Notes N Wheels

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hmmm, missed school today ..
can u believe it, i woke up, switch the alarm off,
told myself a while more, and i woke up a few hours later ..
the best part is, i had a dream that i was in school late,
relating to my friends what had happened hahaha ..
lost interest in eating hahah, i need porridge ..
and it has to be cool, not hot haha ..
and because i am not eating well,
i have been running to the toilet quite a bit hahahah ..
tongue is swollen now, at an angle it uses up the entire length of the barbell ..
thats i think 1.5cm to 2 cm bah ..
wanna get the 13mm / 1.3 cm, however i have to wait a while more ..
and i my speech is funny, there's something like an under tone
in most of the words that i speak out haha ..
trying to correct my speech, when the sweeling goes, it'll be back ..
imagine if i have to thank my dad for pocket money ..
its like this :"tangk yew"
sian, hope i dun have to speak to them hahah ..
and that idiotic wei xiong tricked me, told me to say "s" ..
so i tried and there was an instant stinging pain haha ..
but that was directly after the piercing was done, its fine now haaha ..
hmmm, thinking of removing the password on my blog..
doesn't serve its purpose that well ..
plus i am a bit bored of it already ..
planning to do up the blog, seems too boring ..
making plans for it here and there, thinking of what can be done ..
finding for cool, animated cursor codes now ..
like those with twirling stars or a ball of flame of something ..
and ermm, i think i got a problem ..
i roughly know whats my long term goal in life ..
however, i have lost track of my short term goals,
and as a result, its affecting my decision making
and also most likely would affect the chances of me attaining
those long term goals ..
if the foundation of the building is not right,
dont think of the 100th floor if u cant right it up to the 10th floor ..
gotta do something about this ..
too many distractions, too playful, too many girls ..
and oh, i met my primary school pal, quite a good friend of mine back then ..
met him during lecture, we are in the same course,
only that we are in different semesters hahaha ..
anyway cause i repeated the modules, i fell into the same semester as him ..
didn't change much save the hair style ..
talked about the rest of our classmates, 6 years plus leh haaha ..
damn alot to talk about ..
found out one of our classmates is like gay gay, and not a little ..
cool right haha, see la, throw us into all boys school ..
poor boys got no caves to hide in so the desperate ones
blindly enter the super black/brown hole haiz ..
kkk, let me see, trying to organise a gathering of the old pals ..
we have gt Samson, Eugene Lin, Warvick (spelling), Cliff and Shawn Ang ..
Jude is out, he punched Samson my best friend, he is our Judas ..
Samson the strong did show him though,
he punched the metal pole and the pole gave in, k, his 3 knuckles became 1 ..
so jude, if u are reading this, go hang urself at the botanical gardens !!!
lotsa big trees with strong branches ..
haha, Samson gave up on girls too, high five brother ..
his ex was from IJC too, WTF !!! HAHA
so, he, me, eugene, cliff, shawn and warvick all singles ..
no girls equals more quality time together, all straight of cause :)
alright, the army vehicles are moving about in the forested area behind my house ..
looks like those engineering de ..
those vehicles with cranes and bridges, a jeep or two following behind ..
they are kicking up the sand and dust high into the air ..
and my house is just like 15, 20 meters from the dirt track ?
anyway this is all for now la ..
till then readers !! tata, God bless :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 12:53

Sunday, October 29, 2006

ooooolala, just realised something today ..
k, i know this kinda things exist, but its like one of those things whereby its always been happening around you only you don't pay attendtion to it ..
therefore when u do, you REALISE it ..
LOOKS CAN BE DECIEVING MUAHAHAHAH ...
kk haha, didnt expect a friend of mine to have some hacking skills ..
hhahaha, sorry but hacking's the word though its not very nice la ..
but better than using "breaking in" or "force entry" right :x haha ..
so to my good friend who is viewing haha ..
HELLO *i***n hahaha nice to have you here ..
k, shall stop this part le ..
alright band was great today ..
surprisingly little scoldings, almost none ..
not that i want to be scolded la haha ..
but scoldings make people aware that they are
doing something wrong and they needa do something about it ..
so, roughly caught the feel of the alto sax concerto ..
notes are pretty high, just gotta work it out ..
somehow with more parts present,
the music sounds and feels more like music ..
last time, i didnt really have a clue as to what was happening ..
okie, Vivian gave me a scare today ..
me : vivian u finding for me ar ?
vivian : come come, i wanna talk to you ..
me : wad did i do ?
vivan : you know wad u did ..
man i hate this kinda situations ..
an angel like me haiz, dunno what have i done wrong de ..
cause everything seems right hahahahahah ..
plus i am forgetful, so i panick and start to crack my brains
as to what i have done wrong hahahah ..
first few things that came to my mind were,
last sunday never inform her i never go band is it ???
erm, library matters unsettled ???
what's wrong ?????
checking whether i got practice my parts ???
she knows i never practice ???
hahahah, very funny one la those
red alert situations, DEF CON MAX hahhaha ..
hmmm, tomorrow's the day ..
hahah, looks like i dont really fear needles anymore ..
your have been asking me whether i really want it and have been advising me not to go ahead ..
guys i know your are worried and that your are concern ..
to all of your, a big thanks, and a big hug :)
friends that care are not easy to come by, so really thanks !!!
k, the answer, yeah i want it ..
nope not peer pressure, if it was, it would have been done a year ago haha ..
nope its not me trying to define who i am haha,
if thats wad i really want, it wouldn't be so hidden ..
i'll make it grand and loud hahah ..
well, regarding the money being used for it ..
to me, its like paying for a shot to enjoy a theme park ..
wanna try new, exciting things ..
so ya hahah, your can just say my fingers are itchy ..
my only main concern, is that i wont be able to play properly
during band on sunday cause there might still be some swelling haha ..
mr ng would be going, why so slurry ..
i guess i would be going, my tongue's almost 2 times the original size hahah ..
kidding la hahah, have had it arrange on a monday ..
this gives the max amount of time for it to heal before sunday comes ..
haha, i did my research, i always do my research before i attempt such stuff ..
ya, it can be fatal, it can lead to alot alot of complications ..
but thats just the risk involved in doing anything risky ..
its like riding a roller coaster, you never know when it might
stall halfway round a loop and whether you would drop out to ur death ya ..
so guys relax :) i am cool about it, u guys can relax cause its no use worrying haha ..
hmmm, i still dunno why u are like, cold, to me ..
its over, i am not asking for anything right ..
remaining as friends seems impossible already ..
communication break down is the reason for failure in any
system / relationship anywhere in the world ..
but if you wan things to be like this i cant really do much ..
i can initiate a chat, i love chatting ..
but it takes 2 hands to clap ..
so yeah, up to you really, we both have more than enough friends ..
so if you dont mind losing this friendship neither would i ..
cause i dont believe in keeping something which has lost its value ..
especially when i have got plenty of this kinda things ..
i dont really need the extras ..
as long as you are willing to make the effort,
i'll gladly put in the effort too ..
k, my sound system on my com is gone ..
my zen micro is also as good as dead ..
all this equals to my seakers being redundant !!!
haiz,think i shall get an Ipod or something to replace what's spoilt ..
than buy the Bose docking station HAHAHH !!! kidding la ..
kk, shall stop here for today ..
this post seems quite long leh haha ..
kk, bye bye, God bless ur muacks !!!
Leviticus 19:28

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:03

Saturday, October 28, 2006

ok, so i may be getting my tongue pierced ..
either on a sunday after band, or on a monday ..
that would give it about 6 or 7 days worth of healing time ..
the swelling would be lesser by then ..
so when the next sunday comes,
i would be able to maybe remove it and play in band
than get it back on after practice ..
this is one of the designs i am eyeing,
gotta import it though --
barbell design 1
barbell design 2
i think design 1 would be better as i am searching for
internally threaded designs ..
cleaner and safer too, plus its dark blue :)
but if researchs concludes that the color will fade,
than i would settle for the Ti - Glo color, same model though ..
and if i do get a tongue piercing,
i gotta write a report for esther ..
that girl is using me as a test subject, haha ..
kidding la esther, later u ROAR at me again hahah :X
hmmm, i dunno what else to type ..
cause school has already resumed for 2 weeks,
and as such, life is becoming a bit uniform ..
ok, been chatting on msn quite alot recently ..
getting to know some of my friends even better,
this includes wei xiong and esther whom i just knew nt long ago ..
wei xiong is the standard guy, damn funny though haha ..
he is a good guy though scary looking hahah ..
i knew him for nearly 2 years and i never realised he
has a tongue piercing as well ..
so there are 6 or 7 piercings on his face,
and 2 in his mouth, 1 for the tongue
and another at the upper gum's web ..
scary huh hahaha ..
esther, is the cranky girl who never gets a sore throat regardless
of the amount of times she ROARs,
she actually tried that in real life hahahahah ..
hmmmm, i think she's kinda cute and sweet, pretty too ..
i mean this is what i conclude after all this while ..
esther !!! if u are reading this,
UR BLOG IS COLLECTING DUST !!!
by the way, this esther is not the YCK esther ..
ok, cell group at 19:30 later ..
gonna leave house at 18:00 ..
so shall prepare at around 530, than relax and set off at 18:00 ..
hope i reach there on time, the timings are very hard to get right ..
sometimes the bus drivers decide they are driving a formula 1 bus,
sometimes they decide its a nice day to drive and enjoy viewing
the urban jungle that they are driving by ..
so ya, u cant really predict how long a bus journey would take ..
even estimates are like plus / minus 5 to 15 mins ..
so 1hr30mins worth of travel time ..
1hr for the train ride and 3o mins for the buses ..
waiting time included :)
okae seriourly i am bored, there is still another 2 hours ..
good news is, i completed my arrival kit already :)
hope there is something else to learn tonight hahah ..
than i shall be home and maybe on msn again
and maybe shall chat with the monster that is esther ..
oh, i had a hair cut ahah, look so different now la ..
i mean as compared to my long messy hair that i had ..
this one is certainly alot neater and easier to dry ahha ..
kk, this is all folks, shall return next time :)
take care and God bless ya :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 15:07

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

last night was eventful, colorful ..
realised something from last night ..
that some people are just not worth my concern anymore ..
if u scratch my back, i'll help scratch yours ..
leave me when i fall, dun expect me to even look at the condition of your fall ..
some people really are just not worth it ..
from now on, your will be nothing more
than just another person in this world to me ..
an un-welcomed person in my life ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:09

Monday, October 23, 2006

i just realised that there is a common thing in those girls that i like ..
or those "my kind" girls, something that makes them the same ..
something that works hand in hand closely with their upbringing ..
this applies to girls that i like nowadays,
not like last time where i would look at the face only :X
and this common thing used to be my most dreaded thing hahah ..
hmmm, so strange and so weird that its like this ..
was thinking of other things today ..
its been quite a while ..
i dont really hold on to that hope anymore ..
i think it would be called fat hope hahah,
or wait long long haha ..
well, i have all the time in the world right :)
and there are so many fishes out there ..
what do u believe ?
i was taught that he places people in our life for a reason ..
its up to us to work things out with those
people and achieve what we want ..
of cause not for evil intentions, but for the good of both ..
maybe the teachings are different ..
but it cant be since so many people
say the same thing, and they have the same background ..
catholic friends says this, so does some christians friends ..
hmmm, guess we will never know whether this life partner
thing really exists till we meet him right haha ..
so many conflicting answers ..
as for now i am like a wild bird free to roam the sky ..
not caged up in any way haha ..
made new friends recently, boys and girls ..
nice people, great people ..
anyway, tml is the BBQ ..
hope to know more people haha ..
there are really alot of nice people out there actually ..
its whether you wanna reach out and know them ..
so yeah, hope to know more people :)
oh yes, i made some commitments during the men's encounter haha ..
no one forced me, rather i went to ask the person for help with the problems ..
never expected that i could do that ..
usually i wouldn't even think of doing that ..
and i removed my ear stud, threw away all my ear rings and stuff ..
let me see, in total, my collection cost me about 70 bucks ..
hahaha, thats alot man, changed like once a month average ..
kk, shall stop here, blog again after i return
home from the BBQ tomorrow ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:08

Sunday, October 22, 2006

back from the church event ..
tell u guys it was great man ..
when i first when reached the place on sat morning with chin seng,
i was like sian sian, a bit restless and got quite
some thoughts running in my head ..
thoughts like what are we gonna do,
will it be like church camp last time,
will it solve my problems, will it provide answers ..
questions like these la, plus some other personal
issues that weight me down quite a bit ..
ok, so we reached there early cause chin seng drove ..
hmmm, worshipped and stuff ..
than as time passed by felt better and better ..
than they had pray over and stuff ..
made a few friends there, all guys, plus like i am the 3rd youngest there ..
so ok, nice to chat with them, can learn some stuff from the adults ..
than before i knew it, sat night was over ..
though i was tired, i went back to the room
feeling lighter and without so much troubles on my mind ..
than the next day came in a flash ..
than we had the same stuff, pray over and different lessons ..
chin seng made a good move on sat night to ask the lord to help me open up ..
cause on sunday morning i cried like a baby ..
its amazing seriously, grown man just collasping and crying like babies ..
crying their hearts out, even as i am recalling this event, i am like woah haha ..
events that happened in my life since i was like K1 or K2,
just came rushing back to me ..
all these things i kept so deep in me,
that i forgot about that over time ..
and even if i did, no one knew about them these at all ..
not even my closest girl friend or my brother ..
than just broke down haha ..
at first it was like 1 or 2 drops flowing down my cheeks ..
than before i knew it, i was crying alot ..
after that i felt so good seriously ..
so super happy, relieved, relaxed, super light ..
as though i just came from heaven haha ..
went to the toilet haha, my eyes were so red
i freaked out when i looked into the mirror ..
was like woah haha, when was the last time i cried so much ..
than the pray over and stuff, people dropping
crying, speaking in tongues, simply awesome ..
the feeling when u get touched and just let it take
over u, than the sensation after that ..
ooolalaaaa, hahah ..
so powerful la, so so amazing ..
after that right, those memories that i kept bottled up for so long,
yes i can still remember them, but they lost the negative effects they had on me ..
i no longer resent those people involved ..
i no longer grow angry at the thought of it haha ..
damn cool, plus they are tucked away and are not so clear anymore ..
it is a priceless thing to experience him,
yet it is free as long as u yearn for him ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:27

Thursday, October 19, 2006

haiz looks like B2-ME0510 is becoming more and more of a gangster class ..
even our "A" student wants to get a tattoo ..
and his parents approve, thats like wow hahah ..
so relaxed huh, well guess they are one of those parents who are more open minded ..
k, he wants an angel with a staff ..
only can think of St. Michael with the sword haha ..
gotta custom design, would cost more $$$ ..
alright the wound is healing ..
lesser of that body liquid now, that sticky thing that oozes out after u get a bruise from a fall or something, blood plasma ??? no idea, forgot le heehee ..
anyway that thing cause the shirt to stick to the wound ..
and i cant pull it out just like that cause it'll spoil the skin and destroy the tattoo ..
have ta wet that part of ze shirt before i can seperate it ..
so troublesome heehee ..
hmmm, esther is bullying me on my tag board ..
nvm, u cant get me either hahah ..
k, was doing some thinking today ..
i guess i am not ready for anyone already ..
so ya, decided to remain friends with them first,
next time than decide whether we wanna be together ..
can know them better as well, and let them know me better too :)
i can pick and choose too muahahah :X ..
no la, just see who is more "my kind" ..
i think the relationship would have better chances of survivng then ..
k, but both are not happy about the tattoo hahah ..
so how ? your want me to peel off my skin ? haha ..
girls, cant seem to understand what they really want ..
when they are not happy with something,
you offer a reasonable solution,
than they'll say nvm, its ok la, since u want it, just do it and keep it -.-"
than why nag about it in the first place ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:32

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

okie for those curious as to why i changed my blog adress ..
its cause i don't wanna have some people viewing it ..
as for those asking about me and her ..
nope, we are no longer together,
neither do we plan to be together already ..
so ya, stop already this 2 questions already ..
its getting irritating ..
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night class was supposed to end at 930 ..
me and my team mate completed our lab project
and the lecturer gave the green light ..
so i left at 8 instead :)
hmmmm, those 2hr breaks are good ..
allows me to relax and catch some sleep between the lessons ..
no longer eating lunch in school,
instead will be eating a heavy breakfast, than come home for my dinner ..
this would help me save quite some money :)
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oooo, there is gonna be a church BBQ thing ..
was told to call some friends ..
so pet, pris and her bf may be coming along ..
hmmm, pretty far though ..
and my parents are returning that evening haha ..
but it would be ok, they don check on my where abouts also ..
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cant go gym cause i cant stretch my back too much ..
gotta get those moistouriser for it, k don know if i got that word right heehee ..
funds expected to be pouring in soon ..
finally, i can start to relax a little and not
worry about whether i have enough to travel from
point A to point B ..
same class as jason, from my sec sch ..
he has real funny classmates ..
click quite well together ..
jessica's quite nice, a very motherly figure to the class haha ..
not that she nags alot or what, motherly in a good way ..
and very sociable, easy to chat with her ..
eh, my lab mate is, dunno what to say ..
cant really care about the details ..
while i am those that wanna get even the finest detail right ..
gotta work things out, from experience,
this module's projects require lotsa attention to the details ..
if not you'll have weird results, literally haha ..
alright, leon's fun to be with ..
lotsa talk and laughter, great to kill lecture time with :X
wei xiong my friend, haha, he is studying !!!
cant believe it, hahah ..
kk, enough bout the class ..
guess thats all for today :)
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life is so unpredictable,
one minute a person might be there,
the next that person might be gone.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:54

Monday, October 16, 2006

wei xiong's full sleeve snake design ..

my end product ..
going for some touch up after it has healed ..

wayne's demon face with its mouth at the knees ..
mouth opens and closes as he walks ..
the "ohm" word in the mouth ..

eugene's full back ..
koi leaping ..

ok, did the tatto just now ..
its was quite painless save the last part ..
that is the shading part ..
the artist goes through the skin quite fast ..
and the needle becomes very hot too ..
gonna do some touch up after he wound has healed ..
hmmm ....
now there are 3 of them ..
lastest addition has something for me ..
shall not comment about myself ..
yet to eat my lunch and dinner ..
shall go down for a quick bite later ..
i got char siew rice with that roasted pork thing !!!
yummy hahahha ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:10

cant get to sleep ..
thinking of her and our situation again ..
chatted with a band pal of mine ..
she was like huh ? single ? u serious ?
yes yes i am single again, took so long for
u guys to realise huh ahaha ..
hmmm, guess this round it didn't really affected me
cause it was an event that i had already anticipated ..
i guess i have had enough of girls already ..
even if the right one does come along,
i think i am pretty much tired out to get
into aother relationship ..
maybe not so soon at least ..
i was thinking,
what's the point whats the purpose ?
all this talk about boy friend girl friend
i love u, u love me ..
in the end both still will die ..
and only god loves me ..
so i guess this is it ..
i am letting everything in my love life go ..
shall put all these behind me,
i live for tomorrow,
not for today, or because of yesterday ..
how sad it would be for the one who lives in the past ..
the only relationship i would keep now would be with the lord ..
this is the only partner that would never stop loving you even though you have stopped loving him or hate him at some point ..
the only partner that would open both arms to embrace you even though you had previously rejected him ..
with whom can u find such love,
eternal and in abundance ..
so yeah, there goes this love life of mine with my fellow homo sapiens
to herald in my new love life with the lord ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:13

Sunday, October 15, 2006

ok yes, was just reflecting on my life ..
come to think of it, i really changed alot hahah ..
nothing much can be reversed now ..
the last of this big bad changes would be done tomorrow ..
thats one thing i wanna do before i stop completely..
let me see what has changed ..
my taste for alot of things in life ..
it has developed into a more "high-class" taste ..
the way i spend my money hahah,
back in sec sch when i was a poor arse i would even save 10 cents ..
now i cant really bother about 10 dollars ..
my taste for the girls ???
k, they are still around the same category physically ..
only that i now choose based on other factors besides appearance ..
hmmm, i no longer use girls like tissue paper haha :X
from being interested in bicycles, it became bikes hahah ..
i tried so many things !!!
all these i would never try back then in sec school ..
was too afraid to do so hahah, shall not say what are they ..
one thing that has definetely changed is the way i view
those around me ..
when i was younger i was less cautious of those around me
cause there wasn't a need to be on my guard against them ..
now that i have seen a little bit of the world,
i cant help but stay on the high alert mode when
i am around certain people ..
u just cant trust certain people i learnt ..
sometimes its a case of once bitten twice shy ..
while other times its just because a gut feeling
says to be cautious against that person ..
some are a wolf in sheep's clothing ..
oooo, i learned to treasure and treat my girl friends better ..
people dont give a damn about tissue papers u know ..
used it in what ever way u wanna use it,
after u are done with it, just dispose loh ..
but do a clean job la, don leave it lying around ..
so many things have changed,
its almost impossible to change back to my former
self in most ways haha ..
hmmm, shall blog again tomorrow ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:14

Saturday, October 14, 2006

went to the gym with scuter today ..
gym was, well, tiring ..
we tried this machine today ..
its been there for a long while i guess,
but we just didn't pay any attention to it ..
ok so scuter gt on first ..
hell it was obsence, like prying ur legs open to be fucked ..
than he adjusted the weights and stuff and started ..
it works the inner thighs, so the thing forces your legs
apart and you just gotta try and bring your legs together again ..
after a while he got up and shake his head ..
his legs were, haha, aching ..
than it was my turn ..
and yeah, legs ached too, it becomes like jelly after you
have worked on it for too long hahah ..
hmmmm ...
now there are 2 of them ..
one is everything in my life,
and wishful thinking on my part ..
the other means nothing to me,
but wishes to be part of me ..
what should i do ?
abandon both right ? hahah ..

or should i open boths arms and embrace the

return of the old me ? that would be great too ..

church than band tomorrow ..
hope eerything goes well tomorrow ..
oh, its no longer wed, it has been
brought forward to monday now :)
physical pain is temporary ..
yet physical pain is sometimes a means as an escape ..
gives you something to think about ..
takes away other thoughts ..
than again its lasts a short while only ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:42

Friday, October 13, 2006

sometimes dun u feel that if u could just control time,
many things u could have prevented or changed ?
hmmm, if had that power i did fast forward time now ..
skip this phrase or life ..
if neccessary, correct things that are happening now
beforei permantly stay in the future ..
of cause if there is only room for one mitchell,
so maybe the other i'll kill ..
time passes ever so slowly now ..
1 hr is 2 hrs, twice the length ..
cant wait for lessons to resume, at least i would have something
to occupy my mind ..
an empty mind is the devil's workshop ..
he just simply need to psycho us a bit i think ..
the rest of the damage is done by us ..
we let the negative thoughts creep into us,
let it take over us and eventually destroy us ..
i swear if i have a gun now,
i turn the dog into mince meat,
blow its brains outta the back of its head ..
so noisy, barking at nothing ..
talking about that, sparky was barking the other day ..
too keep him quiet, i held up the cane ..
he got so frighten he retreated blindly,
nearly fell backward into the pond ..
tail and butt was all wet ..
wednesday's the day, everything will be finalised on
that day and hopefully done on that day ..
will be like a cloth under a sewing machine ..
this time its ink not thread ..
maybe gonna keep my hair longer ..
about 2 or 3 more weeks?
save money also, dun have to visit the barber yet ..
oooooo, someone close says i became more wild ..
when i asked whether i have changed la ..
guess so, before that, emanual, the tattoo guy come
my old church class pal, said this :"mitchell u change alot man"
well he hasn't seen me since sec 4 confirmation ..
thats like 2 years plus ..
and well, people changed, only its either for the better or
for the worst ..
i have made up my mind, here's something for the better ..
no more smokes, no more drinking ..
k, save the special rare occasions than i'll drink a little ..
something else is gonna go, dunno wad ..
have not decided ..
maybe the stud ..
i was thinking, am i just going one big round in life ?
sometimes in life the correct path lays straight in front of u ..
and straying from that path is another path ..
like a park, u gt extra paths straying from the main one than linking back ..
so i guess i am on one of this "extra" paths just taking
a stroll wasting my time ( life ) away ..
is it time to return to the main path ?
yes it is, but i gotta follow the path now cause i am flanked
on both sides with hedges i cant pass through ..
walking back would be an even bigger waste of time ..
and whats worst ? this is now a dirt path ..
its no longer nicely layed out with tar or slag or whatever they use to build roads ..
well, i see the light ..
just gotta follow it already i guess ..
and hopefully it leads me out, back to the main path ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 11:21

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

this would be the first draft design ..
emmanuel's gonna modify it ..
see ow can we throw in a circle in the center ..
holy sacrement ? can't remember what they called it ..
anyway, think its gonna be like what ? 10cm in height ?
see whats the final design though, than modify if neccessary ..
got the pictures of eugene's full back and wayne's leg ..
eugene's full back was drawn on free hand, wow ..
its a japanese carp leaping out of the water ..
wayne's full back is scary, i dont think he would allow a picture of it ..
i think there's a samurai, a god or a demon, cant remember ..
his recent one on the leg is quite creative ..
a demon face with the mouth positioned at the knee ..
closes and opens the mouth when he walks, the skin la ..
either he or wei xiong has a beautiful japanese woman in her kimono and fan done on their leg ..
shall see if i can snap it ..
guess thats all for today ..
sry guys, but i have been wanting one for a long time already ..
like months ..
and the only one who can stop me is gone :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:20

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

yeah man, just completed doing the arrival kit ..
the target i set for myself everyday i mean ..
read something in the arrival kit which made me realised something ..
its sad but i guess that's a reason why things are like this too ..
shall take a break, check out some tattoo designs of crosses ..
emmanuel has some for me, can u believe it ? he has his own shop already 0.0
Latest news, wayne's leh is completed, left one more leg ..
he wants a cross too but has no more space for one ..
can u imagine it, the cross would be palm sized only and he has ran out of space ..
shall try to post pictures next time ..
wei xiong would bring me, shall take pics of him too :)
planning what shall i do next ..
hahah, martin said something just now ..
our family is like a NAZI concentration camp ..
the maid is the Jew hahahha ..
poor thing right ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:37

just came home from driving lessons ..
today was fun, few cars within the circuit ..
maybe only like 40 ? most went out to the main road ..
shall get my PDL done on thursday than i can go out too :)
hope i don't crash ..
hmmm, wonder what shall i do later ..
first thing i'll be after this would be to take a bath !!!
the car was like an oven today ..
shall see what to do after that, most likely one weeks
worth of arrival kit ..
after this week i will be slightly busier, so not much time
for that le ..
my time table is nice man ..
thursday is the best, only 3 hrs of lesson,
from 9am to 12pm ..
Mon, wed, fri are all fine ..
tuesday's the worst, ends at 930, starts at 11am ..
shall see what i can do about my timings ..
cant play the fool this round,
one slip and i am out out out ..
GAME OVER MAN ..
may be getting a tattoo, on some where hidden la ..
and maybe 2 more piercings ..
shall get eugene, wei xiong along,
get eugene's done at the same time ..
and wayne's leg, i think he completed his whole body already ..
left his underwear area and thighs ..
but the thighs are gonna be done too, completing soon ..
shall see what they gt there,
already have 2 designs in mind ..
kk, shall blog again next time

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 17:07

Monday, October 09, 2006

alright, lotsa things happened recenty ..
shall not mention all of it except that things happen for a reason ..
and some these things happen because of our actions ..
ran to the toilet in the morning again,
woke me up from my beaautiful sleep ..
couldn't sleep again after that, might as well since it was around 12 noon ..
let me see, let me see ..
these past few days, have been learning alot about god ..
its just like church classes again, but this time in a different form,
through different methods, and with alot more enthusiasm ..
tried out the new blogger beta for the fun of it ..
this is the result, lost my beautiful skin ..
now this is so not structured like how i like my things to be ..
shall try to play around with it and stuff ..
see how can i repair it ..
guess this is all for the day ..
people i would like to thank for their advices and help these few days..
names not arranged in order of any form ..
chin seng
owen
scuter
kk, shall end here ..
God bless u readers :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:29

Thursday, October 05, 2006

been sick for the pass few days ..
have not seen the doc, seem to be recovering very slowly..
however i still feel very lethagic, diarrhea still here ..
no appetite for my meals, therefore causing gastric and most likely the diarrhea ..
headache also still present but slightly better ..
body aches are gone, lasted like a day or 2 ..
met her earlier on, chit chat for like 2 or 3 hours ..
came home took a nap and when i woke up,
the feelings came ..
it all came so fast, in a split sec ..
started with a feeling of emptiness, a void in me ..
than the negative thoughts poured in almost immediately ..
anger, hatred, betrayal, sadness, confussion, disappointment, hopelessness ..
felt like grabbing the photo frame by my bed and just throw
it against the wall, felt as though my world would not last any longer ..
that moment of despair though, was brief ..
no matter what i knew i had to block those thoughts out ..
they serve no purpose other than to destroy one's soul,
one's love for another ..
took a shower, quickly went online and started chatting with some friends so that i could let my mind concentrate on something else ..
gonna have a session with my personal mentor tomorrow ..
gonna talk about some stuff, hope it turns out fruitful ..
gonna meet jocelyn as well, heading to the CC get some stuff done
before i head to my PM's place ..
dunno if i can last though, felt so weak today ..
sorry i lost my temper at u, just wasn't in a very good
mood for some reasons, plus i wasn't feeling very well ..
hope u understand ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:08

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