Notes N Wheels

Saturday, February 28, 2009

the hole's a little stretched already.
slightly bigger. probably like 14 1/8g.
its 14g then 12g. there isn't a 13g for some reasons.
thats like within 14 days. think its on schedule.
the later the better though.

alright struck a deal with two of my bunk mates.
had this crazy idea while we were talking crap in bunk.
we decided to order some stuffs over the net.
and then, suddenly our other bunk mates started asking about it.
made a call to another bunk mate, he was interested as well.
so yeah, this shipment would be for the three of us for now.
just a little testing here and there. then maybe, if its good to go,
we'll really get it going. earn some side income.
its a resale kinda thing. luckily we chanced upon a cheap source.
like about 20USD below other sites.
and at least 50SGD cheaper than local stores.
the forums are pretty useful. apparently some of those guys advertising there,
they sell substandard items at pretty low prices.
actually substandard is an understatement. hahah, quite scary if you see it.
anyway, it this first shipment that would decide everything.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 11:10

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

sometimes i wish i can just undo what i have done in the past.
and if i could, i wouldn't have gotten into so many relationships.
would have taken those remaining relationships way more seriously.
i would have studied harder. i would have placed extra effort in wooing her.
i wouldn't have taken part in that darn basket ball match.
i wouldn't have admitted my feelings.
i wouldn't have rested my head on her lap.
and i wouldn't have gotten drunk those two times.
of cause now the only i would be able to change, is the future me.
i have got quite a bad reputation with the girls that know me already lol.
a good friend but a bad boyfriend.
now that everything's so rehearsed, i myself cant tell when its true.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:59

Sunday, February 22, 2009

just read some stuffs on a forum.
there's this thread about piercings. lotsa people don't do their research.
anyway, he went to japan, got some piercings there.
didn't understand the aftercare instructions told to him cause they are jap.
came back and he used alcohol based solutions to clean his piercings.
and alot of the other users were like, use liao got kick means its good.
only one fellow adviced him to stop using alcohol, use saline solution.
which is the correct advise. freaky, cant understand how they can tahan.
they actually get a kick out of causing themselves pain.
oh wait, piercing doesn't hurt k,
its just for that split second when the needle goes through.
very much less painful then a jab, depending on what piercing.
so yeah, i am not one of those that enjoy pain.
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oh guess what.
i am gonna bath my gf again at like 9pm.
good thing though, it was a long down pour.
rather then a drizzle which really sucks.
gonna spend another 2hrs on her like that.
friday - 10am to around 12:30pm - went for washing, waxing, polishing.
sat - night time, nearly 2hrs washing and polishing.
now its sunday. another 2 hrs.
oh yeah, at the shop, a few guys work on one babe at a time.
major gang bang. thats why its a quickie

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:02

some people console themselves by saying, size doesn't matter.
well, wait till it starts to hurt.

alright, gf just took a bath.
actually, we took ours together. the hose got disconnected halfway.
its okay though. its fun bathing together hahah.
applies in a real situation as well.
water has this sort of like way to add to the romantic kinda feel.
try frenching under the rain, you wont regret that guys.
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parents, bro 2 and 4 are still in japan.
apparently they are there to check out some japanese rims.
not sure whether its a business thingy or just for personal mods.
i think its fun though. to be able to travel to japan.
its a really beautiful country.
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deus lo vult.
have no idea what language is that.
it means, God wills it.
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while washing the car i started to think again.
dun need brains to wash a car.
funny thing actually. when i was in sec 2 or 3.
i wanted to grow up. as in be different.
carry myself differently from my male peers.
i succeeded a little i guess. for the dress code, i always preferred jeans and shoes.
not those kinda oversized or tapered skinny jeans. this has stayed.
its not a bad thing to be ahead of your peers in certain areas.
but what if we are way ahead? sort of like rapid aging eh? hahah.
i wonder what would it be like.
maybe, like that new movie in the cinemas?
about that guy born as an old fellow.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:00

Friday, February 20, 2009

just to add on to today's entry.
shot by melvyn at his friend's studio i think.
thats his italian rapier. spanish or italian, cant remember.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:57

gonna set up something to record my funds.
income and expenditure. spend on what and how much.
haven't really thought of how it should be done.
gonna get a rough one done out first, refine it over time.
the projected savings of at least 50 bucks for this month.
tehhhhhhhh no more no more haha. literally spent my money on food.
been eating alot during breaks in camp. like 8 dollars a day.
got myself a new toy just yesterday, 45 bucks.
just found out i can only use it in like 3 to 5 months time.
which isn't a bad thing. cause that would delay the next 45 bucks.
the only downside is the timing. purchased it at the wrong time.
gotta check my account balance tomorrow.
after paying everything, i reckon i've got like 30 bucks left till 10 march?
just needa jian fei a bit. eat less while in camp hahahah.

i think i have just bumped into a self identification crisis.
hmmm, yeah. maybe thats not the proper term to use.
it isn't really a crisis just dunch know whats the word
between a small prob and a big prob.
anyway, i guess i have got too much time on my hands.
started thinking, reflecting actually. on my actions and all.
and i realise that i have no reason to support quite some of those actions.
i have no idea where am i headed to as well.
a few days back, i was wondering to myself, shit, i am 21 this year.
yet i am not like a 21 year old. i really don't know how to explain this part.
in terms of behavior, character blah blah, i feel like i am a 18 year old kiddo.
i feel i have really under achieved dor some reasons.
things like studies, how i handle things under my responsibility,
things that by now, i should at least be on par with my peers.
the next other big problem i realised is. i cant feel for any girl already.
maybe the so call "right one", which i dont believe in, hasn't popped by.
this one's kinda inconvenient to elaborate here.
the other one is, i cant seem to stay still in what ever i do.
i am always on the move. its like a case of lack of commitment in some areas.
in others, its just the want, like an instinct, to keep moving on.
as though i am a nomad by nature.
lotsa things to sort out. lots and lots of things.
of cause though, i wont let these affect my mood.
it affects those around me. like those paladin's aura skills in diablo.

i hit a new speed record. hahaha.
k, not a fine or what, as in, the fastest speed i drove at.
140kmph. along mandai road.
another record set would be, the lowest km per litre of petrol hahha.
its now like 6.9km per litre.
marcus' car is a duo turbo 3.5 litre engine. he does about 7.5km per litre.
mine is just a 2.5 litre engine. i do 6.9km per litre. how bout that. hahah.
phewwwww. really gotta learn to keep my posb card at home.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:28

Sunday, February 15, 2009

alright, i am feeling a little like crap now.
was worst this morning. woke up with all the phglems blocking everything.
oh yeah, for the third morning in a row.
i woke up at 0615hrs. exactly on the dot, according to my hp's clock.
drank hell alot of water. didnt wanna take medication, so yeah.
a few servings of 700ml already.

k back to V-Day. i didnt celebrate it.
huh? why? cause i spent V-Day in camp.
was mobilised at 7am. can u imagine. not knowing when it would end.
i cancelled my plans around 11am.
and they released us around 1230 -1300.
was pretty turned off by it. decided to get a game, stayed home and worked on it.
ended up gaming the whole of today as well.
post poned my plans to next weekend instead.
still have some things to settle.
my pay this month, 450. of whiched i have already burnt 210.
and a further 100 is going as well. that leaves me 140.
40 for petrol. gonna use it to settle everything at one shot next weekend.
the rest of the two wkends? game on sats, sun band.
that's all. should still be able to save at least 50.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:23

Friday, February 13, 2009

okie, this was nt the intended "shocker".
but yeah, its still quite a big one.
still kinda surprise myself that i actually did it hahah.
hmmm. its one secret that only a few know, that will never see the light of day.
quite pleased with it though.
i am gonna keep this one.

i had a sudden realisation today.
a few months ago, i dreamt that i was in my army uniform.
taking a ride down in a lift, from my bunk, to the ground floor.
at that point of time, i thought it funny.
cause why the hell would u need the lift even if bunk is at the 4th floor?
then this evening at around 520pm.
i was in the lift, when this other fellow entered.
and i was like, woah, this looks familiar.
and then i realised oh yeah, hmmm, no wonder.
my bunk's on the 6th floor by the way hahah.
this isn't the first time something like that has happened.
i am sure many of us has experienced something like that before lol.

i have notice a change in my sleeping habits.
its really very easy to wake me up. just a tap anywhere from some one.
sometimes, all my bunk mate needs to do is to call me
as though we were chatting. he doesn't need to shout.
rarer then those two though. my friend approaches my bed to wake me up.
before he can tap me, i am awake already.
as in, just open my eyes and i am looking at his direction.
that one's pretty rare. ahahha.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:20

Thursday, February 12, 2009

back home again. having nights out.
came home to wash my car.
gonna do it in a 2 hrs time. then maybe meet the rest for supper.
its a boring day.

decided to stop working out for the next 10 days.
something's wrong with the right shoulder again.
got this stupid sharp pain and this bone rubbing noise.
i think i know what it is. dun wana see the doc though.
letting it heal on its own. shall see how again after these 10 days.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 18:40

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

many times in our life we feel down or left out like an outcast.
we feel like we lost our goals in life and that there's no one walking by our side.
i guess we should rethink that thought, check those emotions.
if we cant fight the mind games we unknowingly play on ourselves.
then at least we should remember that God's always by our side, always there for us.
a church friend once told me,
"whenever we face a problem in life, and we feel like we cant solve it,
just turn to God for guidence. one way or another, sooner or later,
he would reveal the path for you."
anyway, no father abandons his child in need, no mather how screwed either is.
and i feel disgusted having typed this paragraph, for some reasons.

pal blew up i guess. shot back. wasn't in theater so i missed the exchange.
wouldn't have been nice or interesting though it would be something different.
i guess we just have to be flexible with certain things.
everyone wants to get things done,
but everyone has their own way of acheiving the common objectives.
thats just a fact we have to live with. thats where being flexible comes in.
the exchange some how gives me this feeling that its all very fragile.
it was a very minor problem actually.
now wondering whats it gonna be next.
throw me that situation many months back, i would have lost my cool as well.
not that i had one then. nowadays though, i guess i would just sigh and walk away.
dont wanna quarrel anymore.
anyway, friends shouldn't be quarreling over such trival matter.
if you ask me though, i am siding with pal. not because he's pal,
but because it really was a small matter. personal preferences really.

should i shock us all?
HEEHEE

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 18:59

Sunday, February 08, 2009

exercised a little.
all this while i haven't actually gone full throttle.
probably 80%? the remaining 20%. its usually when i get crazy.
when there's a few of us doing it together.
either tekan session or OTOT gym.
anyway, it feels good. hahah. found out something earlier on.
pretty effective. shall do it again the next round.
maybe a few more times tomorrow morning and evening.
then its book it time. rest in camp. fri night, tekan myself again. haha.

today was a hot day.
felt like an uncle actually. wearing a singlet on the inside.
hahah. its served its purpose though.
gonna have to wear a singlet tomorrow morning.
its an order. hahah. bringing my cam.
see what pictures can i take.

suddenly i feel like this is the beginning of the turning point in my life.
one part of my life at least. changes here and there because of planning.
seems like minor changes to me, now.
yet i have this feeling that in the future, its gonna have a major difference.
not just on this one decision, its every other decision as a whole.

a friend commented that a junior was beautiful
and that i havent laid hands on her so thats like "ehhhh???" hahah.
nah, not every girl luh.
remember when we were young, we chose things cause they looked attractive?
after a while, as we matured, we chose performance over asthetics.
not totally, but more then asthetics. yeah.
for me now, its not the body kit. its more like, the processor.
i prefer a smart & decent looking car.
not one that has basic stuffs like ABS with the looks hahah.
in short, i am going for a scale that slightly tilted towards the intelligent babe. tsktsk.
its not a beautiful woman that makes a good wife, its a smart bitch. heeheehee
alright. nothing else. gonna wash my car soon.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:50

Saturday, February 07, 2009

just had supper with melvyn.
had beef fried rice for myself.

i hate the fact that i can trust not one of my friends when it comes to money.
having a wide circle of friends is one thing.
having a handful of trust worthy friends is another.
its only recently that i realised, money was, is and will forever be,
the root to my greatest worry.

okay, i shall experiment with something.
wire mesh, most likely the metal BBQ kind, and cripplers.
flowering cripplers like morning glory. not sure if i got that under the right cat.
anyway, yeah. those with flowers. my balcony's kinda boring.

i have an idea. interesting one.
i'll keep two cars in the future, if i have the money.
one would be my really pure car.
the other, an ah beng car. with all the mods.
body kit/engine/wheels/exhaust mods. what ever you can think of.
even lightings under the car lol. just for the fun of it.

tomorrow's gonna be a hectic day.
gotta transfer money from my POSB to my UOB account.
get my hair cut. get my pass port size photos done. lunch.
get home, wash up. head to the CC for the damn performance.
maybe supper. head home. wash the car. exercise. wash up.
settle what ever online stuff i have to. sleep.
cause i gotta wake up early on monday. like 720.
okay thats not early actually. 5 would be early anything after 6's normal.
after 730's late actually. rush rush.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:41

Friday, February 06, 2009

okay had 3 cans of beer earlier on. 3 or 4.
didnt really keep track cause we were having fun joking around.
unit was celebrating CNY. so yeah.
hired some models to keep the guys company.
of cause, the girls went for the regulars with the bars on the shoulders.
bars and, craps, yikes hehehe. usual luh. ahhaha.

andrew's in the same unit, uh huh hahah.
saw him on wednesday, surprise surprise. great to find another friend in this camp.
apparently he was on 2 months MC, thats why i didnt see him around previously.
hung out together during celebration.
and then, after that, he asked, "wanna go night club not?"
it didnt register to me yet. i said, "okay who's coming along?"
"meeting my other friends luh, not army one."
then i was hmmmm, okay. and then i realised he said night club. not club.
"what you mean night club? whats the entrance fee?"
"those where the girls come and sit with you drink and chat. bring about 100 can liao"
strictly speaking, i avoid night clubs. stupid to ask about an entrance fee.
cause i doubt there's one hahha. anyway i said nah. some other time.
wanna get home to exercise a little then rest. which is true.
andrew isn't a rotten fellow by the way.
different people have different lifestyles and he's just on this one.
we cant judge others base on our views or the views of society.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:22

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

remember this puzzle i pieces together like at least 2 years ago?
it has replaced the FHM poster hahahah.
didnt wanna paste the ferrrari califonia poster there.
cause i dun have a frame for it. dun wanna spoil the sketch.

finally done properly.
the 3M heavy duty couldn't hold. drilled two holes in the wall.
got two plugs and screws in. and wa la, its up for good.

okay, i forgot after a while, that i am lifting 13kgs.

kept on thinking all this while that i was 12kgs.

yesterday evening was great. had dinner with the koreans. two of them.

plus aunt lucy's family. we all know each other so it was pretty enjoyable.

business kinda thing. serious yet fun.

ate at long beach. chilli crab, geoduct, prawns, chicken, fried hor fan.

what have you. quite a few dishes luh.

had slightly over 4 glasses of beer. drank with shane.

uncle lai kept asking me to eat, was more than willing to comply. hahah.

enjoy myself and curry favour at the same time.

after that, me dad marcus shane ryan and jacquline headed to liquid kitchen.

just a quiet place to chat. had cranberry vodka lol.

and. well. slept at 2 plus. woke up at 8.40 to lao sai. HAHA.

not that bad luh actually.

the last time sth like that happened.

it was 16 glasses of chivas on the rocks, about 5 or 6 cigarettes over 3 hrs.

shit blood the next morning. horrible man.

and yes i am on MC. AGAIN !!! MUAHAHAHAHA.

reporting back later on.

yikes i forgot my hair cut :S

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:19

Monday, February 02, 2009

DIY-ed these brackets for the purpose of locking the case.
oh whats the use of having the locks when u can unscrew the brackets?
the groves for screwing in the screws have already been worn out.
just kept turning the screw driver when the screws wouldn't go any deeper.
so yup, its no longer a cross head pattern, its just a conical crater.

i didn't drill any holes in the wall.
heard that it ain't good to drill too many holes in the walls.
used the 3M heavy duty double sided styrofoam tape instead.
2cm for roughly 600grams. i pasted about 50cm? thats roughly 15kg?
singaporean, kiasu. now i am wondering, if we were to shift house again,
how am i gonna remove it? probably get another concussion ahhaha.