Notes N Wheels

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

ok, this is stupid, really stupid. Icon village informs us that we have to be open for business this sunday. that's like what the hell.
cause everyone knows CBD becomes something like a ghost town on sunday.
then, here comes the fun part, i am told i have to work on either sat on sunday.
so i reply that i already have plans for the week end.
i have already given the remaining time slots, which is the weekends, to other stuff.
guess whats the reply, choose between sat or sun, give kat the answer.
i was like what the fuck. i am fine with changing my schedule.
the thing is, the way the reply was phrased and the tone.
it was a demand. now that was what pissed me off.

oh well, just have to tahan a little longer. searching for a new job.
the moment i have a new one, i'll inform them that i'll be quiting.
of cause, my two good friends already know. we like see each other 4 times a week.
so yeah, inform them after i get a new job. dont wanna shoot myself in the foot.
quit without having another job ready for me.
we were just chatting the other day. and we realised something.
we spend more time at the outlet, than at home hahaha.
home is just a place for us to, sleep, bath, keep/wash our uniform.
cause mon to fri, we would surely be at the outlet hahah.
that is very true for them. and if sat and sun outlet's open, there they are as well.
so yeah, now, outlet = home, home = hotel.

ok, i am falling sick. not very good. lucky i wont be attending band this sunday.
if not i'll just die there la. everytime i cough,
it feels veyr uncomfortable just breathing in again. gonna sleep without the air con.
no more cold drinks for me. about two days back, when it came to me.
i thought for a while that my asthma had return. i actually was afraid.
like oh no please dont, not again, not another one.
cause i thought i felt the feelings that accompanied the wheezing sound.
gosh, i have a weak body. a sickly one.
not very good. lucky i dun have any heart problems.
else i would miss out lotsa fun. maybe experience some once only.
like hump and die halfway humping. yeeewww, disgrace to the clan.

oh, i found out that Cotswold is actually a place in England.
its what the english call a barough, something like that.
their equvilant of what the americans call a precinct.
and some where on the way home, near Novena, 167 route.
i saw a condo with the name, Gloucester.
Gloucestershire's mentioned a few times in Cotswold Symphony.
and talking about 167. ok, first time this happened to me, damn stupid.
monday night, i didn't sleep at all. like only 1hr plus.
so after work on tue i was almost dead. took 167 from Tanjong Pagar.
fell asleep, woke up at around Far East Plaza, went back to sleep.
woke up again at near Thomson 800 / Far East Flora.
decided quickly that i was still far from home. fell asleep.
woke up the 3rd time. i was at sembawang bus interchange.
first thoughts that came to my mind, in their order.
" eh, where am i, looks familar. "
" oooo, everyone's leaving the bus. "
" shit, sembawang, what the fuck. where's my wallet "
" i feel like an idiot having to take the bus back "
and yeah, i forced myself to remain awake the whole journey back.
it isn't a very long journey back, so yeah.
shall head to the CC to practice a bit tomorrow. wanna do my clarinet bible.
wanna return to YCK as well. its been quite a while.
shall find a day. man, i am so not tired. shall game soon.
to breathe, is to feel like shit.

i miss being in a relationship

the physical and emotional pleasures.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:34

Friday, August 24, 2007

okie, been a while since i blogged. about 5 / 6 days.

hmmm, the first picture. that's my manager, lini.

the second picture, all the specs i have ever had hahah, literally.

the pair in the back ground, thats my first pair of specs. brandless.

that was in sec 2 or 3. the center pair, thats my 2nd pair. Cour Carre.

its about 2 years old if i am not wrong. and the pair in the fore ground.

thats less than 24 hrs old hahaha. Nike.

i kept the first as a back up pair when i bought the 2nd pair.

hmmm. shall toggle between the Nike and CC pair haaha.

hmmm, at the end of sec 3 or 4, during one church class lesson.

our cathechist and us were sort of like looking back.

she took us for 4 years. so yeah, just looked back when we first started off in sec 1.

for me it was. i opened up alot, but the smile on my face disappeared.

i used to carry this smile on my face all the time until around sec 2 or 3.

i cant remember when did it fade away but it eventually did.

so yeah, even though i didn't intend to smile. i always wore a slight smile.

was just thinking of it in the bus. cause i realised that i was frowning.

i was just in the bus, thinking about some stuff, i cant remember what,

looking out at whatever the bus drve pass.

and then, it dawned on me. i was frowning.

i realised that my eye brows were drawn towards each other,

towards the center pointing downwards.

it was then, that memories of that particular event in history, returned to me.

and there and then in the bus i was thinking to myself.

how did i lose that smile. i have changed.

but in what ways have i changed, that costed me that smile?

and again, recently, after purchasing Sims 2, and missing work for a day.

yeah, i played Sims 2 the whole day i wasn't at work.

it was then that i realised that i didn't really had a chance to relax.

as in slack, sit back and just slack. relax and enjoy myself, give myself a break.

i have been working, and working, running here and there, doing this and that.

if it wasn't work, it was her, if not it was band. the three main things in my life.

net work of friends, my gosh, its just falling apart seriously.

its like a garden, don't take care of it, weeds will over run it.

anyway, so yeah. i played Sims the whole day, it was monday, 19th.

went out for dinner with my family. helped sis choose a pair of specs.

chose my own pair of specs, nearly had KFC drum sticks.

returned home, slack even more. slept and, waffle day the next day.

i did had a chance to unwind recently. it was 7 days ago. headed to st james.

went there with some colleagues, celebrated one of our manager's birthday.

it was fun, i enjoyed myself, my pocket though didn't really enjoy it the least bit.

hahaha, well, everything comes with a price.

its marcus' birthday tomorrow. dad just told me there's dinner tomorrow.

i am supposed to work 11 to 16hrs at icon. 17 to 23hrs at sun plaza.

luckily my pal managed to help get a replacement for me.

nowadays, i am wondering. why the hell am i slogging so hard.

i should be working and enjoying a day or 2 of the week with my friends.

alright shall end here. pretty tired, eyes feeling tired.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:19

Saturday, August 18, 2007

well. its pretty late already. like 142.
somehow i am tired but i don't wanna get to sleep.
its gonna be work again tomorrow. afternoon to night.
gosh. sometimes it feels good thinking of her, other times, its horrible.
i need to be with my pals. find some of them. meet up or something.
met one of them earlier on. had a fun enough time.
it was good. felt good. after driving after work. just went to chill out.
been killing myself with work. worked myself so i wouldn't have the chance to think.
its proven effective. and i am earning. which is good too.

gonna try and get the job at giordano.
they are hiring, paying 6 an hour. needa work on both weekends though.
see if i can snake my way around. maybe hold two jobs for a while.
then, i would be working like 7 days a week. making full use of my time.
that would be great actually. if i do get the job, i'll leave gelare after 3 weeks ?
but if i cant like get long working hours at giordano.
hell, i'll just juggle between the two.
something in me is telling me, mitchell, you need a break.
another part of me is saying, mitchell push your limits.
for most part of it, i am thinking of pushing myself further.
find my breaking point. not only that. by pushing myself further.
i not only earn more money, i get to be distracted from thinking of her.
and i like to work hahaha. though doing the same thing bores me to death.
friend says i am crazy to hold two jobs and stuff.
yeah, working 7 days a week would also no mean no time for other things.
like no time to catch up with friends. no time for band.
no time for wooing girls ( which is the best part of the deal ).
no time for anything seriously. its just wake up, head to work,
work, return home, sleep. and the whole thing repeats itself all over again.
maybe once in a while, on some days. it would be like.
wake up, work, driving/recreational activities, head home, sleep.
and the usual routine the next day.

oh well. if you ask me, i have not really found what i wanna do now ?
as in, something worth doing ? therefore i am working myself mad.
just keeping myself occupied. not wasting my time.
and gosh i forgot to water my plant earlier on, its not too late still.

i loved her, and i still do

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:42

Thursday, August 16, 2007

ok, so, after work, was waiting at the sembawang bus interchange.
waiting for 167. and i started thinking of her. and i realised how much i missed her.
how much she meant to me. true. i didn't love her as much as denise.
but than again, i loved her quite a bit.
and throughout this time. i thought that, oh its over, no big deal anymore.
but i was wrong. true is, the me in me, minds.
well, i cant explain it. it brought me into a depressed mood.

then, music and it's effects. mahler symphony 1, 4th mvt came to mind.
it just played in my head. the part where the flute would play.
repeat the same short tune quicker and quicker 3 or 4 times.
then it would end off with the oboe holding a note than
going down to a lower note to end. at that moment, the clarinet, bird call,
would sound. and blah blah blah.
yeah it might be a different meaning from what i thought.
but it was to me, like a voice, speaking words of comfort.
warm, caring and stuff like that. and as it went further.
the song becoming more lively. it was like, hey, there's always a brighter future.
be optimistic. that kinda feeling.
in the bus though. a different type of music played.
i was still thinking of her. the music were, surprisingly, church hymns and the like.
songs like, as the deer, blah blah blah. just songs that are sung in church.
and i found myself fighting myself inside. fighting the softer me inside.
fighting my emotions. fighting back tears.
managed to stray away by just humming those tunes.
after a while, when i sort of "relaxed".
i decided i wanna head down to the Novena church.
that place has quite some memories for me.

used to head there with aunt and her family for sunday mass and stuff.
remembered there was once, was really young,
they have this midnight mass for some kinda event annually.
so we had a bad spot, there wasn't any fan there.
so i spent quite a large part of the entire mass using the book to fan aunt.
kept switching hands so that i could keep going.
and i didn't understand what the hell was going on anyway.
so i occupied myself with keeping her cool.
then there was this indian couple. the guy saw me doing that.
point my actions out to the lady and they were smiling while looking.
when i saw them looking at me, i just hid behind my aunt cause i was shy.
and there was the church wardens. this fierce looking uncle.
it was also a late night event. so when receiving blessings or holy communion.
we were supposed to say something.
cant remember exactly what we said when he caught me and shawn playing.
think we gave a crap answer. "amen". he was like : " what Amen ?!?"
its ++++++++++++++ ..... something like that.
from then on we were always on the look out for him.
and when he directed cars out of the parking area.
we would hide at the leg rest area to avoid him spotting us.
all the funny funny stupid things.

so yeah. think i shall head there soon.
i seriously do not know when. but i will when i have the time.

thinking of getting the job at giordano, since they are hiring.
pays 50 cents more per hr, as compared to my current pay.
i dun mind holding two jobs. plan to save around 2k before entering NS.
if possible, another 2K while i am in. efforts to cut cost have already proven effective.
so yeah, just needa keep up the effort.
well shall end here. i am dead tired...

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:56

Saturday, August 11, 2007

its over. after a mere 75 days.
a good 75 days actually. been pretty happy, the both of us.
strangely i dont feel the pang. i felt something else.
something like disappointment. but it didn't affect me much at all.
maybe because i decided at the start i wouldn't put in that much.
but yeah, i was kinda prepared too. since the start.
maybe that was why the impact wasn't that great too.
hmmm. why you must be thinking. sometimes, though the feelings are there.
time just doesn't agree at that moment. timing plays a big part.
sometimes, to not have what you want at that instant, is a good thing.
because time is always an important factor in everything.
and right now, we are just not ready for anything big as well.
so yeah. this is the result if we rush into things.

hmmm, went out with family for dinner earlier on.
decided i wanted to get a new pair of pants. 3/4s or something.
so i could dress casually, like to meet up with my friends for a short while.
or if i am just heading to AMK Hub. dont wanna have to wear my jeans there.
in the end, i decided to get another pair of jeans.
jeans are more ex, parents are paying, might as well get it.
i could get the casual pants when i get my pay.
would be alot cheaper. so, another brand tag to add to my collection. Levi's.
oh and i bought two giordano polo tees. surprise surprise.
guess i probably got used to wearing them due to work.
and i am quite ok with them now, as long as the material's nice.

guess what, the 3rd piercing up there was wrong again.
so now i have nothing on my ears. and i actually look good.
as in, look good the way i am. just me. simple mitchell li.
deciding whether i should return for to finish the job.
or whether i should just leave my ear hardware free.
it better anyway, to leave it hardware free, looks more decent.

i feel like playing

just back to the old me

hahahaha

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:45

Thursday, August 09, 2007

work today was siong. its been quite a while since i worked like that.
so i was at sun plaza today. hell, sales was mad.
it was 2800 plus by the end of the day, can you imagine.
2nd day they are opened, and one entire tub of chocolate overload's gone.
wild strawberry, vanilla bean and another is more than half gone.
the others are like, 70% full. quite alot of ice cream gone.
so ok, was working like mad, taught a new comer how to do the ice cream creations.
banana split, cookie craze, berry cherry sundae, caramel banana sundae.
did a rough count, we used more than 35 bananas.
and the only dishes that has bananas, that were ordered today were,
the caramel banana sundae and the caramel banana waffle. madness.
thats like 70% of those bananas cut by me.

so i thought yeah, works over, now i can head home, have dinner, sleep.
too tired to do chin ups or push ups.
in the end, reached home, learnt that they didn't buy back food for me cause
they cooked at home. so i only had some rice, 3 saugauges and soup.
ok nvm, decided to skip the soup cause i dont think it would be nice.
mum must have made it, cause she so eagerly pushed the soup,
which because i guessed she made it, i so eagerly rejected it.
placed my bag at the chair, wanted to rest a while, get a drink.
really tired k, as in sweaty and all.
than i told dad to help me packet foof tomorrow. 2 servings.
one for friday night dinner and the other for sat lunch @ work.
then he said, you know mitchell, if you really wanna save money,
you should stop taking cab to work.
i was like what the fuck? just because you saw me by the road side today,
doesn't mean i was waiting for the cab. i was waiting to jay walk.
its like, just because you see a motorcycle speeding,
it means he is showing off or racing.
the fellow could be rushing to the hospital cause someone is dying.
so i was like, wa lao, i never cab to workat all loh.
i am even cheating the transport system just to save a few cents.
so why would i want to cab?
( i pay like 1.10 in coins, for a bus ride from tanjong pagar to nee soon hehe )
opened the microwave, saw the 3 hot dogs in the alumnium thing.
that must have been mum, only she trys to heat things in the
microwave with aluminium whatever.
opened the fridge to racky, i was like, what the fuck la.
sian already, here no food, there no food,
ate one plate of char siew rice the whole day, plus a cone of rum & rasin.
come home kanna this kinda shit. so tired some more, really sian to the core.
closed the fridge doors, went back up to my room.
heard dad in the back ground kee kee knor knor.
than heard the fucking bitch that brought me into this world instigating.
shit, i really should do something to her one day.
when she trys to slap me i will just punch her hard somewhere.

and great, just when i am about to ring heike.
her friend decides to call and say she broke up with her BF.
so friends being friends. she decides to speak to her instead.
there's nothing bad about that. its just that.
i might not get to speak to her tonight. so sian.
really so fucking sian. see la. stomach's growling already.
and i am falling sick. can feel that sticky, greasing feeling at the back of my mouth.
i hope i dont fall too sick. a fever is still fine.
if i am down, means i cant work, means no money earned that day.
changing my drinks to plain water already.
think i am too heaty.
shall see what cooling stuff there is at the herbal tea store tomorrow.

oh yeah, Fikri's one lucky boy.
see, my friend was at the counter today. and i saw him.
so i said hi and stuff. so she knew that he was my friend.
so when she passed his order to me, she was like, eh i didn't charge your friend.
i was like, okae. and he got an extra scoop of ice cream hahah.
take note though, i am not always able to do that.
so dont try your luck. hehe

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:13

ok, so today and yesterday was pretty, at work i mean.
yesterday being waffle day, had like so few customers, thats really weird.
today, not that weird, very few people, lotsa peaches though.
so yeah, not that weird hahaha. but overall it's weird.
Sun Plaza Gelare tomorrow. joan wants me earlier by an hour, making it 11am.
so it would be 11am to 10pm. heard the sitting capacity's 80.
thats like 3 to 4 times more than the outlet i am in.
and heard it was pretty mad today. all their stocks for the pasta have been used up.
first day of opening. stock should last them around 4 days actually.
its madness. not sure how would i fare tomorrow since i have been slacking.
and darling's really fast. kat found her scary.
cause she's even faster than her hahah. hehe happy for her :)

ok, so i removed my stud today, decided to get a new one after work.
headed down to AMK Hub with kat. decided to get a repierce then head for desert.
pierced my ear at J8 on monday with tian ze.
so yeah, thought that it would be different if i got it at AMK Hub.
so i happily walked to the shop. entered. guess what.
why that fat lady so familiar. shit, it was the same lady from J8.
fcuk it, just got it done. not exactly what i want still, but alot better.
plus its a little swollen, so it might look different when everything's alright.
so after that, kat and i was laughing at my luck.
and she was like, not pain meh? cause it's up there.
people say it hurts when its at the bone, its soft bone actually.
from the side onwards. heike was like, i nearly cried.
to me it was like nothing, both times. honestly speaking.
piercing my earlope was worst for me, a tiny winy bit more uncomfortable.
my first time, it felt like someone had just smeared my ear lope with chilli padi.
i remembered fanning it with my hand. it was all red, the ear.
hahah, memories. still remember it was with denise hahah.
and she didn't stop me cause she knew it was impossible to hahah.
had already decided unknowingly, that i wanted one, though i asked her.
anyway yeah. heike's comment on the first piercing was that, ya it looks weird huh.
and shit, my earlope's hole has closed. it closes in a few hours anyway.
something funny just happened. while applying the solution to the piercing.
the word "sex" just came to me. and i started thinking hmmm.
sex, when did i last do it. wow. shit, thinking of it again. hmmm.
ok, thats just the mind of a guy, from time to time. sorry under 16s.

i was thinking of something while on my way to work today.
while i was heading up the escalator in the mrt station.
why do people always pronouce the word "just", as "jazz"?
cause you dont pronouce "gust" as "guess" right.
and you dont pronouce "justin" as "jazztin". so yeah.
realised it when i read my sms mentally before sending it out.
hmmm, shall observe when i have conversations with people.
try to spot how many actually pronouce it the right way,
and how may, the wrong way.

okie, i got dad's entire collection of cars already hahaha.
took the previous 3 series, the current 5 series, the 6 series,
and the older model of the current 7 series design. in addition to my Z4.
i like the F1 models, but its just too expensive. and i like the GT versions too.
but yeah, again, its too expensive.
ok i shall end here. man i miss her. working with her was great.
parting was arghhhhh, can we like extend her hours here for today ? hahah

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:02

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

so, i was drinking some water, waiting till it was time to leave house this morning.
and i was looking out at the back yard. looking at the fence and all.
thinking of how should i go about doing what ever i wanted.
than i saw that dead tree, just the stem sticking out from the ground.
about 1 meter plus tall, no branches, no leaves, dead.
than i saw the pot of i think petunia hanging from the glass panel supports.
than an idea came to me. i would make a sort of bowl from the wire mesh.
cut lines into the stem, fasten the wire bowl to the stem with fasteners.
the lines would make sure the fasteners would
"dig in" so the bowl wouldn't slip down.
i was thinking though, the soil would fall out over time, bit by bit.
than at work, i saw the new noodle what ever la.
the one that the mee pok man uses to cook his lingunie in the hot water.
yeah, so i decided that was the shape, just nice.
and i saw the sifts, and i decided i would get something like that to hold the soil in.
that would still let water drain out. so yeah.
instead of using metal, like the sift. i would replace it with net.
just buy a large fish net, for catching fishes in a tank.
cut it off, attach it to the inside of the bowl. secure it firmly to the sides.
dump the soil and what ever other stuff inside.
there, wa la. at least the stem could be used for something.
maybe when i have some cash to spare, get some beautiful flowering plants.
plant them in the back yard. it really is just green, save the white-grey rocks.
i figured that the drainage in the area is pretty poor,
thats why the flowering plants keep dying.
plants like the fir tree, bamboo tree, guava tree, blah blah.
all are thriving, growing pretty well, mostly trees hahah.
the neighbours, especially the older ones, have funny fruit trees.
and when it floods due to a heavy rain,
it takes a while to drain off even after the rain has stopped.
must think of a way. maybe dont plant the entire pot in the ground?
i mean, the the potted plant after removing it from the pot la.
maybe the roots wont like rot or drown if some of it is above ground hahah.
like just a small little hill for every plant, elevate it above ground level.
i really am not good with plants, needed do some research.
ask ah ma or something. than maybe get some chilli seeds from her.
so far, of the uncountable amount of times i got chilli seeds from her.
only once of twice did they grow to short little plants. like a few cm tall.
and they die after that hahahaha.
even shorter than the tao gay we grew in kindergarden.
hmmm...maybe its because the land isn't fertile too.
thats only like, wild grass, mimosa, morning glory, some other plants ?
shall try something, throw some of yogi's shit near one of the plants.
a little would do. cause their shit is so fertile, so strong.
that when its on the grass for too long, the patch of grass under it dies, literally.
anyway, did u know? dry shit doesn't stink. it stinks when its wet.
oh! i wanna try and find for the pitcher plant or the venus fly trap heehee.

hmmm, they are horrible la.
thinking of throwing the toad into this neighbour's house.
which i totally approve, cause they are so nosy. keep gossiping and stuff.
now BMW drivers are rude drivers already, in the area.
cause our BMW's engines are very loud when they start up.
its so loud, that when dad cruises too fast pass the houses,
their motion sensor alarms actually go off.
must be some physics particle thing,
the way sound travels, particles boucing into each other.
cause when you walk pass their gate, it doesn't go off.
plus which idiot adjusts the sensor to detect what moves outside of his compund.
so yeah, and that stupid, we call him RSM, Regimental Sergent Major,
and his wife, keeps gossiping whenever they go for their walks.
so yeah, irritating, really irritating. once threw a frog over myself heehee.
caught it, and threw, then heard the satisfying "plop" sound.
marcus was saying we should throw it side ways for fun.
meaning it would land on one of our side ways neighbour's porch.
maybe die on impact on a windscreen.
so the driver would get a shock when he's gonna drive off.
but frogs and toads have legs like springs, so they dont die from a height that easily.
i wanna catch a snake, keep it in a glass jar or tank for observation.
maybe an hour or two. kill it when i am done with it.
cant let it loose in the jungle, too risky. there are kids riding bicycles there.
other houses along the line, with children.
not to mention, maids wearing slippers, walking through the grass with dogs in tow.
dogs do their business there, just know where to walk,
so you wont get the shit hahahah. oh, the grass cutters came yesterday.
and like 70% of the morning glory were gone.
like they just either cut through it, all gathered what they could,
as usual, and threw them deep in the forest. i was like nonono.
this is stupid la, crying over morning glory hahaha.
its now mourning glory.

working with her tomorrow !! like its a miracle, cause joan doesn't do that at all.
3hrs only though, sad sad. gonna give up my waffle station, doing gourmet.
cause she loves waffle station, sigh, what to do.
and guess what, there's another complaint against kat, today.
she does gourmet. guess whats the complain about.
this fat bimbo came in. she came in last week.
so she ordered seafood tomato pasta again. and there's a change in equipment.
so we no longer use the pre-packed cases for the sauce.
we scoop it out manually from the new equipment.
but kat did as stated in the SOP. anyway, customer's complaint?
my pasta doesn't look the same as last week's.
and when kat offered a change and stuff like that, she said her attitude was bad.
so complain loh. see, that's what serving kings and queens is like.
it totally sucks. and it wasn't as though she was pretty or anything to act bitchy.
she was like the female version of the michiline man.
cant spell it, the car tire, this white man logo thingy.
ya, she was flabby all over.
she said it was her last week here so its ok, didnt have to replace it.
i was like, thats great la, last week. our seating capacity, 28 pax.
with her it becomes 27 pax. sad case.
let me see, which other queen did we serve today.
oh yesh, i remember, group of 3, out of which, 2 were peaches/beaches.
however you wanna spell it k hahaha.
yeah, christian some more, cant stand it when its like that.
act holy, either saying grace, or wearing the the cross so openly.
but the moment the open their mouth to speak, christ,
they are the children of lucifer in disguise.
really bitchy, and i was jumping mad. really jumping mad inside.
just to deliver two waffles, which by right takes one trip there and back.
instead i made 3 trips there and back. and the same thing for her main course.
and when she said grace, the old peach, she looked up with shut eyelids.
like the heavenly father was in the light bulb about the table ahha.
i think she must have seen the light.
i dont mind making a dozen trips for a customer that speaks politely, sincerely.
i would mind, making the effort to even properly serve a hypocrite.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:17

ok, just pierced the upper ridge of my ear, forgot what they call that area.
anyway, its at the wrong part, or at least, i think it is.
so yeah, gonna get another one done, not gonna remove this one just yet.
i cant anyway, not now, unless i want an infection or something.
and i may just be able to do an orbit if both holes are just nice.
maybe not an orbit, just a curved barbell.
was very very irritated actually. the lady couldn't understand what i wanted.
hell anyway, i know roughly where to pierce the next one.
but its quite risky i think, to have the back of the stud
sticking out of corner ridge of the ear.
maybe i would have 5 of it along the ridge, look like a metal braces for ears hahah.
no la, just kidding, thats costly. not to mention, kinda stupid.
oh, the ring's gone from the ear. letting the hole close up.
girl friend's got one new one too, nearly a week back. on her ridge.
due to veins though, she cant have hers where she wants it.
but its neat and she's still pretty.

hmmm, was just thinking, why do i need a gf now anyway.
i mean its like, at this age, life aint really settled yet.
yeah we know roughly what path we are on.
but most of us have really yet to settle on that path.
we almost cant say, this for sure, is the path i am taking.
nothing is stable for any of us at this age.
i mean most of us dont even hold a stable job.
yeah, so getting a gf now, because we work out now,
doesn't mean it would last when things start to change.
worst still, if things change in the future, and remain that way.
and that change rocks up the relationship than hey, big problem.
so yeah, i guess my next relationship, would be after i have decided
that my life has more or less been laid out and more or less settled.
of cause, not that i would dump heike now or anything la.
i would still do what it takes to try and make this one work out.

ok, so tonight was a toad catching one. dad caught 4 in one night.
me and elder bro helped search and flush them out from the plants.
3 of us were just working together for the last 2.
went to the coffee chop for a chat over some drinks after that.
and wa la, here i am blogging. hmmm. gonna bring the cable to work tomorrow.
connect the Ipod to the sound system. and we would have fun music.
3 of us are the kind of like, fun loving ? so yeah. ahhaha.
its time to have some fresh new music over the speakers.
and there's a pimple on the left side of my nose, and its uncomfortable.
and a new one forming on the tip. must be that nose rub with her haha.
no la just kidding. and let me see.

hmmm. the fence yeah. not that good.
gonna modify it, cause it blocks off our view at night.
you cant look out into the forest when we switch on the 30W lamp.
the top part of the mesh reflects back some light, so yeah, cant see anything.
gonna trim off about 1.5 to 2 feet ? that would still leave ample protection.
oh yeah, since we have got wire mesh already. think i am gonna try something.
see, the forest is loaded with morning glory. and its a pretty side in the morning.
thing is, its pretty scattered so yeah, its just small purple dots her and there.
what i plan to do is, coil up the wire mesh into a tube,
end to end, not a very wide diameter. say about 1 ft tall? tie the ends to make it stay.
stick it to the ground with a stick or something, that part's easy.
than get the morning glory, coil it round the mesh.
make a few of it, maybe triangular instead of circular. shall see.
so yeah, put it at different parts of "our" back yard hahah.
maybe just throw some around the edge of the plot to make it look natural.
and in the morning when you are sipping a hot drink,
at least there's some pretty flowers to look at.
gonna see if i can get the hanging plants to grow in another pot.
grow more of it, then we would have pink flowers as well.
gotta find other kinds of colored flowers. have a myriad of colors haha.
yup that would be even better, the garder of Eden.
shall start with the wild flowering plants, they are damn hardy.
sat morning, if i am not going to ssw, shall spend the day doing that.
help dad decorate the garden a bit. he feels like he's the only one doing everything.
which is damn true. and damn sad.
and shit, i feel bad when i saw his fingers bleed.
shall fix the wires of that last fence properly if he hasn't done it yet.
that one was done up with fasteners cause we were rushing. dinner.
i think he burst the blisters, cut away the skin, cause they are now holes.
really big holes. all that twisting of the metal with the pliers. yeah.
so yeah, its my turn now.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:38

Sunday, August 05, 2007

alright today was well pretty not like normal hahah.
helped dad set up the wire mesh against the current fence.
its like those they use for BBQ? only the holes are smaller, and its stainless steel.
managed to get it cheaper from one of his friends in the steel industry.
anyway yeah, used steel wires, tied it to the fence here and there.
dad ended up with blisters on his palms cause you needed twist the wire to tighten it.
and lotsa deep cuts because after twisting the wires,
the wires just stick out like sewing needles. and you have to bend it in.
so ya, bled quite a bit from multiple cuts.
anyway, this new wire mesh add on would prevent snakes from entering.
they dont come from the drains,
and the drains for the different houses are not connected at the back of sides.
its only under the main road that its connected together.
so yeah, its pretty impossible for snakes to come from there,
there's a vertical drop from the house drains to the one under the road.
though snakes can climb a little...
and then, there was the storm after that. had to release some tension.
had to find the governess. some storms are so bad, they leave a mess in their wake.
so yeah, its just clean up time. 2hrs. its pretty worth it.
just so we could hang on longer to try and iron things.
yeah, pretty good trade off. is this though, just the beginning of the end.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:42

Thursday, August 02, 2007

check this out, lotus exige VS apache.

okie, so yeah batt was running low just now.
decided to return to my room, plug it in.
exercised a little while waiting for it to charge up a little.
gonna game a little before i sleep. a match of tiberium wars.
damn it, i just cant win the NOD and the Scrin.
i like using the GDI, very direct race to use, brute force.
Scrin too, later part of the game. thats why i always lose hahah.
always get trashed by the Scrin. so happens, that we always take out the NOD first.
no matter how much i throw at the scrin, they seem to recover pretty quickly.
well, heck, i believe i can trash them. a few Ion cannons.
still some NOD stuff, use their Nukes. should blast them back to hell.

oh yeah, she dropped by today, pleasant surprise.
really really made my day, just to see her face.
she was there for a reason of cause, dropping by was an on the way thing.
but heck la. at least she dropped by. hmmm, may be meeting on sat.
dunno whether i wanna meet though. got a few things to settle.
mostly my driving stuff. really got to push it, the damn theory test.
been studying the blue book at work hahah. just browse through.
a few times, rest, browse a few times rest.
read it like a story book, more of it is in my head already.
driving on wed night in AMK at 6pm was funny.
driving on the road in AMK at 7 near 8 was wow, packed.
especially near AMK HUB. the instructor just joined SSDC.
so yeah, he isn't that familiar with the route. so we were travelling.
on the road in front of AMK hub, 169 route, towards Serangoon.
so he was like, keep in the center lane, i was like huh?
i dont think we can go further up. he was like, is it? i dunno leh, i thought can?
where does it lead to? i replied, it would bring us to serangoon.
than he was like, oh, ok, turn into the filter lane.
i was like, huh? can meh, we are in the center lane leh.
he was like, no choice mah.
signalled, did the checks very quickly,
found a gap between a bike and a car on the 3rd lane.
squeezed my way in after the bike went pass heehee.
turned the wheel, straighten it slightly and we were in the filter lane.
that was how close we were. "L" plate has its advantages.
other cars prefer to steer clear. and i got sabo-ed again.
the car i was in, it was pretty tough to engage the first gear at times.
my first lesson, it was the reverse gear. hahah.
got paranoid after the car died for the second time out of circuit.
found myself checking the gear every time we stopped.
oh, E-brake, it was revision lesson you see.
so we did E-brake at a super long secluded stretch of road near the driving center.
he said, ok e brake time, just drive, and brake when i tap.
so i was going and going, 30 than 40. and he was like, faster la.
i was huh? faster? .. first time i heard that from an instructor.
usually it was slower.. heehee, just whack loh, not my car.
did 60 to 70. than e brake. felt good man.
oh yeah, the car didnt have much life and response in it.
and you could actually tell when you hit 60 without looking at the speedometer.
why? the back half of the car would start vibrating, the frame.
so you would hear the plastic squeaking a bit, everything shaking.
thats when i knew, oh 60.
after 40 though, even when i depressed the accelerator to the max.
the car was like a turtle, slowly slowly climbing.
up the slope it was even better, stuck at gear 3.
3 to 4k rpm, and i was crawling at times. its the super old model la.
but its ok, earn the praises of the instructor.
its great to hear such stuff, a form of encouragement to do even better i guess.
he asked what car would i get, i was like, see what my dad gets.
but i would want a fun car. he was like, thought so, from the way you drive.
you are a good driver, just need to watch your speed.
i was like usual, just laughed it off, okie i will, till after i get my license hahahah.
ok enough about driving. should video record one of my lessons in the future.

hmmmm...hmmmm...bored bored...
think i sahll turn in by 1...
i love trying new things...therefore, the next time a snake comes up...
i shall try getting it with my hands, and something else to help of cause...
then picture picture hahahah...one almost cant die due to a snake bite in SG already

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:51