Notes N Wheels

Saturday, September 29, 2007

ok those were pictures of us eating ice cream and at home.

for the first picture, left to right, martin, melvyn and me.

yup the third picture would be martin, giving a super disgusting post.

ok, something happened today, for the second time since we moved in.

pebbles was chasing the post man on his bike along the fence.

dunch know how on earth she missed it, she fell into one of the chambers.

that's a 6 ft drop. we were in the living room.

dad went outside to continue cleaning the pond, then he was like,

marcus you bath yet? pebbles fell in again.

five pipes at the bottom of this chamber,

each for one of the pond's five filter chambers.

its a tap kinda system to drain out water from those chambers.

so yeah, dad was preparing to drain out the water.

guess she just barked while chasing the bike and in she went.

marcus had to go in to fish her out.

okie, something's wrong with my eyes and my stomach.

anything within 15 to 20cm of my eyes, i cant focus on it.

really difficult and uncomfortable to read the papers or the time on the watch.

must have been thursday night. switched on table lamp with the bulbs facing me.

was like lying on my bed around 12 mid night, wanted to visit the toilet.

couldn't see, reached for the lamp, pressed the switch and, flash bang effect, twice.

or it may be the sloan that got into my eyes by accident.

and my stomach. lao sai lao sai...irritating. hope i would be fine tomorrow.

dun wanna run to toilet during prac, troublesome.

hmmm, let me see, just recalled some more details about today.

alright, melvyn wanted to take a ride in the M6. so dad told marcus to give him one.

i tagged along. drove along mandai road. max speed was 170kph to around 180kph.

that was at 400 bhp. brought the car up to 500 horses but there

wasn't enough space to hit higher speeds at 500 horses. there were other cars.

wind down the windows when we were under the express way.

melvyn was like wowwww. i was like, woah as well. never heard that before.

sounded like many many ducatis racing in a tunnel as one.

so dinner time. marcus went out, didnt join us for dinner. there were 7 of us.

so dad told melvyn to drive the 545i, and he drove the M6.

had dinner at Din Tai Fung, melvyn, shirley and

i helped choose some classy clothes for vanessa.

her clothings are like, those 10 bucks for 2 or something. very aunty or lian.

so we were at J8. the girls were checking out this shop opposite converse.

found melvyn standing outside the store looking at them

with arms folded across his chest. after a while i told shirley.

gotta keep the skirt length in check, mum doesn't like her wearing short ones.

than melvyn was like, here the clothes very ah lian leh.

so we were like, aiyo, how ah. where to get nicer more decent ones.

after a while i was like, hmmm, fox fashion and esprit.

bought some kinda shorts for her at Esprit. shirley chose it for her.

melvyn and i was like, hmm, nice, call mummy come and inspect.

she gave the green light and it was settled, than hagendiaz. martin and that pic.

on the way back home, melvyn was said,

i never ever thought i would be able to drive a beamer in my entire life.

ok, my stomach just screwed up again. did my business, found myself hungry.

like 1hr after dinner and i am hungry. ok.

was bathing halfway when i realised the floor had red patches on it.

i was like oh my nose is bleeding. sian.

this blood thing was has been in my nose for a few days already.

so its nose bleed, on off headaches, diarhoea, and that stupid off focus vision.

really irritating, really very very irritating.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:33

ok i cant sleep. so this was what i did ahha. rearranged some stuff for 2 of the shelves.
which is the last picture. found somethings. a few pieces of paper.
recorded our first few moments together. me and her.
i threw away some of the later ones in a feat of anger last time, wasted.
cant believe i was actually so insane as to keep a "diary" of our relationship.
the first picture, quoted from the bible, was written by her in silver marker.
stored them somewhere temporarily. oh yeah, the heart wasn't drawn by me.
i have never drawn a heart that's close to that. she was the artist.
oh well, brings back sweet memories.

hmmm, shawn has been diagnosed with diabetes.
found out about it when he when for his NS med-check up.
such a close cousin he is, that he's like a younger brother to me.
strangely though, i feel nothing when i heard the news.
i dont feel anything for any of my relatives anymore.
i would be like, oh, sorry to hear that. but in actual fact, i dun feel a thing.
maybe i just blocked everything out so well, or maybe i am just super self centered.
so much so that others matter so little to me already.
the people that pity the most for though, are his parents.
yeah, the ones that raised me. their only child. aunt must be feeling really lousy.
i dunno really. i feel disgusted by myself.

its not 03:17. melvyn's stayed over. he's gonna drag us for a jog tomorrow.
its gonna be at 07:00 hrs. 2 or 3 rounds around the estate. gonna kill me.
i can barely survive one round ahahha. my eyes are tired.
think i can sleep after this entry. talking about eyes.
something's wrong with my vision. cant focus on what i am smsing.
and its a bit hard to focus when i am reading the papers.
either because of the sloan that was on my hand when i rubbed my eyes last night.
or, it could be the table lamp. the room was pitch black.
itchy finger me, went to switch on the light. forgot the bulb was facing me.
so it was like a flash bang hahah, twice. dun ask why twice.
anyway, woke up this morning realising i could reply
the messages cause i could read what i typed.
shall give it a few more days.

went to the zhi zha store at upper pierce for dinner. whole family except marcus.
there wasn't enough space in dad's car, so dad old melvyn to use marcus car.
it was damn hilarious. we could figure out how to unlock the passenger doors.
marcus had the key re-programmed. got in, melvyn fiddled around.
get a rough feel of the car. went in, wanted to adjust the seat.
started searching for the handle to release the seat. couldn't find one.
than he realised, oh everythings electronic haha.
came to the lights and signal lights. continential car, so left is right, and right is left.
a little bit of confusion ahha.
found the signal swtiches, could signal left and right but could switch it off haha.
but we still couldn't find the switches for the head lights.
had to give marcus a call. drove along springside ave.
get a feel of the car. he drives better than marcus. way better.
so we reached the place. saw michelle chia and this other actor.
quite a handsome actor, he hasn't been acting for quite a while already.
guess they were having a family dinner too,
cause some of the children looked like him. shared the same features.

i have failed in something that i wanted to correct.
instead of correcting it, i went the opposite way.
instead of trying to be less materialistic, i realised i am becoming more materialistic.
not good, definitely not good. so all shopping budgets would be cancelled.
pay day is this monday.. yeah yeah yeah hahahaha..
gonna see the money grow in my account hahahahah..
thats my latest hobby i guess. watching money grow in my account.
it feels great hehe. i suddenly realised something.
i dont wanna get a sports car or something like that.
i just want a car that's able to bring me from point A to B safely.
speed wise, no point getting a fast car. welcome to singapore.
okie, shall end here. 11 mins into highlights from chest.
it sounds like a knight in shining armour has arrived to save the day.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:57

Thursday, September 27, 2007

ok, dad bought back some plants yesterday.
they are actually quite beautiful. think its because i am using a phone cam.
doesn't seem like what i see in real life. colors are deeper.
okie, so i couldn't sleep last night, watched the Snow Queen instead.
finished the entire set last night. slept around 6am.
woke up at 1145am. did my stuff. headed back to my room, started on the puzzle.
didnt work on it as planned. didnt have the time. so yup free today.
almost done. gonna spend some more time on it tonight.
think i need one more day and i would be done.
which also means, i would be completing it under 72 hrs. beat my old record.

wonder where's the king fisher now.
keep visiting my own blog just to look at the pictures.
dad was feeling a bit sorry for it. he was like, shouldn't have given it to the neighbour.
should have released it when we caught it. yup.
birds are meant to be free. oh well.

my shoulder is still screwed. and it doesn't seem to be getting better.
its really irritating. i hate it. hate the look of it.
hate to have one shoulder higher than the other.
maybe should just ram my shoulder into a pillar or something.
balance the damn thing.

halo 3 is out i think. gotta get it. wanna get a shirt as well.
long sleeve formal shirt. yup its the one from crocodile as previously mentioned.
i have a sudden craze for long sleeve shirts. hahahah.
okie, i realised that i would not be bringing home much cash.
so i have decided that there would be no shopping for the month of oct.
includes entertainment as well. like pooling and stuff.
food and transport, thats a must of cause. hope i can save more cash like that.

martin said something about 1 week back before we slept.
he said, "interesting, the clock is the only mechanism that shows the time it died"
simply because, when the batt is flat, the hands stop moving.
therefore it displays the time its batt died on it.
and now for his personal nick name on msn, he wrote " propaganda studies"
its actually social studies. he has some kinda exam tomorrow so he's studying.
and everything in it is like saying how good is this, how bad is that.
so ya, propaganda studies. he's been studying quite a bit.
like he studies almost everyday nowadays, surprising.

i seriously have no idea why. without a gf, companion, i feel really lonely.
not that i dont have my friends to go out with.
its just that, its a totally different feeling. the relationship is different.
though both are still a kinda companionship to me, it feels really different.
its a kinda restless, empty feeling. like something in me is dying.
its really easy to sense the void in myself. i dont need to make an effort to sense it.
its just like, poof, and its there.
i did something. deleted denise and heike from my msn.
anyway we no longer talk. so i thought that would be better.
i would be getting rid of the pictures too. my heart is saying that i shouldn't.
my brain is saying thats the way. we cant always keep old baggages with us.
it can be harmful to ourselves at times.
i wonder who's the next girl, she's gonna be super lucky.

ok, after much deliberation. i have decided not to get a camera.
i have decided to use the money else where. save the money actually, for rainy days.
camera's not important. and i would be enlisting in last than half a year i would say.
so yeah, no point. i spend my money to frivolously.
i actually wanted to get a new wallet as well.
then come to think of it. i decided not to. my current wallet's working fine.
just lotsa scratches hahah. and though its old, its still great to use.
let me see, i got it when i was in sec 3 or 4. tats like 4 years already. man.
so ya. not getting the cam, not getting a new wallet and no shopping.
guess that would save me lotsa cash. oh window shopping ahahha, thats fine.

there's only two things that can really occupy my thoughts for long periods at a time.
they are girls and money. shit. not a good combination at all.
no money = no girls, got money not = got girls, got girls not = got money.
but for sure if you are broke,
you definitely wouldn't be able to get a girl in the first place.
and girls !!! cant stand them, cant leave without them.
why cant God like use a twig to make her????? why has he got to use man's rib.
see, now guys are caught, stucked to women. haiz.
money girls money girls money girls. this is a depressing comedy.
dunch know whether to feel like shit or to laugh at my own story or both.

anyway, melvyn was here about 2 days back i think.
he brought his external hard disk along as usual. so i stole some songs.
copy all his songs across. like around 150 to 200 songs.
short listed about 15, ended up wth only 10 at the end of the day hahaha.
quite nice songs. oh yeah, this song by the way, on my blog, is by kitaro.
its titled Caravansary. shall change the song every week.
and guess what, i may be having a da sao by the end of next year ahahaha.
well. its great to have brother home. it really feels great.
having dinner and all together, gaming together, 4 brothers. si da tian wang.
i realised something. we al have ideas of our own, starting our own companies.
i am not sure about 2nd brother, but the 3 of us have our own.
i guess 2nd bro just doesn't want to say. who doesn't have dreams, goals.
shirley, melvyn's gf, realised something.
the number plates of all three cars are 27.
and coincidentally, we have 2 maids, and a family of 7.
on top of that, we have 3 cars and 3 dogs. and i finally found out why the number 27.
cause that's the day of the month that dad was born on. the 27th.
for the record, since i entered this family.
when bro came back and gamed with us that night, i felt happy, really happy.
was the happiest time i ever had with this family.

hmmm, had a chat with a friend not long ago. about relationships.
my friend thinks i like to play around with girls alot.
thats is the truth, previously. i actually do not like playing around.
i find it childish and inconsiderate. all in all, its really undesirable.
it was a good move back then, that i decided to be serious.
cause then, i tasted the goodness of being serious. it felt great hahaha. wonderful.
so yeah, i guess its gonna be hard to undo the bad reputation.
well, gonna take a step at a time. for now, i am staying single.
for at least 3 months. yeah, i'll sure fall for some girl along the way.
but i wont be getting into a relationship. she can be my sister.
go window shopping together and stuff like that, but thats that.

i wont be cutting my hair, gonna leave it alone. let it grow even longer.
anyway, i would be entering army soon i think. so might as well just leave it.
just for the fun of it, try try. japan's gonna be cold.
so long hair would keep my head warm. ok forget that, thats a groundless theory.
hahahah dad made a comment. among his kids, i am the most stylish.
its really sad right. ahahah. its not because i really dress well.
its because my brothers dress very casually, very slack.
martin and marcus especially ahah, they dont dress for the occasion.
martin's the carefree cant really be bothered about what to wear kind.
marcus, no matter how, he just seem sloppy.
for me, i am sure you guys know. anyway, for all of us.
we are always wearing the same few clothings hahah. so much so, its like a uniform.

wow this is a really long entry. hmmm thinking of clothings.
i think i'll get melvyn a shirt for his birthday, the formal kind. maybe from crocodile. shall find out which in my budget range is the most comfortable.
get him something really nice. okie shall end here. this is one hell of a long entry.
my longest ever i think.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:36

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

okie, so this is a king fisher. check out the beak. the length of it.

and its sharp. really sharp at the tip.

anyway, was fixing the jigsaw in the afternoon today when i saw something flew in.

just flew in through the doors, into the living room.

then to the curtains, and it got itself stuck there. legs got hooked on the cloth.

struggle quite a while, marcus "disturb" the curtain and it came off.

it kept trying to fly out, but there was the glass there. it wanted to fly beyond haha.

but it kept knocking into the glass, bird brain.

anyway, he took a few shots of it, dad went over to our neighbour's house.

asked him if he wanted the bird, he's a bird lover.

i caught it ahah, threw a cloth over its head, calm it down.

read it in a book, throw a cloth over the eagle's head to keep it from struggling.

calms the bird down. plus the beak, so ya. it felt really soft, the body.

gave it to the neighbour, think they released it already.

its really beautiful. can you imagine?

one day these beautiful animals might be extinct because of us humans.

destroying their food source and habitats, its a pity.

okie, visited the doc on tuesday i think, thats yesterday.

apparently, i tore my shoulder muscles thats why it swollen and stiff.

prescribed me some medication, 3 different ones in all.

one of them makes me feel sleepy, really sleepy.

could do my jigsaw properly because of that, couldn't concentrate.

cant be that i slept for a nice 9 hrs, and still feel super sleepy.

doc did mention that one them causes sleepiness, though it wasn't stated.

the medication's about to finish, and it hasn't gone down yet.

actually, it became more uncomfortable to turn my head to the left.

hope everything works out well.

Halo 3 is out. gotta get one. wanna get another shirt, long sleeve one.

bright color as usual, maybe white base. saw one at AMK Hub crocodile.

the vertical stripes were like red, some kind of red like maroon.

it doesn't look awful surprisingly. it actually looks pretty good.

but thats just looking at it when its hanging there.

have not tried it so i am not sure. well, i am starting to like long sleeve formal shirts.

anyway, my family guys look good in formal attire.

my male siblings and my male cousins too.

ok, i am really pissed. this isn't the first time.

since i cleared up the room the other time, arranged the model cars and all.

one of the maids has gotta come in and mess it up.

think i gotta make it clear to them, its pretty find to remove them to clean the area.

just gotta put it back nicely in place, simple right.

and my evo speakers, heart pain, found some scratches the other day.

hmmm. shall blog again tomorrow.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:24

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

the korean drama that i have been recently watching.

its only like every saturday, got fed up, bought the dvd.

quite a nice show. hunting for some songs from Sodohong's Song.

cant download any of it for free.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 15:26

Friday, September 21, 2007

friend checked my horoscope, got this for me.
i find its 90% true, everything about the relationships and the emotional part.
the one part which is very wrong, is the financial part hahaha.
here it is.

If a person with Cancer horoscope has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be. Since Cancerians have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As Cancer Sign tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures.
People with Cancer horoscope thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response. Keep in mind that a people with Cancer horoscope hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one. Usually if the answer is no, they will go to all lengths to avoid the subject.
A Cancerian has an excellent memory and a jealous nature. Because they can recall situations in their past very easily, it would be a tremendous mistake to ever be insincere to this person. To them betrayal is devastating, and it will take a very long time for them to forgive, and to top it off, they may never forget. Once emotionally wounded, there will always be a void in the relationship. Emotional and financial security is of the utmost importance in this relationship. They don't like frivolous spending, since it means a loss of control and security.
If you can give an enormous amount of attention and constant reassurance, you have found the perfect mate. In return you will find people with Cancer horoscope to be affectionate, romantic, sympathetic, imaginative, and quite seductive.
Although they tend to want your complete devotion, if they are in love, Cancerians will cherish and protect their partner always.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:46

Thursday, September 20, 2007

ok, its not easy to type so i'll keep this short. just had to blog.

took this pictures earlier on.

dad just installed 3 under water lights for the main pond.

so yup, those are the pics of it, the first two.

the third as your can see, is the puzzle, spent around 10 hours in total already.

7 today, 3 last time, so yeah, its around 10 to 11 hours already.

took me half an hour just to find christ's body. madness.

shall try to do the rest of it tomorrow.

maybe i would be able to complete half of the leftover tomorrow, hopefully.

went to ikea earlier on. bought some storage stuff for my cupboard.

freed up more room in it, now its easier to store and take my jeans and towels.

bought some toys for the studio managers just in case. a set. quite cheap, 10 bucks.

i am damn hungry. ate spag with swedish balls. tasted okok, not at all filling.

shall grab something else now. bye.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:43

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

alright, so this is the puzzle. or rather, the picture on the puzzle box.
i have not completed it. i would need at least 3 days non stop.
thought i would need at least 2 weeks. but it turned out rather simple.
completed the border, benches, some parts of the alter.
forgot what's that thing called, sacred heart ? i dunno.
completed the "sun" below the cross, and the i dunno what that's below the "sun"
which is part of the alter. shall snap a picture of it when i am done.
shall pump it on thursday.

created a map for start craft. super huge map for 4 players.
where air superiority counts. created it such that it has one entrance to every base.
one damn narrow entrance, a brigde actually. a choke point.
the bases are easily defended, very well defended.
its very tough to launch a ground assault on them.
so what's the only option left? an air assault obviously.
usually the resource points would be at the back of the bases.
that would make it hard to destroy the enemy's economy. i did the opposite.
first thing to get hit would be the resource points, by air assault that is.
quite a challenge. marcus, martin and i took 2 hrs plus to end the game last night.
it was a free for all. just the 3 of us.
was constantly attacked by marcus, and disturbed by martin.
finally tricked martin. told him that my base was almost wiped out.
which was true, marcus managed to break through with a super large force.
his entire army actually. so i told martin not to attack me while i crushed marcus.
did just that with my remaining forces.
after destroying the main buildings, killing all the builders.
my forces headed toward's martin's bases hahaha.
yup, his troops spotted my carrier fleet on the way.
so they headed straight for my base. too bad i had lurkers all over the entrance.
so his ground forces were slaughtered at the choke point.
fought till we both had a building each left.
managed to beat him, my building had 147 health left,
one more hit from each of his big monsters and i would be dead.
marcus was laughing and laughing. really was a race against time.
hard map, players of the same standard, what a match. we love the map.
its one hell of a challenge.

stupid woman in this house. keeps nagging at everything i do.
how was i supposed to know that the bloody can of drink in the fridge is martin's.
like there's a name there and like i keep track of everything
that's in and out of the damn fridge. cant even speak nicely
and she expects others to speak to her with manners.
got into a shouting match, dad's pissed. he always is when we start.
like which mother fucker father that's stuck in between wouldn't be?
only difference is he wouldn't hit her anymore,
fuck, should just punch her fuck face.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:16

Monday, September 17, 2007

alright so today, i went back to band, swo.
okie, everything's fine, just needa do some work here and there.
think i needa return to the CC at least once, needa practice some parts.
at the same time, there's some work to do. take notes of this and that.
maybe i can do that without heading down.
kept an image of everything there in my mind already.
anyway, been there so many times, i can almost tell u what's where.
ok, band was a little bit stressful. tiny bit. kept getting tricked at one particular area.
kept playing the same mistake over and over again.

dinner was well, was like okie lets go, eh where's every body.
all ona already. so it was down to me and my dear loggerhead friend.
had one hell of a meal. swordfish collar at fish and co.
had a tough time with it, swollowed a fish bone.
dunno whats a few tiny bones doing there. the serving was wa.
two huge pieces of bone, with meat. each of it was bigger than a KFC chicken.
lucky thing we had fries instead of rice.
well, nice dinner. waited more than twenty mins for it.
but it was worth the wait, chatted during the wait. never really had a chat like that.
so yeah, i guess it's a good trade off. hmmm. waiting for time.
the black hair dye is on already.

went over to J8, met parents there after dinner.
bought my dye and shampoo ahhaha. dad paid hahaha.
okie i got to go wash up. hope its black. has to be right? it said black, ok, soft black.
bath, than third round of star craft with marcus.
won the 1st, lost the 2nd, haiz. stress.
oh, i just found out that melvyn was the champion for chess on the national level.
no wonder martin was commenting it was stressful to watch him play.
and that playing with him would be even more so. hahahhaha

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:08

Thursday, September 13, 2007

alright, thats all my bros at the table with melvyn's gf in the center.

yeah, we were preparing for a few rounds of StarCraft.

shot this while martin was installing the neccessary stuff on my com.

the other pictures above. well. that chess set is, hmm, let me see.

marcus's birthday present, he was in sec school back then.

its more than 10 years old already. dad bought it for him.

he and melvyn were in the school chess team, bought it so they could practice too.

ok, so we had a few matches.

martin & i teamed up against the both of them for the first round.

sadly, he was flanked by them, their starting bases were beside and below him.

so yeah, he died less than 10 mins into the game.

so it was left with me, managed to hold off for 30 mins.

they eventually broke through the front defense with air power, zerg + protoss, mad.

2nd round it was free for all, melvyn, marcus and i.

marcus dropped out after a while, lappy went low on batt.

defeated melvyn shortly after. 3rd round, same, free for all, 3 of us.

marcus died first, melvyn kept sending troops to "disturb" him.

died after a while. than martin came home.

so we restarted. me & mel vs them, martin nearly died at the start.

in the end, he single handedly kill me and mel.

5th and last round, me and martin vs them.

martin was well, bombarded like mad. he played air, while i did ground.

so range attack from him, and for me, it was melee.

had to help him as they kept throwing what they had at him.

he started "disturbing" them, one by one.

melvyn had observers planted around the map, all over.

so he was like, watch your south, coming in fast, looks like birds.

short while later, marcus' drone's were attacked. then he flew away.

all this while i was relaxing, building and gathering resources.

so martin did his sorties, pranked them, kept them busy while we grew stronger.

then melvyn decided to attack full force with marcus on martin.

what they didn't count on, was the troops i had in martin's base haha.

stealth ground units plus martin's super long ranged birds.

that plus the extra troops i threw in from my main base. flanked them.

counter attacked, we managed to kill melvyn. destroyed all his production buildings.

so he was left with the food supplies and a few carriers.

marcus got it shortly after. he was on defensive already. lost 90% of my army.

had to rebuild, so we took time. i guess the game was about 40 mins.

quite fun. we spent nearly 3 hrs gaming earlier on.

anyway, hope he comes back again. 4 people, quite fun to play 2 on 2.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:24

ok, i really feel like just studying something.
just like go back to school or something, even if its just sec 4 .
cause i am beginning to feel like my brain's wasting away.
just doing the same thing over and over again with almost nothing new each day.
like work is just work, you do the same thing everyday.
the brain isn;t learning at all. its just repeating.
dun needa use much brain juice for that. i dunno if i am just bull shitting.
cause thats what i think is happening, brain is becoming dull.
i realise i ain't as sharp as before, getting pretty blur,
takes me a while to process new things thrown at me,
and i feel like shit, lethagic, restless, stale.
i needa find something new to do. maybe the books might help.
needa do more forms of exercise, keep the body healthy, keep the mind alert.
needa fresh up my body overall.
maybe its time to know more people in the estate.
form a gang, go biking or something once in a while, to the reservoir or something.
have more forms of exercise on top of the activities with the gang.
read books, feed the brain with information, increase my GK as was said before.
needa do some puzzle stuff i guess hahaha. something fun and new once in a while.
puzzle games on martin's DS Lite, like those word forming ones.
getting dad to get me a new jigsaw set, i know what i want already.
has been in my sight for quite a while.
alright, cant continue, pretty tired, shall post a pic of the puzzle when i get one

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:11

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

alright, dad was asking if i wanted to buy the PSP i told
martin to help me get it when they went out for dinner.
usually i am stuck at work, by the time i end, the shops are closed.
i told him that i was waiting for the new one and i would get it another time.
it was on sunday night when sis bought her DS Lite.
alright, come to think of it, i wouldn't get it. its awaste of money.
i shouldn't be playing around with some stupid portable game console.
should use the money on other stuff, like books for self improvement for example.
since my studies are like shit, i might as well read up stuff for GK.
its not like i would spend 300 on books at one shot.
that would let me last longer. maybe after buying a book, i still have 260 left.
260 can last a long time. and you never know when you might need the extra cash.
so yeah, one book at a time. like thats the best decision anyway.
still gonna get the cam though. its another step towards independance.
its not good to always rely on others for things, even if its family.
think i would give myself till end nov to raise the money for it.
that means less from my pay each month.
need the money for my driving lessons too. needa partition everything properly.
so, this month's shopping budget though, would be 150 hahaha.
yesh i need a shopping budget. always need one.
be it for new clothes, things for the room or whatever.
as long as i have to buy it and it ain't food, its falling under shopping.
so let me see, 150, 100, 200, 150, 150. yup should be enough i guess.
in total i need a minimum of 750. pretty high actually.
shall try not to use so much for the shopping hahah. divert funds.
after my driving is done, it would free up funds here and there.
might be in NS by then though, oh gosh, sian. lucky i am single.
else there would be 100 to 200 aside for gf. whatever activities with the gf.
oh thank God, muacks muacks muacks.

alright, here's the tricky part. i would be switching jobs soon.
played my cards right, almost 100% right ahhaha. yes a little error in timing.
other then that everything is going smoothly.
last day of work at Gelare would be on the 27th of Sept.
gonna start the new job on the 20th Sept. both are thursdays.
that wouldn't be a problem to snake my way around.
anyway, would be working at Far East Plaza Wallet Linc. opening soon.
maybe at their AMK Hub outlet as well. either place is good.
i have a direct bus to each of those places from my place hahaha.
there's just one problem though, which currently is working to my advantage.
i am only working thurs, fridays and saturdays. which is hell damn little.
i need say 1 or 2 more days hahaha. if its gonna be fixed, as in 3 days only.
i might be searching for a second job. a relaxing 2nd job.
another 3 days per week, long hours too. i dont mind.
cause that means less spending on recreational activities
which means i save more money and at the same time while i am not spending,
i am earning cause i am working. sounds great eh.

i dunno if its a good or a bad thing. within the first week of the month.
i roughly have everything planned out for the next month.
like within the first week of sept,
i have already planned out what to do with my sept pay for the month of oct.
its been like this for 2 or 3 months already. and it seems to be going well.
guess i'll keep it as this. a bit risky to plan ahead like this.
cause i am planning based on my assumption that i'll get X amount of money.
and it might be like X - Y amount, not very good actually.
shall leave it as it is for now though. pretty tired, shall end.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:23

Monday, September 10, 2007

okie, this is vanessa and martin, monkey sis and crappy bro.
no that's not me in the back ground, thats marcus.
took this with melvin beside me, he came home,
sat at the dining table and chatted with everyone, shirley was present too.
the ladies took the sofa though.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:05

Sunday, September 09, 2007

i still have 2 more months to consider about the canon.
i can either set aside the money, be content with those junkie in the box.
be the scape goat for whatever scratch is on them when i borrow it out.
or i can spend the 500 odd dollars on the ixus 950 IS. ixus 860 IS is out -.-"
technology, can never keep up with it. anyway yeah.
be content with those, save up the money, and when i have more than enough.
i would be able to get a canon EOS. or maybe another compact digi-cam from canon.
afterall i dont really need such a powerful series.
everyone of them costs 1000 and above.
so yeah, take the money, keep it, continue to let it snowball.
and just make do with those old compact digi-cams.
well, what should i do ??? think i'll use the money for shopping hahahahah, kidding.

alright, after giving it some thought, i have decided to post pone getting myself a PSP.
initially, i wanted one to keep me company whenever i am travelling.
and maybe at work, it gets really boring. however. there's been a change of plans.
its not the price factor that influenced me to re-think.
its the value factor rather hahah, silly sounding. kk. each PSP now costs 299.
around there per core package plus whatever goodies they wanna throw in.
lets round that sum up to 300.
with a PSP, i probably get hook onto the games for quite a while.
completing a game in maximum 2 weeks.
once i start, i cant stop doing that something till i have completed it.
now, if i use that 300 to get books instead. i gain alot more. say each book is 50.
thats just assuming that suddenly there's a paper price hike due to global shortage.
i can get 6 books. and imagine the amount of knowledge that i would gain.
from 6 books, thats gonna be alot. depending of cause on what books.
and they are probably gonna last me about 2 weeks or more, per book.
i would grow sick of the PSP after a month or two, thats me.
at least if i chuck the book aside after i am done with it,
i can still take it out to read in the future, refresh my memory.
PSP, probably wouldn't be working, if not, it would be obsolete.
there probably wouldn't be a game out there for in half a decade's time.
while the book, would still be there, though some information might be out dated.
so yeah, thats why i decided to think about it again.
and addison said something else too ahhaha. he went with book.
well, girls are attracted to guys who read. i was thinking hmmm, sounds weird.
but yeah, he backed it up with. depends on what kinda girl you wanna attract.
which, of cause, for some reasons, i found myself unable to argue back.

i like smart girls actually. i do not know why. the last one was quite intelligent.
like duh, she got into NUS. she's got to be at least something right.
and the one before the one before the last one one got herself into some JC.
yes, there was a naughty one in between that lasted a few hours, smooth.
oh shit, i just realised something. the only two girls i was serious with,
are from JCs. oh well. what to do. i like that kind i guess.
JC girls are guai, most of them. doesn't mean though that they aren't human.
humans like any other living thing under the sun, can be tempted.
yeah, there's a darker part in us, all of us, no matter how guai we appear to be.
JC girls well, lets just say, it takes 3 years to learn good and 3 days to be corrupted.
so yeah, the more guai they have been, the easier to let hell break loose.
and the effect is usually alot, should i say better or worst hahahahahaha.
but well, when all hell breaks loose, thats the fun part.
thats when they are fun to be with. thats why i feel like a sinner at times heehee.

okie, went for dinner today @ Ban Long Wa Hor @ casurina road.
thats our usuall eating place, like for years already. dinner there, zhi zha store.
after dinner, drove down further into lower pierce.
checked out some of the landed property, some were nice,
others looked slightly better than my Sims 2 houses hahahaha.
headed to the private estate on the opposite site of the road.
entered from the petrol station and the hawker center area. drove deeper.
saw quite some beautiful houses, and then, we saw this show room.
so dad was like, wanna take a look see ? ok loh, no harm, lotsa time to kill.
in we went, hell the place was small and cramp. roughly 1700 sq ft. 3 lvls.
it was really cramp hahah. and the water tank, would be placed in the back yard.
yeah, within your compound, in the back yard hahaha.
left the place after we did the racky racky. headed to the may flower estate.
i think thats the name, mayflower. Kebun Baru mac or St Nick's mac.
that area, near the CC there. saw 4 or 5 super huge and beautiful houses.
one of them had space to park 4 vans and at least a car within the drive way.
well, thats the thing with the older estates, they have big land areas.
moved off after that. went to amk hub. martin had to pass his friends some stuff.
vanessa wanted to get something. left at around 19:25.
went to the sensei to "repair" my back. reached at around 19:40.
apparently, the root of the problem, is with my neck.
the left side of my neck, at the hair line area and slightly below.
stiff muscle, due to strain and what stuff. so it affected my back.
plus my left shoulder muscle strained itself too so yeah.
he said the neck muscles are linked by some dunno what gibberish chinese
to the middle / lower back area, thats why the back hurt too.
well, the rubbing and twisting though weird/foreign to me, felt damn shiok.
i thought it was over, right now, i am like, sian.
cause the shoulder muscles hurt.
gonna get martin to help me with the tiger balm plasters.
well...shall end here...eyes are tired

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:58

hmmm, clearing up the room today.
yup, i am not at band prac. my back's being a pain in the arse.
gonna see the sensei later, try and get it fixed. prefer the english doc though.
so, music's blasting from my evo. need some music so i can work.
the room seems prety, empty, now hahaa. got rid of some stuff.
reorganized alot of other stuffs. packed them up properly.
as usual, corner to corner style. freed up alot of space in the room and cupboards.
next would be martin's area. here and there. just help him.
another 3 months time, gotta redo everythng again hahah.

guess what, miracle of the century. if he is 26 this year, it would be 9 years.
yes, nearly a decade since he left home. Melvin's back.
dad and mum went spoke to him yesterday morning.
last night, we had a full family dinner together @ Califonia Pizza Kitchen - Forum.
he brought his gf along, guess what, she's called shirley.
and she's one hell of a smart girl, pumped up with lotsa general knowledge.
she knows about photography, dogs, wushu ( melvin taught her ),
fencing ( attends fencing with melvin at the uni ),
muay thai, taekwondo, she's a teacher at Canberra sec,
has quite some knowledge on medical stuff,
needless to say she's no stranger to the education system.
and she knows everything girly, shopping and stuff like duh.
was at orchard road shopping with my manager,
bought DKNY's green apple for guys. she saw the box and she went oh the new one.
i was like yes its the new one hahah.
ok, melvin hasn't changed a single bit, his looks.
still as stern and hard looking as ever. just imagine a military drill instructor.
yeah, now put that guy in an air force uniform, without the wings. thats him.
ok, anyway, dunno when he'll be back again so guess thats that for now.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:31

Friday, September 07, 2007

gonna head down to orchard road tomorrow afternoon.
meeting kat there. heading to lucky plaza, get some stuff.
just do some shopping. finally finished my book today, at work haha.
so guess we would be heading to kinokuneiya as well, however that is spelled.
might wanna get a book. shall see.
dont wanna spend too much. its just the beginning of the month.
might need some money for my driving lessons too.
thats gonna be at least 80 bucks that i have to set aside.
yeah, guess thats about it.

okie, i am still on track. towards getting what i want.
the Canon Ixus 950 IS. i will be able to get it before the japan trip.
2 more months. the longer the better actually.
cause it means that the value of the cam would depreciate.
means i pay lesser if i wait longer hehe. even if its 20 dollars hahaha.
some of you might say, by then a new model would be in the market.
well, technology is one of those things one can never catch up with.

missed the X5 launch today. dad smsed me at around 7, when i as working.
asked whether i wanted to attend the launch at clark quay.
i replied i was working and stuff, then asked what time was it starting.
he said its ok, they were there already. i was like what the hell.
car launch car launch. man, its really nice to attend one of those functions.
the finger food and the ladies hahahah. not the car models.
they dont have those at such events. at least for the one i attended.
the ladies that are there, are either the wives of some guy there,
or just some regular customer of BMW.
main thing is, they dress so damn well. and they look so damn delicious.
oh, the guys dress well too, but they dont appeal to me, of cause.
just like such events. its nice. get to check out the car, the babes,
snack a little, and the drinks ahhah, wine. ah, nice.

alright, gonna game. play custom battles on Rome Total War.
shall play as the romans. an invading army. shall snap some pictures.
maybe post them. would be posting pictures of my manager in the chiller as well.
just got very bored and cranky at work today. so yeah hahah.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:26

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

recently, i visited the Caesar's Gun Gallery website.
saw the rapiers that they advertised online. including kenshin's reverse blade,
and sepheroth's masume. the one's that really got my attention though,
were the rapiers. dad used to have one. the army gave it to him.
some ceremonial rapier. over time, many years actually, it tarnished.
and also because they kept shifting house, the rapier's blade bent.
anyway, when i was young, in pri school. i was roughly in pri 3 or 4.
the sword was around my height hahaha. i took it out of the flower vase one day.
and i just stared at it in awe. though as i said, it was tarnished all over.
and the cloth around the handle, and the ribbons from it, were a little dusty.
i just went, wa. of cause, itchy fingers me, i took it out.
and the weight made me, wa, even more. it felt like power was there, in my hands.
that day, left a fascination for rapiers in me.
i was like, i wanna get one one day. wanna get it from the army so i dun have to pay.
and if i am not wrong. melvin has one too, also by the army.
of cause, its not like just any army boy can get one, i still haven't figured out how to.
anyway, yeah, saw so many on the website. one of them caught my eye.
yeah as you might have guess already, the design, its really simple.
it doesn't have any fancy engraving on the blade or some
fancy metal work for the guard. its just pure and simple.
think its gonna cost around 300 bucks. shall check it out when i am free one day.
maybe get it, it would be a nice display item. use a vertical stand for it.

alright, its been quite a few days. i think 3 or 4, since the piece of flesh,
connecting the shoulder to the neck, on my left,
started to stiffen and rise way above the one on my right.
its unsightly, its irritating, and its sometimes uncomfortable.
in short, crudely phrased. its an eye sore hahaha.
yesh, i dont really care about discomfort when compared to appearance.
if its any higher, people would be like, yee, look at him, he's a freak.
thats not what i call those who unfortunately,
have some deformed features that cannot be recorrected.
i was born with "spiderman / i love you" hands. both hands.
though mine was corrected in time, luckily. so if i call them a freak.
what am i? worst than them. pot calling the kettle black.
ok, hope the 6 pieces of tiger balm plaster i bought would be strong enough.
if not, it would be time to visit the pretty doc hahah.

167 today, had an unusual amount of people. it was like not packed at all.
almost everyone had 2 seats to themselves at all times hahahha.
i paid 1.10 again hahaha, from tanjong pagar to nee soon.
and i didn't get caught ! phew hahaha. saved quite a few cents.
look at it in dollars, it did be little. 0.50 dollars.
look at it in cents, it would be alot more. 50 cents hahaha.
ok, thats deceiving myself, but it makes my pocket feel better.

alright, i got so bored last night, i decided to google blog search "swo".
found a few entries in a few blogs. all are about the recent concert.
by the same group of people, guess they belong to 2 different cliques in that group.
didn't bother to search the about themselves section.
some of the blogs are rather, hahah, tough for an uncreative guy like me.
they got like teddy bear pictures instead of words.
so you click on the pictures to enter another section of the blog.
i got so fed up with one of them, i was clicking on every single square cm
of anything picture on that page. cause it dodnt bring me straight to the blog body.
it brought me to this intro page. and i wanted to read the entry.
but i could find the words like say "posts" or something like that.
so after a few clicks, i got pissed hahaha.
turned out to be this 4 little bears on the right.
most of them, if not all are girls. one of them, i guess, ain't a singaporean.
and about 3 or 4 of them were drooling over one of our t-bone players hahah.
very cheesy phrases they used. clearly, they idolised him hahaha.
but well, nothing wrong about that. at least they are fans of a good player.

ok, i was thinking about something on my way back home on monday.
i realised that, the yck people in wo, are have if not, are, disappearing from wo.
maybe they are on break or what other reasons there are.
but yeah, they are disappearing one by one. i just remember i thought of it.
was surfing friendster, when i saw shirley's account appear on the update thingy.
so i just visited her account, and i realised, oh yeah, i was thinking of that.
so i blogged out this paragraph. its just feels weird sometimes.
to have so few of your kind in another group with so many of another.
sometimes, it just feels weird and at times, it feels even sickening.
its like, what the hell, where's everyone else that was here.
some are still in, but its like they are not. cause they rarely come.
and there's something about me and my clarinet.
i have been playing that damn black wooden tube for quite a few years.
yet i am not good enough at it yet. basics are in a mess, big mess.
i wonder how the clarinet section in yck is doing now.
been a long time since i seen them.
didn't really have anyone to teach us when we were sec 1.
ddin't even have instruments that could work haha.
a few batches back, we got lucky, got new instruments and stuffs.
and another thing has been on my mind for many months.
i just dont really know what i want yet.
its either, i want out, or i stay and make it better then it is.
its a waste to drop out actually, after all that i have done.
really wanna continue it, make it better, maintain it.
yet at the same time, yes, i think i want out as well.
victory belongs to those who perservere.
i always told her, dun give up, keep going, it'll pay off.
yes, if you keep trying, hard enough, it'll pay off.
the question is, what am i doing this for? whats the reason not whats the pay out.
its right to say that the fire in me has partially died.
hmmm, i need to give it more thought. shall see what's their next step.
they are mainly mice, and there are some that are NATO.
seriously, i dunch know where is it heading to, my guess, nothing good.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:11

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