Notes N Wheels

Thursday, November 30, 2006

check this designs out ..
i love this kinda patterns and colors ..

for you to onder what instruments are these ..

the band which i grew up in, my mother band ..
my younger brothers and sisters in action ..

went back to YCK today, back to the band ..
many things have changed ..
their standard is one of the many things ..
they still have room for much improvement though ..
so for those members reading this, dont feel to proud of
what your have achieved so far, read till the end ..
there's something for your to learn as long as you are part of the band ..
however, among those that hasn't, is the sense of belonging ..
the homely feeling when i stepped into the band room ..
its like wandering aboard for a long time and finally returning
home to my family, that kinda feeling ..
today an elder, senior, friend taught me and a few others
some important lessons for life ..
at the cost of that very person's feelings, i saw and realise
its potential and its destructive powers ..
its can make or break ..
for that family member to me and others ..
please do not continue to feel upset ..
i am not very good at consoling others so i can only say these few words ..
and sorry for what was done ..
hmmm, received news from a friend of mine that
her band is being torn apart by politics ..
guess my prediction would come true ..
our other friend from that band would know what it is ..
shall wait till after 2007 SYF hahaha ..
amazing right ? how politics can tear up anyway family of any form ..
wonder what are their alumni doing ..
not helping but creating problems, and the rest just stand by and watch ..
bravo bravo they must be thinking,
this must have been the best opera they have ever watched,
first class seating as well, what more could they ask for ..
next, to watch the ending movement, finale ..
the collaspe of a family, tragedy ..
each one hunting down the other till there is none left to argue with ..
and only then would they realise that there is nothing left to claim ..
the family is no more, the power it once has, goes with it ..
hahaha, nice nice, i would pay a milion to watch it first hand ..
hope those reading can use this as a lesson ..
as was said,
pride comes before a fall ..
great cities are conquered from within not without,
they are the cause of their own destruction ..
SYF 2007 would be approaching soon ..
hope YCKSB would get Gold with Honours ..
a chance to proof themselves worthy of the 2003 Gold again ..
jia you brothers, will be back to visit your whenever i can ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:56

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

its dying out unwillingly ..
sometimes certain things in life we got to learn to let go ..
sometimes it hurts, emotionally ..
and sometimes it hurts so much, it can be felt physically ..
a part of me aching ..
as Zisky said, its not that u cant let go but its u that doesn't wanna let go ..
guess it true every word he said, cause i had no way of countering ..
the spirit would exhaust itself one day, just a matter of when ..
haiz, wished i never knew you ..
wish u were just some stranger i did walk pass as what
happens with so many opthers in my daily life ..
wish i still had that carefree attitude with girls ..
wish i could still play around without sparing a thought
for the feelings of those girls ..
with time, water erodes stones ..
with time, man change too ..
with time, i hope you disappear ..
it was a fantasy never was a reality ..
those times were just illusions dancing before my eyes ..
illusions that shrouded my view from reality ..
so real so fake ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 12:17

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

arrrgghhh, the stud wont go back into the new piercing ..
hope it doesn't close so soon ..
if it does than i'll just pierce somewhere else again ..
maybe along the helix ?
heard its more painful hahah, or maybe i would just leave it ..
shall try to push it back in again, bled a little just now ..
now my ear lope is a little swollen, sians ..
gonna meet Zisky to study next friday ..
he says cheryl would be teaching us maths if we need her help ..
dunno who is cheryl la, his ACJC friend ..
as long as we can get the answers we need can le ..
next week would be our maths and MCA lab test ..
tomorrow would be the electrical machines lab test ..
sians so many test coming le hahaha, think MCA is a gone case ..
finally attended my first lecture for Quality Assurance ..
attended this week de, which is week 7 ..
lectuer was a little siao la, she said, u again, finally i see u in my lecture ..
i just smiled at her, what u want me to say right ..
anyway learnt some stuff that day, good start :X
hmmm, mum said i had a letter when i was at the kitchen earlier on ..
my heart skipped a bit upon hearing that, cause my dad was around ..
i thought, oh shit, must be another warning letter ..
turned out to be some army stuffs, shortened my life la ..
hmmm, finally got my pocket money ..
deciding whether i should get the mrt concession or the bus concession ..
can travel to sch by bus, but that means the journey would be longer,
plus i would have to walk quite some distance ..
good thing about getting the bus concession would also be because
i frequently have to travel by bus ..
no matter where i wanna go, i would have to get a bus ride out of my area ..
169 to yishun mrt and than to the rest of the world ..
sat and sun would be 169 to the CC ..
dunno how la, still have not really decided ..
argh, part of the house just blacked out for the 2nd time ..
irritating, the aircon goes on and off, so do the lights ..
accompanied jessica to get her new phone ..
she wanted to buy the K800i, so searched all over for the brown one ..
sold her N70, bought that K800i ..
she had her lunch at mac, helped her finish her fries ..
she has got beautiful right ear piercings la ..
currently only wearing 2 out of 4 on her right ear ..
very matching for her face, somehow she just looks good with it ..
guess its the baby face and those big eyes of hers hahah ..
shall post a pic of her ear next time, if i can get one ..
and she became my da jie today haha ..
great to have a da jie like her, can learn stuff from her ..
always advicing me on problems i have ..
very caring de da jie, ask me attend class and stuff ..
k la, in class she would be doing MCA lab and i would be day dreaming ..
tomorrow would be wed, meaning there would also be YCK alumni ..
can practice Algemix tomorrow, cant find the score at home ..
i think i misplaced that metal box of scores when i shifted house ..
shall search for it on thursday ..
hmmm, karen is asking me out this friday, should i go ?
watch movie very ex, 9.50, can get a nice ear ring/stud loh ..
plus it would be very awkward, rather go out with my guy friends ..
or my gay friend rather than go out with a girl ..
if she is my gf than i dun mind ..
maybe ask samson to follow me hahaha ..
see how does things go ..
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oh yeah, i just managed to push the piercing through ..
think the back hole was starting to close a bit ..
left it open for about 2 to 3 hours and its pretty new ..
anyway, felt the skin sort of tear a bit, got that sharp high feeling ..
the bigger diameter went through le, yeah !!
after both have healed completely, or maybe give 2 to 3 more weeks ..
i would be changing the studs le, shall go look for new ones soon ..
77th street dun really have what i am looking for ..
their rings are too big ..
nevermind see how, shall stop here le ..
very tried ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:00

Sunday, November 26, 2006

alright man, just came home and had my bath ..
feel so refreshed and shiok now hahahah ..
hmmm, had dinner with mr ng, vivian and thomas just now ..
had a fun time chit chatting about lotsa stuff ..
recalled the times i had during the training for the 2003 SYF ..
hey guys from the 2003 syf batch, remember the training
that we all went through ?
playing in the dark in VCH, all the drilling and speeches,
the SARS delay !!! thank God for the SARS hahah ..
sounds wrong, but it gave us more time hahaha ..
all those exchanges with Dunman High remember ??? hahaha
all the plays we had to explain parts of the songs ..
literally Rhapsody for Hanukka & tales of the sea day in day out ..
live eat sleep those 2 songs hahahah ..
tough but i am sure we all enjoyed ourselves right ..
and it certainly paid off with a Gold ..
work hard and smart to the best of your abilites,
and even if you do not get what you want at the end ..
you have something to be proud of yourself and nothing to regret ..
there's gonna be another com soon, for swo ..
its gonna be way tougher, but its gives us something to work forward to ..
gives us, swo, an aim ..
and if we do well, an achievement and with it, recognition ..
lets not talk about the glory it would be bring ..
lets not start counting the chickens before the eggs have hatched ..
its gonna be alot more tougher than our SYF for sure ..
it surely would push alot of us to our limits ..
it would be a test of our character, discipline,
musicianship and many other factors ..
but at the end of the day, one way or another,
we would have enriched ourselves and those around us ..
so jia you guys, i am very sure we can bring the best out of us ..
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today was a tiring day ..
band for some of us, started at 12:00
and ended at 7, with 14:15 --- 14:40 being break time ..
at least i down some food anda cup of milo ..
was enjoying my milo joking about how mr ng
would "kill" wai geng if we were late because we decided to be late ..
hahaha, linked it to POC, pontius pilate,wai geng being jesus,
alvin being babaras ..
upon nailing wai geng to the cross, they would have realised
that the vertical plank was too short ..
we cant cruxify him, too long hahahah ..
shall not say who is pontius pilate, your go figure out hahah ..
anyway, was sipping my milo half way ..
than suddely betty came in and, mr ng is finding for u mitchell ..
i was like die, what did i do ? haha ..
than samuel came in, mitchell, mr ng finding for u ahaha ..
came downed my milo double time, hahah ..
wai geng even funnier, mixed beehoon with his porridge ..
that was when the "cruxify him" joke started ..
it was really too much to poke fun of such history ..
but at that moment, the 3 of us were like, mad ? hahah ..
alvin could still plan to smoke la hahah ..
kk, anyway had combined band prac after that ..
now playing first for symphonic variants ..
seriously, i thought i was gonna get slaughtered ..
its quite similiar to the second stand to my relieve ..
so the french lady is gonna, nah, french kiss for u, muacks !!!
i'll be tasting her more in depth next year ..
sound wrong hahahah ..
so till than my fair lady ..
oh yeah, would be playing something interesting for
our overseas trip next year ..
something familiar, something titanic, something unique ..
shall not elaborate any more, just that i love that guy's works ..
now currently having Mahler symphony 3, Mvt 3 as my back ground music ..
planning to change it to Bach Suite, arranged by Mahler ..
thats the song they used in the movie, Casanova ..
both of these recordings are played by the Royal Concertgebouw Orchestra ..
k, shall blog till here for tonight, when something else interesting
arises, than i shall blog again ..
till then readers !! God bless ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:00

Saturday, November 25, 2006

watch me dance to the tune !!!

i am the super star !!!

hahah, he wore his slippers the wrong way ..

more pictures of josh ahhaha, cute hor ..
today i saw something wonderful / beautiful first hand ..
only me, chin seng, josh and ruth were at their house today ..
chin seng is their dad la, than their mum went to do some
shopping for their house stuff ..
so josh could only play with his dad and me,
guess he didnt see his mum for quite a long while today ..
he is the kinda boy that sticks close to his parents ..
anyway, when he heard foot steps approaching the door ..
he ran to the door with his arms open shouting mummy !!!
than when his mum appeared he just stood at the door and cried ..
kept crying and crying till she opened the door
carried him close to her and coaxed him ..
guess there's the purest form of love i ever seen ..
to love someone that you miss that person so much ..
such innocent and pure love one could find only in a child ..
touching scene, i just watched and smiled, dunno what to say ..
silent tears of happiness flowed freely within ..
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oooo lala, had band today ..
tiring, been lacking stamina these few days ..
dunn why, but just feel very tired these few days ..
plus certain thoughts ..
combined together, they just wear me off completely ..
insanely tired, exhausted, mentally and physically drained ..
should just one day to totally slack ..
maybe i would bring a book or something to occupy myself ..
maybe with petunia ..
head to the reservoir again, take in the fresh air, enjoy the view ..
stay there for a few hours, nevermind the sun ..
just wanna relax, lay back and relax ..
think i would do that one day, really need it ..
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didnt attend the BBQ today ..
didnt see any point in doing so,
so i ended up heading to chin seng's place for cell group meeting ..
gotta head all the way to changi beach just for the BBQ ..
plus after band i would be too tired,
and i just felt like attending cell group ..
so i opted for cell group ..
anyway there's not much point in attending the BBQ as
compared to attending cell group ..
i wouldn't learn anything at the BBQ, maybe get a few female contacts ..
but none that would help me in my daily life decision makings ..
none would help enrich my knowledge in anything ..
ok maybe it gives me the chance to practice flirting ..
but i usually win, no kick :X
plus the transport fare and stuff ..
i am going broke, so the trip to chin seng's place would be cheaper ..
and neither could i stay over night at the BBQ,
forgot to tell my dad about it ..
if i were to stay over night, i would be too tired for band the next day ..
if i were to not stay over night,
i would reach home around 1 or 2am, plus the taxi fare ..
woah hahaha, even if i share with my friends,
it would still be woah ..
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might be switching my ear studs to rings ..
there is a possibilty i might change, still considering ..
meanwhile i shall search for a 2 matching rings ..
than i would save up for them ..
if i dun buy them i could use the money for other stuff ..
hmmmm, thinking of getting a tribal dragon tattoo ..
raw idea, dunno where to place it though ..
just an idea in its infancy, shall get the devil to draw for me ..
mark of the devil, a dragon ..
or a snake, both also associated to the devil ..
SSSSSSEEEEEEXXXXXYYYYYYssssssssssssssssssssssssss ..
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listenin to some songs by Dvorak now ..
all alone in my room with music in the back ground while i am typing this ..
pure bliss, pure enjoyment, this is life as i want it to be ..
peace and quiet with noone to interupt me whenever i am doing something ..
shall sleep soon after i am done with this ..
life seems to be moreand more of a routine ..
with the short term goals blurred,
and the long term ones lost,
living becomes a question,
what is my purpose for being here ?
why am i here ?
what should i do next ?
......
many questions so little answers,
as i walk this path in life, more questions seem to surface ..
haiz, tiring journey, when will u end ?
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i love the strings, wish i can play as beautifully as them ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:34

Friday, November 24, 2006

sometimes i feel like i just wanna go insane and forget everything ..
if to remember is to feel hurt, than what use is there for my memories ..
lyrics from the phantom of the opera:
-- Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams --
ooo so evil, yet tempting isn't it ..
sometimes isn't it just easier to surrender than to resist ?
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wishing you were somehow here again . . .
wishing you were somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be here . . .
Wishing I could hear your voice again . . .
~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~~.~
Wishing you were somehow here again . . .
knowing we must say good bye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strength to try . . .
No more memories,
no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across
the wasted years . . .
Help me say
good bye . . .
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if only it were as easy as reading this lyrics out ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:16

haiz its the same thing all over again ..
the fire bird has 2 eggs ..
when they hatch, they'll be fighting to eat the food it has brought for them ..
who will gain the good stuff it brings ?

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:50

Thursday, November 23, 2006

arghhh i hate thursdays, so boring ..
lessons are from 9 to 12, than nth to do after that le ..
just finished watching half of gladiator, got too boring ..
completed watching it 6 times le, now 6.5 times ..
hmmm, was watching ice age 2 before that ..
however, the CD reader couldn't read it half way ..
pirated CD mah, what can i expect, such things bound to happen de ..
hmmmm, got 3 warning letters le, and course manager
got my PM to ring him ..
stupid horse face bastard la, call me ask for reason give liao than
he say oh sry we dun accept reasons even if its due to work ..
ask me for a reason for what right KPO ..
should have told him i was fucking his wife that night so i work up late ..
anyway, my PM is a nice lady, thankfully ..
Mr Loy also quite nice, by right, upon giving out the 2nd warning letter ..
one letter would be given to the parents to notify them ..
but he found me a good student so he with held that letter ..
but got catch la, if i dun attend one more class, than he'll send one out le haha ..
supposed to meet charlene for this chuch thing at Christ the King ..
decided not to in the end, wanna cut down on bus fares :X
hmmm, i realise alot of people believe in there having such a thing as fate ..
interesting, who ever came up with it ..
personally i believe "fate" is the result of our present actions ..
still got destiny and what have you, just so many ..
man if i know my fate, i would just sit and laze around already ..
the future rich man does nothing but smokes papers and a year later,
he smokes cuban cigars without having to lift a finger all this while ..
man, that would be great right, hahaha ..
gotta find something to do ..
life is getting stale, as in nothing to do already ..
girls are getting boring, doesn't mean i'll go for guys instead ..
guys lack the V hole and no way i'll get a chocolate dick ..
friends are there, new ones coming in at a nice pace ..
getting to know nice people and being their friends and stuff ..
but so many are just hi bye friends, not many worth keeping ..
old friends are changing, even me, so sometimes if they change
to become not what u would expect of them,
they fall out of your "favor", same for me, thats life i guess ..
than there are the fallen ones who have returned, thats great ..
what else have we got, life is pretty much a routine la ..
mon to fri attend sch, sat & sun band, the time in between, slack ..
or maybe go out with friends to slack and have fun ..
but pretty much of the timing in a week are all fixed ..
especially if we were to hold a job like some of my friends ..
hey seriously are busy to the core, study finish and they head for work ..
sat and sun is their "chionging period" so they can earn more ..
bbbbbbrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhh
aircon is cold, shall switch it off soon, and i need my bath haha ..
had to watch over the workers just now ..
so since i stepped home, i didn't managed to get a bath ..
woke up with the front of my tongue not being able to taste haha ..
okie, must be the switch in the mouth wash, too strong le ..
listerin sometimes cause my entire tongue to taste things differently ..
shall switch back to biotene soon ..
oh yeah, was thinking whether i had lunch haha, now i remember that i did ..
gonna have dinner in about 2 to 3 hours time ? than come home slack ~.~
slacking too much already, not very good ..
cant wait for chinese new year ..
additional funds would be puring in, than i can get what i want ..
currently the list would be,
4GB Ipod nano,
new barbell,
new reeds,
2 or 3 new shirts,
1 or 2 new pair of jeans,
for now, this are all within my budget if i save ..
of cause i have to get them one at a time la hahah ..
shall get the shirts first than the jeans, all the neccessities first ..
haiz dunno what to say le, oring life is such a boring thing ..
like wad proximo said in gladiator,
the bitch of a mother that BROUGHT YOU WAILING INTO THIS WORLD ..
and why do babies cry when they enter this world ?
or are made to cry ? save the medical reason ..
why would anyone wanna come to this rotten realm ?
they would rather stay being baked in an oven in heaven rather come down here ..
anyway, managed to upload Mahler 3, mvt 3 onto the
hosting website, than attach it to the blog ..
usually those hosting websites cant take it ..
the file is too big no matter what format it is in ..
shall end here for today, send me back to the pool or oven please,
dust and dirt would be fine too muahahah

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 15:51

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

lucky me to have met a friend working at KFC haahah ..
i got a free zinger burger muahahahha ..
ate the meat inside only, was afraid the bread and all
would get the entangled with the barbell, bread is messy when u chew ..
pushes it all over, dangerous when u bite down la ..
hmmm, was at KFC with the YCK alumnis ..
had a good time chatting and eating haha ..
hmmm, did something new today, shall elaborate ..
was at YCK in the morning ..
they were having sectionals, so i was just looking at the clarinet section ..
got this boy not bad de ..
actually, they are not bad already,
as compared to the batches before them ..
at sec 1 my batch didn't even dream of playing such pieces ..
neither did we know a music could be so chimly written ..
so i was just looking at them and was just thinking to myself ..
wow standard is improving, quite quickly le ..
i think if it goes on like this, 2 or 3 more batches down the road ..
the band would be very very good le ..
and band room has a piano hahahaha ..
oh the new pond would be finished soon,
the sides and stuff are up, waiting for the concrete and stuff to dry ..
interesting to see them work, can learn some things ..
hmmmm, gonna miss cell meeting this saturday and service on sunday ..
and most likely a few more cell meetings to come ..
yeah, wouldn't be seeing the guys for quite a long while ..
tml most likely going to my friend's sec school to find them ..
than can listen to her take sectionals, heard she has a violent section haha ..
while the "he" would be in another section ..
so would be with the her first bah, clarinets mah ..
interested to know what her school clarinet section sounds like ..
than if they encounter problems in playing certain passages,
i can observe what are the problems and learn ..
was surfing the net at the ELP in NYP ..
got bored so i started looking at the leblanc website ..
found this brand called backun, makes bells and barrels ..
that sparked my interest and i started searching ..
k, its made in canada, one bell cost around USD 650 ..
can u believe it, thats damn expensive when u convert it to SGD ..
vivian told me that was the one she was telling me about last time ..
i was like oh thats the one ah ? hahah, forgot le ..
blur like sotong hahahah ..
dunno what else to blog about ..
nothing eventful recently, no shelling or anything ahaha ..
shall return next time ..
see ya guys :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:01

Monday, November 20, 2006

went to Performance Motors Limited today ..
dad wanted to check the order of his new M6 rims from japan ..
mad one, always changing this and that, or modifying something ..
car rim, lowering the car, body kit, changing exhaust pipes, boosting the horse power ..
so many things to change ..
anyway below are some pics of PML and its show cars ..
hmmm, went to SGH today hahah ..
i would be going in for another round again ..
no need to do blood test for that PAT or was it PTA ..
good also la, dun need to waste my blood, a little bit more risky though ..
after christmas haha, luckily ..
if not cant eat alot of stuff ..
plus before that cant at for dunno how long ..
hmmm, going to be under GA, usual stuff la ..
blah blah blah, blah blah blah ..
doc said something like i got a little skeletal dissymetry or something like that ..
not like a mirror image, than blah blah again ..
okie got to know another person again ..
maggie, through a friend, for the weirdest reason i ever came across ..
okie firstly we went to PML ..
had coffee while waiting for my dad to settle his stuff ..
saw that 2 door 3 series, dad says he may wanna get it ..
mum says for what, everytime change cars ..
sometimes the women dont get it too :)
that car damn style la ..
kk, headed to ikea for hotdogs hahahah ..
ate 2 hotdogs, thats lunch, so little la ..
headed to SGH, did my stuff than waited for my dad to fetch me and my mum ..
while at SGH, bought this times magazine for this month ..
wanted to read that thing on Pope Benedict 16 ..
pretty interesting stuff on religion ..
however i shall stop here as it can get pretty touchy ..
bought this necklace for guys thingy, k mum bought for me ..
cause the money was going to charity ..
i feel like a dog now, got that thing around my neck hahahaha ..
ok, than we went to a few other places, cant really recall where ..
hmmm, came home did some stuff, msn a little ..
internet is seriously mad ..
scuter found out i pierced my tongue, think he is disappointed ..
he wanted to type something but my internet died on him ..
should i say it happened at the right time for once ?
really, cause i wouldn't know what to say if scuter told me off ..
cant flare up at a friend when i am wrong ..
neither do i like to be told off about what i do to my body ..
i can split tongue and its still my body ..
but ya, dunno how to respond la, so guess it came at the right time ..
hmmm, feeling a bit bad for what i did last time ..
2 of my gd friends are like so down in love ..
cause 2 guys made them wait for them and than went off with other girls ..
what the fuck la, so bastard right ? so like me ..
well, should i put personal interest first ?
but thats gonna hurt another person right ..
hmmm, dinner was great, chewed on the ball twice ..
my big teeth at the back of my jaw hurts a little ..
ate too fast, shall remove it when i am gonna eat next time ..
cant wait for the BBQ this sat ..
gotta inform my band though, having band that night ..
but i cant miss the BBQ party, 3 of my classmates b-day this month ..
so all celebrate on the 25th nov, which also happens to be chan fai's b-day ..
he is one of the 3, heard its gonna be a fun one ..
kk, i shall stop here, pretty tired already ..
enjoy the pics, car lovers ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:34

Sunday, November 19, 2006

hey hey, back with more pics, 5 only, not alot ..
met someone on the train today, so unexpected la ..
she is still as pretty as ever hahah ..
they dug till so deep le ..
like up to their necks already ..
seriously if i rains heavy and becomes flooded,
one could take a swim in there ..
anyway i am so bored, so many things running through my mind ..
learnt something from my friend today that made me disappointed ..
attended band practice, so tired, plus that thing on my mind ..
a real mood killer ..
charlene's asking me whether wanna attend this thing at christ the king ..
never been to that church for a long long time le ..
wonder how are my pals there doing ..
though i used to attend mass there almost every sunday until end of sec 4 ..
i wasn't really there for like 97% of the time ..
always the case of physically present mentally absent ..
hahaha yeah i know its a bad thing ..
feel like getting one or two my holes in my left ear ..
dont know whether i should get it done a not ..
if i were to get it done, it would be sometime around after christmas ..
hmmm, wanna get the black ipod for christmas ..
but dunno whether can a not cause the price is a little steep ..
black is only for the 8GB la, so maybe gotta settle for the 4GB ones ..
gonna settle my blog template later ..
tidy up the links section, should be correctly done unless i forgot my abc :X
hahaha, plus gotta re-arrange some names and add some too ..
dunno if its just me or is it not, but band seems bigger today ..
hahah, this group of people from channel 5 i think,
came down to swo for some shot or sth today ..
its a miracle their cam lense didnt crack, that bar simply blew the roof away ..
so loud, hahaha, btw its in POC ..
okie than after a while started to feel real tired ..
than my mind drifted else where, girls again as usual ..
not fantasizing about them la haha, just some between 1 or 2 of them and me ..
and for some reason, my reed decided not to work at all ..
it was working fine on sat, and today, it just died on me ..
how can la, so bad to me loh ..
lucky i got spare lifes in a case ..
going SGH tomorrow, draw blood ? hahah hope not ..
everytime kanna poke by needle, sian liao ..
oh yeah, needa buy a plastic retainer so i can
subsitude it for my barbell, if i have to undergo another of it again ..
can still remember what would happen hahah ..
that cold cold waiting area,
that even colder and empty room ..
whats ur name ? IC number ? Wad ** ?
after a while, eh? finish liao ah ... hhahahaha ...
anyway hope everything goes well,
another round is inevitable though ..

apple anyone ? or for you god of death ?

heehee, got so bored i decided to snap a few pics ..
this is just 2 of them, deleted the rest as they were or poorer quality ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:08

Saturday, November 18, 2006

been posting lotsa pictures recently..
shall have words only, change back to the usual blogging..
so darn bored ? nothing to do ..
life's the same with or without her haha ..
but at least i got more of a life ..
last night got me thinking ..
realise i have missed out so much because i spend so much time with her ..
as a result i drifted from alot of people and things in life ..
not blaming anyone, just some thoughts of mine ..
guess its true when they say u drift away from those around
you when you are attached ..
kk, i also don't know why this happens ..
from today onwards, i am gonna do what i wanna do ..
future girl friends just lost their rights over me hahah ..
planning to pierce another hole in my left ear ..
still considering though, what should i wear ..
double rounded plain studs or double rings ?
hmmm, 25th gonna attend the Nov babies birthday BBQ ..
its being held at changi beach, over night thing ..
the guys are gonna bring girls down wahhahaha ..
one night stand on the beach ?? hahah, gonna be fun ..
gonna chill out and spend the entire night enjoying myself ..
dont know if i can get up in time for church the next day ..
dont think i would be attending church after that ..
probably return home, wash up, take a nap,
have lunch than head down to swo ..
was with ssw today, took the 2nd clarinets for sectionals ..
alot of work needs to be done ..
however as their basics are not very strong,
nothing much can be done for now ..
gotta iron out their basics first ..
its not their fault though, different music back ground ..
all learn different techniques and things about their playing ..
bound to have this problem, same as in a poly band ..
hmmm, just work hard and smart and be willing to learn can le ..
sure improve de ..
hmmmm, meeting was cancelled today ..
luckily i read chin seng's msg before i boarded the train to tampines ..
if not i would have to waste time travelling back ..
another good thing is because i am so damn tired la ..
as i am typing this, my eye lids are like getting heavier ..
gonna fall asleep soon, maybe i'll slepp around 9 ..
see if there's anyone i can chat with on msn first bah ..
now only got a few, not the right timing yet i guess ..
k, shall end here for today, return tomorrow :)

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 19:58

this pic was taken 2 days back on thursday morning ..
now its a bout 5 plus deep already,
can bury a coffin soon hahahha ..

they only move their arses when their supervisor is around ..
that's why they are digging my dad's garden ..

beyond the back fence, SAF training grounds ..
MINDEF said we could do what we want as long as we dont erect any structures ..
so my dad planted his plants and stuff outside ..
gonna tile up the back yard ..

this the hand writing of our maths lecturer ..
the students are always complaining to him they cant
understand what's he writing ..
seriously, to me its looks like tamil writing cross bred with maths ..

walking home at 1150 maybe peaceful but its pretty dark and scary at times ..
but i love it hahaha ..

shall type some stuff today ..
went to school, attended maths lecture than sat for the maths test ..
carried on with the other lessons after that ..
school ended at around 17:40 today ..
wei xiong and i proceeded to have out dinner at the food junction ..
alright had japanese food, not the real stuff but good enough ..
went to J8 after that, the bits and pieces there ..
the place where i got my ear pierced for the 1st time ..
anyway returned there to pierce my ear again ..
chose the rounded plain stud ..
hmmmm, took the train to yishun ..
alighted, saw sean and ermm, cant spell the name, goldie's sister ..
than cheng fu came a few mins after that ..
boarded 169, went on to the CC ..
had band practice and all ..
hahaha, making use of ssw's band practice to get myself on the
same frequency with the band and conductor for POC ..
plus it helps me to clear up some mess in the piece ..
just one way of speeding up the process in knowing the piece better ..
and afterall its gonna be our conbined piece,
where the two become one ..
seriously, some of the players really need to watch their discipline ..
if they are monkeying and affecting themselves only,
than its fine ..
but the thing is they distract those around them as well,
and have utterly no respect for those speaking at the front ..
i believe we are all matured enough to not need others to
tell us such basic things like how we such behave ..
if your dont feel ashamed being told off, the person telling your
off doesn't feel good either ..
its never a nice thing having to tick someone off in front of everyone else ..
alright that aside, went to Mac after band practice ..
quite a few of us, about 15 ?
bought a happy meal ahaha, got a toy hahahahah ..
some monster car ..
i love happy meal la, got the apple dippers hahahha ..
dont have to buy it as a side dish hahaha ..
kk shall end here ..
gonna msn chat with my friend le ..
God bless and take care ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:43

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

front garden is a mess ..
they have packed the pebbles into this bags ..
and dug up the grass as well, threw the grass into the jungle behind ..

all these pics were taken during electrical machines lab class ..
we were all so bored, so just take loh ..
this is a pic of wei xiong in negative effects ..
notice the piercings ..

was taking a self pic when the lecturer appear from behind ..
he was quite piss with the group of girls laughing away ..
and than he saw my group snapping haha ..

my friend took this pic hahah ..
me and our good friend lecturer ..
he didn't say much about what we were doing cause he knew we knew our work ..
done this last semester mah :X

taken by the same friend ..
check out the equipment on my left
or in the back ground of this pic ..
air port lights at night from birds view ..

oh, found this out by chance, itchy fingers ..
see those black lines ?? the 4 patches ??
u get these when u try to snap a negative picture of the card ..
different angles produces different types ..

a picture of some of the equipment at our work desk ..

there's always more than one view for one picture ..
its just how you look at things ..

a 5 series belonging to one of the forum members ..
they had a gathering at our place today, tried some new products for their car rims ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:02

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Army jeep, taken a few weeks back, forgot to post it ..
shall takea few pics of their engineering vehicles next time ..
those bridge building ones, mobile bridge, pretty large vehicles ..

the landscaping company dispatched their workers to our place today ..
extending the water feature, new dimension would be around,
6ft by 3ft by 3ft deep .. gonna dump the kois in there haha ..