Monday, July 23, 2007
hmmm, i realised something strange.whenever i browse through pictures of denise. either the both of us together or just pictures of her alone.my heart beat would fluctuate and i would find myself catching my breaths.another strange thing is that, i would feel something nudging me. it's almost as though the nudge is physical.its really weird, i have no explaination for it, i have never encountered this stuffs for the others.i sure do hope that its just a pang of regret that it ended, and that thats that.the only tell tale sign that it may be bad.is that the nudging feeling, is similiar though of a lesser intensity,to the one that constantly came to me when we separated.and it sometimes became difficult to breathe, at that time.i bet in the future if my wife dies, i would die within a year after her.even if i were to be in perfect health.emotions cause the dead to weep,
what more the living?
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:27
