Sunday, July 22, 2007
ok its gonna be quite a while till we meet up again. its been 5 days and i guess its gonna be another week or so.its gonna be annoyingly long. think i shall occupy myself with whatever i can find.maybe hang out with the boys again or something. maybe i would just pop by after her work. surprise her.as usual she would be at the waffle station i suppose. just pop round the corner, wait for her to turn round, and then i'll be greeted with a broad smile, one filled with surprise and happiness.at least that was what that smile told me the last time i did that.i am rotting at home. concert last night was ooooooo.it was the first concert that no one clapped in between movements.which was really amazing since singaporeans were our audience.pretty lucky too when some uneducated person's phone went off.lucky cause it went off in between movements. uneducated cause he or she couldn't understand instructions.and it was only last night that i realised VCH sells hot can drinks from their vending machines. and its really warm. the hot milo though, doesn't taste like hot milo. maybe my stomach was too full.all the milo, food, plain bottled water and stuff i ate in the morning.i think it was during do enka, one of the last songs, when vomit came up my throat.cmae up while i was playing. lucky thing i managed to stop and down it back.pretty disgusting actually but hell, no way i would puke on stage haha.VCH might charge me for messying their flooring.maybe even take the chance to get me to replace their rotten,wood planks actually, don't think it can be called parquet. yup just some super old wood planks hahah. with plenty of gaps in between each.yew, imagine the vomit seeping through the gaps.dripping on whatever is below. and the stench after that. its gonna remain, i would have marked the area. my pressence there and then would still continue to be felt, actually smelt,for quite a few weeks after that.whoever planned the group a and b thing did one hell of a good job.conveniently threw that group into a while a mixture of others into b.so smart. what happened in the end ? should have checked out the amount of people left to help shift the stuff.pretty obvious where the planner came from.think some else needs to help him. he cant do it alone, it would be impossible.i couldnt do it alone as well. i needed him. and i needed help from the seniors. they have what we lack, experience.so now when its his turn, it would be great to have someone to assist him. whether or not he uses his assistant would be his choice already. but yeah, it would be great just in case he needs one. thought of a few people, shall decide before bringing it up.i realise i got a problem. i hate submitting myself to authority. i can only do so for a few people. for most others, i dunch know how to say.kinda glad that i would be out soon. i wouldn't have to endure a table of them then.i think we should go off together. shall ask. of cause wait for a replacement.cant just leave the whole body high and dry. in time to come, it might affect us as well, so yeah. hahahah, chun wang zhi han. stupid phrase i learnt for my chinese spelling.after that, i would be on the free and easy mode. free to run here and there. free to do what i want. quite slack actually.but it would give me time for other stuff hahaha, important stuff.like ? COURTSHIP HAHAHAHHAHAHA no la i already have a girl.it would be more like, spending the spare time with her.ahahaha, she came up with this stupid idea which i was quick to embrace.if she manages to get some kinda living space of her own. renting a hostel or apartment near her school or something. most of my weekends during NS would be spent on "field camp"heehee, that way i would have to report home. and we get to spend the time together.not that we would hanky panky. but yeah, at least we get time off on our own.the thing about us is that we do not like to be restrained at all.we like doing what we wanna do. quite willful i guess but yeah.so yeah, field camp would be a great idea hahaha.ok, i am bored, its my break tomorrow muahaha, shall tan if it doesn't rain haha.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:29
