carstarted jerking and i hit the clutch, just nice on time hahaha ..k my car was slightly in the middle lane as we were forced to by the cleaning vehicle and the damn big truck just went pass us on our right ..all this happened pretty fast ahahah like within a distance of 3 street lamps ..lucky i didn't turn the steering wheel too much, if not the car would be a goner ..hahaha and if the big truck's driver did try to avoid us, the other car on his right would be a super real goner hahahahh ..instructor was like:" thats scary, dunno what the hell was he trying to do,lucky you didn't turn too much if not we would be pan cakes, you know why right? did you check the mirror before you turn?"hahah we were laughing all the way in the car about that hahah ..yes i did check but i have a bad habit, immediately after checking my rear view mirror, i would start turning the steering wheel already ..than there was this kid and his grandma i think ..along ave 4, freaking scary ahhahah ..was crusing at about 40 to 50 and slowing cause it was red light at the next junction ..than there was the ah ma and her boy waiting by the road ..suddenly the ah ma just nudged her grand son and they STROLLED acrossthe 2 lanes when i was like damn near them ..i was just 3 or 4 trees away from them, what were they thinking???if they ran it was ok, but they STROLLED !!! and the boy was swinging his arms happily like he was worshipping something ..needless to say, i brought the car to quite a slow speed, around 20 to 30,changing to gear 2 at the same time hahaha ..instructor was like:" good good, phew mad one, close call again, thats one scary grand mother hahah" i was like, ya damn damn damn scary .. after that i maintained my speed around 40 whenever we had to travelalong that stretch of road hahahah, anyway i lived there beforeand the junction near there is filled with accidents ..like the most clocked in a month was 4 i think ..every few nights you would hear a few bangs hahah than the entireblocks around would have people sticking their heads out of the window ..than dad would be picking up the house phone, hi i would like to report an acci .......haha, damn fun though its scary hahahah ..and i drove without my right shoe today hahahah ..cause it was a little bit too roomy and i couldn't "feel" the accelarator,so i would be pressing too much everytime, took it off after a while hahah ..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~none of us met up in the end hahaha ..tried to organise a meeting yet i found myself a little too tired at the end of the day ..luckily none was able to make it in the end hahaha ..went to AMK hub after driving today, went to bits & pieces ..took a look at the "bicycle chain" design haha ..strolled around whatever there was of the mall, bought a donut as i was hungry ..and i realised something, i froze when her fingers unneccessarily stroked further back beyond my thumb area just to take a 2 dollar noteheld between my index finger and thumb ..her fingers felt so nice to the touch for some reasons, her skin was so smooth and all that her fingers just seemed to glide over my skin ..maybe it was because of the action as well that the effect was achieved ..anyway, yeah, this weird feeling filled me instantly ..it was cold and there was a tingling sensation ..i felt weird seriously, so weird i pulled my hand back almost instantly ..and i felt shy . stunned and a little embarrassed at the same time ..if at that point of time i had to answer a question, surely i would have fumbled with my words ..well u can guessed what i did, the moment the donut was ready,she handed me the paper bag, i had to make an effort to take it from her as i normally would, the moment it was in my hands pass the counter,i vanished from the stall hahah ..i had to make an efort can u believe it? mitchell caught off guard in a situation like that, this kinda situation, man ..i tried my best to be as normal, maybe i tried two hard because i took the bag from her with both my hands hahaha ..like that was unneccessary behaviour from a customer ..and her cute sweet innocent face with that cute sweet smile didn't help me one bit seriously, i can swear my life on that haha ..man, what an eventful day ..what did i realise? well simply said, i am still not very comfortable getting into contact with other people, especially those of the opposite sexwith a cute sweet innocent face and smile hahah ..no la that just bull shit, but ya, it was quite an amusing experience ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:35