Notes N Wheels

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

waiting for samual to fetch me with the unmbrella hahah ..
didn't wanna get drenched by the rain, it was a little heavy ..

everyone is practicing on their own or with their section mates and pals ..
entire corridor, from the band room to the toilet,
occupied by band members hahahha ..

my section hard at work, hongki leading the sectionals ..

this is what is in marcus's wallet hahah ..
the face of our minister mentor, which is also his idol ..

this is marcus getting on the kiddy ride, funny guy ..

got bored, was resting, so took pictures of genevis horn ..
this is one of them, think i got her name wrong ..

alright today was great hahah ..
went to band today, practiced on my clarinet ..
practiced Utopia, Moorish pirates and The Seventh Seal ..
than moved on to other songs, played them for the fun of it ..
watched sam play Weber concerto 1, than James Barnes 3, 3rd mvt ..
okie, we took a break, he accompanied me for a drink ..
than we went on to watch the clarinets have sectionals ..
scolded them a bit, dunno if i made them sad but i cant be bothered ..
when things such as these are not done properly and everyone is so slack ..
they need to be smacked awake with the truth, so i just gave it to them ..
it wasn't just scolding all the way of cause, explained to them certain stuff,
and there was laughter too hahha, there should be a balance i believe ..
cant have fun all the time neither can u drill them all the time ..
so yeah, there was about it, wai geng helped took sectionals too,
conducted them and corrected their mistakes as well ..
some parts i wanted to bring forward a solution, than just waited,
hahaha, and he would implement it after a while,
so i would be like, wahahha, save my saliva le haha ..
in a way its good too, cause then i could help marcus with his part ..
advise and guide him since he was playing alone on that stand ..
guys if your are reading this, remember one thing,
no matter how strong a player you are as an indivual,
you are only as strong as the weakest player in the section ..
so work hard together, help each other and your will be even
better players yourself, a band is a team effort thing,
not just the work of one person ..
went out with marcus and samual to J8 after band, went shoelace hunting ..
wanted to try out different shoelaces, see how does it affect the tone ..
i was just thinking, is it correct to say that, assuming the player plays correctly,
technique and stuff, and he uses an equipment that happens
to dampen the projection, does it also cause a mellower sound ?
like fabric ligature as compared to metal ..
metal can be very shrill and bright as compared to fabric types ..
well, was just wondering ..
anyway, we sort of bullied marcus all the way even at J8 ..
than we were disturbing each other all the way, seriously marcus is corrupted ..
hahah, anyway, his mind twitches pretty fast so it was damn fun ..
the way he countered samual haha ..
for example, samual "suaned" him, tried to put him down, all jokes of cause,
but what would happen in the end would be that samual would
fall into marcus's trap and be "suaned" instead ..
and the end result, samual would be laughing at himself knowingly somemore ..
for example, one funny incident was ..
marcus : samual, your brain will worth more after this ..
samaual : why leh ?
marcus : because a brain that hasn't been used before worths more hahah ..
than samual just laughed and laughed non stop along with me and marcus ..
of cause i had the fun of disturbing marcus without being disturbed hahah ..
than there was another incident at the mini-toons shop ..
like when you enter, the staff would greet you or something right ..
like, welcome to minitoons ..
so what marcus did was he replied them, right after they greeted he went, HELLO !!
and went we left, he went, BYE !! and why they dun greet you good bye one haha ..
kk, what else, oh yeah, sam took a video all the way from the school
to the Anderson JC bus stop ahaha, kept disturbing him with the unmbrella ..
and we were laughing in the bus, when the driver suddenly braked ..
marcus's hand hitted samual's face ahha, and his lips were cutted ..
than samual was like staring at marcus like he wanted a fight, there was blood haha ..
than we ended laughing again in the end hahah ..
ok, marcus did scare the hell out of me when we alighted from the bus at J8 ..
he was like, oh shit where is my clarinet?
than i was like, dun tell me u lefted it on the bus u idiot,
faster go back for it ..
than he was like, oh ya, i left it in school, i remember liao hahah ..
damn, what the hell, he is always like this ..
hmm, well, good section bonding, joked alot, though most of the time
it was at the expense of either samual or marcus, but i am pretty ok with it haha ..
no la, play is play, just have a limit to it can le ..
oh, we took the train from bishan back to where ever we wanted to alight ..
so marcus called his dad at bishan asking him to fetch him home,
his dad asid ok he would wait at yio chu kang mrt ..
when we were at ang mo kio mrt, his dad called asking him where was he and stuff ..
think his dad must have asked which is his train because marcus reply was :
"oh my train is the white one" -_-"
all the trains are white on that line hahahah ..
and he told his dad 30 secs time he would be down like 3, 4 times
since we lefted AMK station till when the train passed Deyi Sec ..
i was like, you told your dad 30 secs and we have not even reached nanyang poly, your dad is sure gonna kill you right ..
his reply was no la wont one, i will tell my dad i love you and i'll give him a hug ..
than i said ya, and he'll say i love you too thats why i need to teach u a lesson right?
than he went no la, he will hug me and say i love you too son ..
what the hell hahah ..
seriously we were laughing all the way la hahah ..
so ya, that was about it for today ..
man i realised that my appetite has increased big time ..
well thats good but there's a problem, i eat a meal a day only, thats dinner ..
and another problem, there isn't always enough dinner if i am late ..
like now, my stomach is growling and growling ..
think i shall cook some noodles or something later ..
and man i feel like having beef everyday, or maybe lean pork or chicken meat ..
either have it grill / BBQed / fried or something, edible can le hahah ..
but yeah, i wanna have meat everyday, lesser rice, change my diet ..
see what would happen ..
oh i remember now, there are slices of fish in the freezer ..
those pre-prepared ones from NTUC haha, shall cook it with the leftover rice ..
damn i am really really hungry, shall end here ..
nailed number 2 already hahah ..
so to you if you are reading this,
i am missing you sweety pie !!! see you soon k?
hugs and kisses from your lover boy ahahah ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:22

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

some pictures i took today, too bored ..

alright man hahah, i got a new bell le, collected it today ..
headed to the CC to collect my instrument first, than went over to accent ..
collected the bell was like wa so happy hahahah ..
than went down to YCK hahah, eventful man today ahahah ..
practice ida today, cleared one part, worked on the first page of the 3rd mvt and
a few other portions of the piece today ..
tried the martyl valley today as well, dunno which stand ..
hmmm, anyway there was this stupid NPCC guy ..
the band was assembled outside of the room, fall in ..
and one of the members was outside the "square" in a different uniform ..
so the NPCC guy came up to ask him for another person,
and they got into an argue, dunno how also ..
anyway, this NPCC guy acted like an ah beng, said wanna fight and stuff ..
wanted to confront him, but he walked away ..
just nice his in charge, an alumni too, my batch de, appeared ..
so i just spoke to him for a while and brought the matter up to him ..
that fighting thing and he was like, okie sure, i'll speak to him ..
so he got back to me later, we discussed about the matter and left it as settled ..
the stupid NPCC boy however came back looking for my junior ..
even went to find another junior to try and get the other junior out ..
went pass me disturbing that junior, and i couldn't take it ..
act so ah beng disturbing my brothers ..
so i just went up to him and the junior and asked him whats the problem ..
me the junior, that fellow spoke a while, than the junior left,
sam was behind me hahah ..
chatted with that boy, sort of played mind games with him hahah ..
he was like, i dun want one on one, i already have a few friends
waiting for that fellow already, u go call him out ..
so i just told him, oh, so you call your gang already huh?
wanna touch my junior is it, gang fight or one on one ?
just chatted with him as though i was KPOing, very friendly kind ..
than after a while i just crapped with him, just scare him a bit
cause i realised he fumble a little when he spoke to me and
he wasn't quite sure of what he wanted ..
so i told him, ok la, you wanna touch my junior than tell you what,
you go call your gang, i call my friend your NPCC senior ..
see what happen la ok? than crap a bit more ..
you realised something? here got camera pointing in your direction,
than i pointed to the cam on the wall ..
than i told him, so now you threatened that you wanna whack my junior,
here got camera recording your lip movements plus got a few witness ..
if anything happen to my junior, if he get whack by someone he
dunno outside than he report police how ?
i think if the police question any of us, we would say its you and your gang u know ..
the camera has recorded all of what you said already u know ?
actually i wasn't sure if it was that sharp, so that a lip reader could
identify what he was saying from the video hahaha, just crapped ..
than he was like blur blur hahaha, so i switched back to friendly mode ..
ask him what was his name, than he was like,
shaanvil, u can call me shaan, so i went ..
ok i am mitchell, you and ur gang can find me in NYP ..
so you sec what ?
stupid boy : sec 4
me : sec 4, oh means o lvl year ?
stupid boy : ya ..
me : oh icic, hmmm, 16 year old and you are talking about gang fight,
wanna gang bang other people at 16, so small leh 16 .. o lvl year .. i dun think you like to be suspended or expelled from school because of this small case right ? o lvl leh, and if its a police case, worst right ..
stupid boy : yeah ..
me : so shall we leave this matter like this?
stupid boy : yeah ..
me : okie good, so which poly you wanna go? wad course?
stupid boy : NYP, u from NYP ?
me : hahah, ya, dun go NYP, alot of gang fight, in the middle of lecture also have ...
than we chatted for a while more, friendly chat than i ended like this ..
me : so dont disturb him already ok? anything happen to him, i'll find u ..
ok have a nice day bye ..
stupid boy : oh ok, bye bye ..
NUT CASE, act like a gangster disturbing band members outside the band room ..
in front of so many band alumni, really siao ..
sam was pretty glad hahah, called his friend, to say the case was settled ..
the stupid boy brought another fellow along and that fellow happened
to be sam's friend so he lefted first leaving the stupid boy alone, real stupid ..
what do you call this kinda gangster?
bull GANGster ..
why? simple ..
cause when he see red he just go without thinking,
and he relies on numbers for support, man ..
really hope that junior learns a lesson today,
hope the stupid boy learns something too ..
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oh, practiced ida today, than alvin was on his horn as well ..
after a while alvin jioed andrew for bubble tea, i tagged along ..
than wai geng came out of the room and was like,
wait for me la, let me practice a while first haha ..
than he assembled his flute, both of us continued practicing a while ..
as in literally a while only hahah, than we left after that hahah ..
bought yam ice blended but it tasted like biscuit to me ..
the store had cocktails but no shirley temple ..
ok bought our drinks and walked back ..
than was telling wai geng that the song xing hong sent me had a choir at the start ..
and they sang the words "non potho reposare" ..
so he asked what was the meaning do i know ..
i was like dunno leh, they never say, i think it means, no potong ice-cream,
non = no
potho = potong
reposare = ice cream
and he was like what the hell hahah, just cracked a lame cold joke ..
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okie, practice ended, mr ng saw me and was like, dont u have a paper tomorrow?
better go home and study haha ..
i was like oh shit oh shit, gonna kanna drill ..
okie lucky i was fine hahaha ..
hmm, went home with ms chair person hhaha, same bus, estate neighbours ..
hmmm, haiping treated me and her to bubble tea,
he wanted small change for his bus fare i think ..
he could have just changed directly with the lady instead of buying a drink,
come to thing of it ..
anyway, had my dinner at home, saved money hahah ..
my stomach is giving me problems now, gastric i think ..
didn't have lunch earlier on so my stomach went a bit mad ..
and man, there isn't any more chilli padi already ..
gotta wait for dad to pluck them off his plant again ..
think i'll take 2 chilli next time, plant more chilli plants with their seeds ..
that way, there would be more chilli hahah, chilli every meal ..
i love chlli chilli chilli hhahahah ..
the black chilli plant, still haven't produced any chilli i think ..
its taking a long long time to grow and it looks pretty different
from the chilli padi plant ..
have you ever seen thai chilli plants?
its very pretty, looks more like a shrub actually,
like a mini christmas tree kinda shape just that the triangle is much shorter
and the base is alot wider, from the top its round la duh ..
like an army helmet like that hahah but not so curvy at the sides,
more sloping, man, go imagine yourselves,
the descriptions, christmas tree and army helmet are off la hahah ..
hmmmm, saw hui xin today ..
was like, decided to see the sec ones in the class room ..
didnt expect to see other band members instead, among one of them was hui xin ..
than i didn' recognise her at first, only found her face familiar ..
i walked pass and was like, that girl looks quite pretty, so familiar ..
found out later that she was hui xin hahah, oops sry hahah ..
man, i shall end here, forgot whats the main thing i wanted to blog about ..
its all about questions again hahah ..

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alright man, guess what ..
joel ng and basil responded to the bullettin i posted on friendster hahaha ..
so to update, those now in contact are ..
joel ng
shawn ang
weiric
mitchell li
basil
samson yeo
eugene lin
cliff
rayner tan
just remembered that i have cliff's contact hahah ..
9 of us in total, good number ..
think the meeting would be this friday,
liquids kitchen hahaha, than we can get the sofa seat hahah ..
dunno how many coming down though, we need 8 minimum ..
eugene and cliff are not the party kind, so ya ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:18

Monday, February 26, 2007

oh yeah man, shall collect the bell tomorrow, pretty boring though,
one person, dunno if i should have it done on wed after exam hahah ..
hmmmm, i dont seem to have any memories of the concert where
dunman high and yck played Nabucco, strangely ..
i seem to have lost almost all memories of concerts that i payed with yck ..
save of cause, the recent one where the alumni play algemix ..
hmmmm, strange strange strange ..
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shit, think i wanna nail another person soon ..
this one i think i would be able to treat better bah ..
curious what would this one be like ..
know almost nothing about her, but that doesn't stop me ..
think i would give myself a month ..
should be able to get things done by a month, nail the bitch ..
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i wanna try something i never tried before hahah ..
3 timing hahaha, yeah, maybe try it for like a few weeks ..
see whats it like, how stressful would that be hahah ..
then i would pick one out of the three to keep at the end of the day hahah
haiz, means its gonna eat up alot of time here and there ..
yikes, means i wont be free on saturdays, bbrrrggghhhh ..
no la hahah, just kidding, dun think i'll 3 time ..
very mean and thats just not the way i treat girls haha ..
anyway no point also, rather spend the time working someone earning cash ..
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thinking of what to wear tomorrow ..
think i wanna wear my cap haha, going out for a while only ..
however i feel like making a trip down to YCK as well ..
cant dress too casual, stupid guard at the gate as well ..
drunk bastard, gonna buy Reds, pull out the filter and offer him a few sticks of it ..
smoke till he collaspe, hope yea lose yea job eh ..
actually maybe i should add in something,
than maybe you would die of a heart attack or something ..
but heart attack seems too quick a way to die ..
how about, an asthma attack, let you suffocate to death ..
or maybe lung cancer?
drain whatever funds you have, maybe your family as well,
drain all ya funds from where ever on you treatment,
only to have you die in the end ..
woul give you a beer bottle of my pee, and a cigarette box full of twigs
to be placed in your coffin, dun worry about that ..
okie, enough cursing, back to the main topic ..
what to do after collecting the bell ?
think i'll head to the CC in the end la hahah ..
collect my clarinet, bring home and test out the new bell ..
man, i really cant decide now ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:42

yeah, i got a my bell replaced and its in already ..
just gotta go collect it and settle the shipping fees ..
its a pity though, that i dont get to keep the cracked bell ..
would encase it or something, display it somewhere hahah ..
maybe at the CC on one of those glass panels hahaha ..
than we would have a condemn baritone sax plus a crack clarinet bell for display ..
haha, eye opener huh, bell cracked in sg, on display at the Sembawang CC ..
oops hahahah ..
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alright, her family is visiting some relatives now ..
i guess its still on so i wont be able to meet her or anything ..
anyway, its pouring cats and dogs over here ..
would not be able to reach the bus stop without getting drenched ..
even with an umbrella, my jeans or something would still get wet ..
and yucks do i hate that feeling man ahahha ..
thats it, funds are dangerously low, critical point already ..
so i shall implement my plans now ..
burned my cash pretty fast, entire month of pocket money plus hong bao
has been burned already hahah thats like madness ..
what item did i spend on that was the most uncalled for?
the 2 glasses of Martell V.S.O.P hahaahahah, yeah its that ..
hmmm, what shall we do later if we do meet up ..
i seriously have no idea, she stays near a park and
169 stops at her place hahah, both of it is good for me ..
i like parks and places like reservoirs, quite peaceful and quiet,
for the parks that would be at night la ..
whats the down side, the park, is Bishan park ..
for those who understand what i mean, you would probably
be laughing your asses of your seats now hahah ..
can you imagine, arghhh, if i am there with her doing our stuff ..
than suddenly, mitchell is that you ? hahaha die liao ..
man man, shall survey the damn place tonight if i meet her ..
i am sure there are some nice quiet spots or something right,
the last time i was there was quite a few years back le haha ..
and at that time i was this small little monkey
cycling / blading like a mad boy all over the place ..
okie, actually the girl that i wanna know would not be her but Robyn ..
yeah actually found out her name from Wilson and it was damn funny ..
instead of it being Robyn, he saw it as RoVyn ..
so we were chatting about her Shawn and him were disturbing me ..
than Wilson went, her name is r o v y n, dunno how to say ..
why her name so funny one, than one of us read it out ..
than Addison was like yuck, what a name ..
it was only later that we found out it was RoByn and everything fell into place haha ..
seriously, Rovyn, what a name hahah ..
so now how do we refer to her at her work place?
where's the leader of the merry man ..
shawn got that wrong, he thought it was,
robin hood and the 40 thieves, since when did robyn wear a turban hahahah ..
hmmm, first time a waitress smile like that while serving water,
quite a sweet looking, shy one and she's quite polite as compared to the others ..
Wilson has one of the waitress as his "good friend" already ..
he actually wanted to complain about her hahah ..
well some people just has an attitude problem and
are just not suited for the service sector ..
great, now on the primary school friends list we have a new addition ..
Rayner Tan, man he recognises Shawn but not me ..
so there are, Rayner Tan, Shawn Ang, Samson Yeo, Weiric,
Mitchell, Eugene lin, and there are two that we have banned ..
Chong Chun Kiat plus Simion Jude Chan sth sth ..
yeah, shawn realised something and i found it quite true ..
those of us that are now getting back together, those mentioned,
were all bullied by those 2 haha ..
they would do things like, not let us play soccer with the rest and stuff like that ..
Chun Kiat used to like to show off his father's wealth, pretty proud arse ..
guess what your dad's a bankrupt now, cheers to that, praise the devil ..
Jude Chan is still a short arse from what i heard, and no one gives a shit
about him including the other as well ..
your reap what you sow ..
planning a gathering already, think we shall inform those two,
and throw in the, "by the way, your guys are not invited",
to them hahaha, Fcuk, so bitchy hahahah ..
hmmm, but yeah, we were always bullied by them let me see ..
oh yeah i got back at them big time for all that bullying in pri school hahah ..
watched in amusment as they were canned in front of the whole class hahah ..
though it was at the expense of my good friend Shawn ang ..
you see, what happened was, i stayed at bishan last time, blk 291 ..
and i used to go roller blading through the market and stuff,
look at pokemon cards, fighting fish, story books, pirated games ..
than one day, i received a tip of from one of my then good friend,
david brian, that Chun Kiat, Jude Chan and Shawn ang
had stolen some pokemon cards from one of those small stores ..
so i discussed with him a little than we reported the matter to the aunty ..
hahah, she had her friend watch over her store while i led her to the school ..
reported the matter to our form teacher ms victor ..
and wa la, there was a canning session hahah ..
everyone was joking that they should wear 10 underwears for it ..
so if i am not wrong, Mr. David took the caning,
Mr Sebastian was beside him, think Mr. Ho was there as well ..
2 DMs, and one high ranking teacher ..
so yeah, Shawn took his with one underwear, took it like a man ..
Chun kiat and Jude Chan took it with 2 underwear ..
ok, Chun kiat took it quite well too, quite brave for our age la the 2 of them ..
but Jude Chan was a joke seriously,
he was so afraid that his legs shivered non stop, pretty violently too ..
and you can guess what happened la, Mr David told him to
stay still cause he couldn't "aim" properly hahah ..
after a while they made him count and they just whacked his arse ..
of cause, both strokes were a miss, they hit his thigh instead,
2 underwears, one thick short sexy catholic high pants for nothing hahahah ..
after the first stroke, i think it was too painful cause he cried hahah ..
what a bully hahahah, think shawn and chun kiat must have been like me ..
grew up with the cane as our best friend hahaha ..
alright, thats revenge hahahah ..
i swear if they disturb us again, the group of us would make their faces look wrong ..t brother and parents are back, blog later tonight le hahah bye
alrigh

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:45

okie this picture was taken yesterday ..
the unofficial "gaming corner" hahaha, marcus got an Xbox 360 from dunno where ..
and he is having fun on it, or is it martin's ? dunch know la ..
and martin is playng warcraft with his friends ..

hahah, this is what just heated up, fried-to rice-co bento setto hahah ..
a bowl of leftover fried rice plus a cup of water to replace the miso soup hahah ..

oh father father, i am here to confess me sins, theaterical sobs *sobs sobs*
God damn my soul cause i did it again ..
oh sweet child'o mine, what have ya done wrong that ya damns ya soul?
well, father, i have just nailed one of ya father's daughters about an hour ago ..
big mistake, for some reasons i went ahead to nail one girl down ..
actually, nailed her before, this time, same tactic, i got her again, shit ..
she's such an innocent thing and well, this is only the beginning stage ..
but she already has one hand nailed to the cross,
that being the reluctant part of me,
and the nail's been bent at the back already so i cant shake her off ..
the devil in me synchronised my tongue with my brain and threw her
suspicions off with words containing minimal sweetness,
twisted words of deception, and a little game of reverse psychology ..
and shit i nailed her, damn damn damn ..
now i am thinking clearly and i wanna shake her off ..
here is the problem, i dunno how to shake girls off like that ..
usually i stir up the problems and the sinner becomes the victim hahah,
and i escape scot free without any worries ..
however this round its pretty different, its still easy to shake her off now,
but i just cant think of a plan, and its gonna get harder ..
2nd time already, the first time i used it, it wont work again ..
well u must be thinking, whats so hard, just be honest hahah ..
you siao ah, actually i hope she's reading this, save me saliva then ..
you are the game, i am the hunter, hunt or be hunted ..
but what happens when the hunter brings home the game
and its illegal to do so?
his game becomes a problem, haiz ..
hunter miss fired this round ..
hmmm, i just got an idea, super evil one, oooo i can smell its sweetness,
the sweet smell of deception that will wash the blame off me ..
than the sinner becomes the victim, and the victim the creator of its destruction ..
yeah, i'll play deeper into the game ..
we are like this today because of you !
you are the reason i am feeling lousy everyday, man, i cant stand you ahahha ..
why do i feel so because of you? your every action pisses me off now ..
man, so theatrical but i love it, opera huh hahahah ..
yeah avoid me all you ladies out there cause i am lost myself
and it just brings about despair when i dunno what i want ..
i may want you so much now but before you know it,
i would have found warm and "love" in the arms of another ..
my heart of hearts will find no home, and neither do i intend to give it a home ..
it will have no home, it will have no master, it will be frozen ..
who would be able to thaw its icy shell i do not know ..
the keys are avaliable to all, take it if you dare,
take it if you think you have what it takes ..
when the flood gates of the heavens open up,
when the choirs of angels sing a song so mournful that all who hear it
put on sack cloth and fall to their knees beating their chest with clenched fists ..
maybe then you have done it hahaha, go figure what that means ..
so far, only an angel has done it ..
how would i describe her? if God ranked his angels ..
she would be the elite of his elites ..
she must have been made with so much care and love for i have
never came across so beautiful a being in all aspects ..
Angel of his angels,
Elite of his Elites,
with a touch of love and warmth she moved my heart of hearts ..
with a voice like that of a thousand singing angels she stilled my restless soul ..
with an embrace from her like that of the heavenly father i submitted myself to her ..
with this angel's departure the heart of hearts no longer responses to anyone ..
do you honestly think you can be what she was to me?
dream on ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:59

Sunday, February 25, 2007

just came home from bishan J8 ..
was studying at Cafe Cartel with Shawn and Wilson ..
one of the waitress sadly wasn't there, managed to get infor on her work schedule though hahaha, our friend helped us, both of them are workers there ..
okie, but was there to study la, not for the girl ..
revised one chapter after dinner, managed to clear it,
settled a little bit of another chapter as well ..
bought another bottle of hair spray as the current one is almost gone ..
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have anyone of your ever asked yourselves questions constantly?
its this phrase in my life now where i constantly question myself ..
i can look into the mirror and the question just pops up,
who are you? is this really you?
or like i can decide to do something, thought of the consequences already and,
is that what you really want?
than there's like, i am alone and just day dreaming on my way home and,
what do you wanna do, now and in the future?
don't you think its time to change? are you doing this because you want to?
or sometimes i just question myself, why the change?
i believe i have changed pretty much over time since sec 4 ..
this change i am referring to ain't the physical aspect but rather,
on things like the way i behave, the way i live, character and stuff like that ..
yeah, sadly i have taken the wrong path on most of this aspect
that i have changed in and its pretty hard to change back ..
sometimes i just wanna end it all, death seems like the best way
though not the only ..
so in a way i yearn for death yet at the same time i fear it ..
death is not an option anyway, its for losers, an easy way out ..
that of course not me, i dun like to lose in any game ..
anyway, so many questions yet so little answers huh? hahah ..
i am just like a lost lamb waiting for its sheperd to herd it back to the flock ..
yeah, just a lost lamb searching for its identity ..
since dunno when, when all this started, i have been drifting ..
my mind has been drifting everywhere ..
i wonder what are the lives of others like, what are the lives of my friends ..
i like the first part of Variazione Sinforniche nu "non potho reposare" haha ..
its as though the people at the start palying their
parts are deep in some sort of thought or a reflection of some sort ..
i mean, what their parts mean ..
i like songs that has a lot of thinking in it, as in like the composers
are trying to say through that part that the character is deep in thought ..
maybe because my mind is always wondering and thinking of things ..
oh yes, side track a little, have any of you ever tried this?
like for example, this part of the song describes a senerio whereby
a mother is gonna die and she leaves behind a helpless little boy ..
in other words, they are gonna be separated, forever ..
so to play that part, assuming you know the notes at the back of your hand ..
while playing, you let loose an almost similiar senerio that happened to you ..
ever wondered whats the effect? haha, i believe its helps alot ..
tried it for i think Les Miserable or Highlights from Chess ..
that was the time when i really experimented on emotions mixed
with playing, and sometimes, the feeling can be quite arghhhh ..
argghhhh, cause i dunno whats the word to use to describe the feeling hahah ..
haiz, well back to the original track, thats my life now ..
if you were to paint it out on a canvas sheet ..
imagine this, all dark colors only, painted in circles of all sizes,
with occassional specks of bright colors, warm but bright colors ..
thats pretty much my life now, dark and going in circles, lost ..
and once in a while, certain events cheer me up and this things give me hope,
and at times, even provide answers to some questions in my life ..
therefore, there are warm but bright colors in that darkness ..
seriously, i dunch know how true, but i sort of feel this way ..
the more we open our eyes, or rather, the price of opening our eyes more
to see the world clearer, different aspects of the world,
would be the cost of the child like innocence in us ..
and often it causes us to worry more, maybe because the soul of the world
has already been darken very much by everything thats happening in it ..
sorry if my thoughts or rather dark thoughts haha,
have rubbed off on your, my readers ..
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okie, ida ain't all that tough afterall hahahha ..
flipped to the back pages of the third mvt, realised something ..
i think the french eat their main course first, followed by their appetizer
then their desert hahah, cause thats what i feel of the 3rd mvt ..
the front is so ahhhhhh, than the back as compared to the front is like, phew ..
hahahah, i maybe wrong though, cause i only LOOKED at it,
didn't play it out, still sorting the front ..
i think i can do it though, the high notes need time though ..
ok actually its not high at all, just high to me hahah ..
so yeah, think i can tackle it more or less ..
and oh no, haha, i lost stamina le hahah ..
k, actually its a serious thing and i should be going haha about it ..
yeah, i lost pretty alot of stamina and i cant afford to give alot ..
thats pretty strange to me, think my embrochure is quite weak actually ..
gotta slowly build up again, bit by bit again haiz ..
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hahah, my friend and i were just chatting, about smoking and clubbing ..
our life styles la in general, when it came to this topic ..
so she was like dun smoke, cut down on it,
its not good even if you are a social smoker ..
well, the truth is, its damn tough for a social smoker, super tempting ..
especially when cigarettes are so readily avaliable in my house hahah ..
well, this is what happens, i take Marlboro Red pack ..
its pretty strong, actually quite strong ..
so what happens is that, social smokers dun smoke for long periods of time de ..
and when we do smoke, the first puff is enough to get us high ..
cause every time its like our first puff since the last was so long ago ..
so yeah, the feeling keeps tempting you to go back for more hahah ..
but well, we can control ourselves to a certain extent, so thats our reward ..
everytime we puff, we feel like virgin smokers hahah ..
at least, thats what me and my friends feel ..
those who cant resist, just get hook loh, too bad, everyday must smoke le hahah ..
kk, shall end here, got young readers ahahha ..
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man, too task orientated, not very good if other things are sacrificed
in order to obtain the desired goal ..
the original intention in the first place ..
and yes i did realise the sudden stillness in the air, atmosphere changed ..
its very true, hmmm, how then, the plan must be re-designed ..
only that this round there are a few challenges along with it,
and i love challenges hahah, great way to keep my mind going actually ..
hmmm, design an efficient plan that keeps the orginal intention ..
seems simple eh? hhaha, dont forget, every situation no matter
how big or small, has hidden problems here and there that
would ultimately affect the bigger picture ..
whether these problems are easily spotted or not isn't the issue ..
hmm, interesting, think i would need an hour or two to either re-design the
current plan or draw up a new one to replace the old plan ..
either way i will get it done and make sure the results turn out well ..
its for the good of everyone, so why not right?
lesson learnt today, in every planning, details big and small have
got be given a 100 percent worth of consideration ..
including the very reasons for why the reasons to
those objectives were created in the planning in the first place ..
small little stuff can result in big differences, or what may seem small ..
the people make the country and those who govern over them ..
does that mean they are small and therefore are of no significance just because
they are on the lower end of the ladder ?
the interest of the people always come first, including what was done for them ..
these should always be kept in mind and should always be kept in practice ..
people stay a citizen of a country due to many reasons,
and one of these would be because they call that country home ..
what are the reasons that they call it home
should never be neglected or sacrificed ..
hmm, dun really know how to put it so it might not make any sense,
besides, you have got to observe because i dont blog for nothing hahah ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:49

Saturday, February 24, 2007

so these pictures were taken yesterday, arranged in the order
of the time of the day that they were taken at, 1st to last ..
this is Addison and i slacking while Wilson was chatting with his friend ..
hmmm, at Takashimaya, the pillow casing / bed linen section ..

the French Connection, bought a bad there, something to replace my current one ..
found it pretty nice looking, fashionable perhaps ..
just a picture of it from the front ..

okie this is the bar of Liquids Kitchen ..
so its just a bar and around it there are like tables and chairs thats all ..
nice place to chill out, nice enough ambience ..

my 2nd glass of Martell V.S.O.P on the rocks ..
think VSOP stands for, very soft old pale or something like that ..
yeah i like my drinks as it is, dun like to have it mixed with other stuff ..

this is the receipt, man didnt know 3 monkeys can cook up such a cost ..
they paid me cash, as good as not banking in the money through the machine ..
wasted my time on that stupid machine ..
so this is what we drank ..
GLs stands for glass, one glass of Martell = standard 30ml of that liquid only ..
thats why cocktails are more fun when you are gonna game ..
12 bucks for an entire glass of cocktail ..
Screwdriver, Shirley Temple, Snowball, Topsy Turvy,
i think these are all cocktails, one of them is a mocktail ..

so that was yesterday, spent about 140 bucks yesterday, madness ..
yeah, the bag being the most expensive but deemed the most worth it ..
hmmm, covered Raffles City Sopping Mall, Esplanade,
Marina Square, City Link, CineLeisure, Takashimaya and Wisma Atria yesterday ..
oh than we met Shawn at Bishan J8 Cafe Cartel, chilled out for a little while ..
drank soup and ate free bread there, after buying the bag i deemed myself
way off budget ahah though i was not, safety level la ..
so yeah, 3.60 for a bowl of soup and free flow of bread, filled my tummy haha ..
me Wilson and Shawn headed for Liquids Kitchen after that ..
Addison was pretty tired as he slept for like only 5 hrs
and he did all that walking with me and Wilson so he lefted after that ..
so the remaining 3 of us chilled till around 2, received a call from dad at 2 ..
just nice we were moving off already hahaha, phew hahah ..
reached home around 230am, blogged till like 338 after washing up and stuff ..
didnt realise my internet connection was lost and i clicked publish ..
so everything went as well, got fed up left everything alone and now,
i am re-typing about yesterday, much much much shorter version of cause ..
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so its today now hahha, man i realised there is something wrong with me ..
shall come back to that later uh huh hahah ..
hmmm, today huh today ..
well, woke up around 10am, washed up and everything than headed for the CC ..
they were having lunch break just nice, so i had mine too ..
broke the news to Andrew that i was gonna pang seh them muahaha ..
than okie, joked around a little disturbed vimal quite a bit haha ..
played with the band till about 2 than i had to leave already ..
made my way to Christ the King church, 169 to yishun than switched to 853 ..
fell asleep in 853 a few times, was still pretty tired, 6 hrs of sleep last night ..
hmmm, met Addison at the church front gate at 15:00hrs ..
joint the praise and worship session plus the guest speaker apart ..
pretty much enjoyed the whole thing, met a few of them who
actually were from the same batch as me when i was attending church lessons ..
during sec 1 to sec 4, found some faces familiar though i just couldn't
remember their names for some reasons ..
anyway, everything ended at 530pm, thats the time i was supposed
to meet Angel at city hall mrt ..
smsed her at 5 that i would be late,
so she headed to Marina Square to get some stuff while waiting for me ..
took a cab form the church to bishan mrt, 5 bucks cause of that 2 bucks surcharge ..
took the train to city hall, msged her, than made my way to marina square haha ..
less than 10 mins, one hell of a walk from the platform to Marina Square Mall ..
met up, bought the movie tickets at suntec city, had our dinner there too ..
caught the 19:25hrs norbit, went looking at watches after that hahah ..
oh i ate ice cream today too, found it too sweet for me though,
guess i am not a fan of overly sweet stuff ..
did i mentioned ? it was the first time me, Addison and Wilson ever tried
fried mars bars in our lifes, that was on friday yup ..
sweet but i think we kinda loved it yeah, haha ..
so yeah, came home after that, and here i am blogging after my hot bath ahah ..
i love hot baths, dunch ya just love it ? especially when i just wake up or something ..
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okie, the problem with me haha ..
hmmm, my appetite is really lousy nowadays as in really bad ..
started to screw up after i fell sick ..
now its like, one bowl of rice is enough for me per meal ..
and i can survive like damn long on one meal without feeling hungry ..
and when its time for the next meal, i gotta force myself to finish the food ..
instead, i have a craving for something else hahaha, pure hard liquer ..
i dunch know why man, but yeah ahahha ..
my jeans is like 28 or 29" and it drops dangerously low when i walk
so much so i have to pull it up every now and than haha ..
and i am eating so little nowadays, bet i am gonna loose more weight ..
seriously there are 2 things i am getting a little hooked to now ..
alcohol and cigarettes, not that i smoke ..
but yeah, the craving is back, bigger than ever and i can feel it ..
very soon the mitchell your know would be reduced to a bag of bones ..
ok, skin and bones plus some meat la huh ..
the last time i took my weight was in dec i think,
and it was around 53kg, but dropped to 50kg cause of the op ..
yeah think its in dec, now i am not sure, maybe 53 again ?
but i am sure its gonna drop further hahah ..
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plans for tomorrow, gonna meet the guys for morning mass ..
have lunch together or something than head to band ..
arranged to meet shawn after that at Bishan J8 Cafe Cartel ..
he has a paper on monday, same as me, and we are gonna chiong ..
having dinner there as well, budget dinner hahah ..
a bowl of their, soup of the day, plus free flow of bread ahaha ..
maybe a bottle of johnny walkers, black or gold label hahaha, kidding ..
the rest are true though ahahah, yesh i am gonna study hahah ..
hmm, tummy is grumbling a little but i just dun feel like eating at all ..
man, this totally sucks, can someone out me on a glucose drip?

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:12

Thursday, February 22, 2007

okie, just changed my music again ..
this one is softer i think, cant get any death / funeral marches ..
always wanted to have one up on the blog as the back ground music ..
but yeah, cant find one ..
love the one i heard over the television, during the funeral procession
of this guy from the royal family of Monaco ..
really cant remember whether it was a prince or a king or what ..
think it was 1 to 3 years back, some where within that time frame ..
anyway ya, wanna get that song for the back ground music,
but i forgot whats the title of it ..
nvm, shall have one up next time hahahah ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:42

okie, so there will be a class gathering tomorrow ..
class gathering of whatever is left of the class, our church class ..
gathering's gonna be at liquids kitchen, and i think they are gonna open a bottle ..
charlene would be down, most likely, which is good cause we dont always see her ..
yeah, rarely do we see each other actually ..
and thanks freda, she gave me roxanna's msn, though unfortunately,
roxanna has yet to accept my request to add her ..
cant believe something, the girl i found an eye candy in church last sunday,
happened to be her, roxanna, gosh she changed so much ..
slimmed down like a lot alot alot, actually too slim hahah,
however there's no such thing as too slim for the ladies ..
am i not right you sweetie pies ? hahahah ..
so wilson and addison, both sons, are gonna watch letters from iwo jima first ..
and i would be meeting them after their movie ..
most likey gonna do some window shopping to kill time,
than we shall move on to meet the rest ..
dunno who would be going though, as for now the name list would be,
wilson, addison, shawn ang, charlene, me, leon, wendy ..
some of them are bringing their own friends to add on as well ..
actually, they are bringing girls hahaha at shawn's request ..
at least then, charlene would have some female company ..
think its gonna end late tomorrow, not sure how is she going home ..
shall check with her tomorrow ..
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my hair is gettin too long and its irritating my eyes ..
gotta get a hair cut soon, arghhh, that means spending money ..
well what to do ..
okie shall end here hahah .. tctc

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:15

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

alright, i have stopped it, for my good and for the good of those innocent hearts ..
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went for driving lessons today, had car 203 and the same instructor twice ..
each instructor is allocated a car for that month ..
and i think the computer would give you the same car for
consecutive lessons in the same date cause its been like this all the time for me ..
i may be quite wrong about that though ahhah ..
hahah, i was always going higher and higher but never changing to a lower gear ..
which also means, i was always stopping at gear 3 or 4 ..
like to clutch in than completely stop the car which is wrong hahahah ..
so during the first lesson, the instructor pointed out the mistakes
learned new stuff and ya, completed 2 topics ..
than during the 2nd lesson, i managed to automatically incoporate
the correct techniques and stuff hahaha, completed another two topics ..
nearly met with a serious accident today ahah ..
was quite a heavy vehicle, those industrial kind, hmmm, how should i describe it ..
didnt really observe what did it look like, erm, just imagine this ..
length wise it was around that of a bus, it had a kind of body design whereby
a load would rest on its chasis at the back of the driver's cabin ..
very much like a prime-mover ..
the load at the back was like a big metal box half the height of
those normal containers you would see at a shipyard and i think it
had one of those mechanical crane arms attached to it as well ..
yeah, long heavy vehicle, one of my fears hahahha ..
anyway, i was on the major lane, and out of the minor lane came this
vehicle that is used to clean the roads, those vacuum tank kind
with the word "onyx" on its side, mainly white and grey in color ..
it was moving normally towards the major lane when it just stopped,
so i picked up speed, but then it just kept creeping forward ..
hahah, the instructor told me to signal right for a lane change to avoid it ..
so i signalled, was still looking at the cleaning vehicle,
than i prepared to avoid it by cutting to the middle lane alittle ..
i was on gear 3 roughly around 40km and picking up speed,
i just switched gear and was heading for gear 4 actually, till that fellow showed up ..
so i checked my rear view mirror, and i saw something large on my right back,
i couldn't tell clearly what it was cause i took a glance,
only that it was green and it took up the entire height of the mirror ..
quickly checked my right side view mirror and i was like oh shit,
first thing that came to my mind, big truck hahaah and the
cleaning utility vehicle was still inching out to the major road,
it had those hazard lights on at the top but the driver was looking at us calmly
and the damn machine was creeping and creeping towards us ..
so ya, instructor saw the big truck as well, and he said dun turn, like duh,
while he started stepping the brake pedal on his side, i didn't know that ..
that i realised that eh, why my speed drop so much, than the car
started jerking and i hit the clutch, just nice on time hahaha ..
k my car was slightly in the middle lane as we were forced to by the
cleaning vehicle and the damn big truck just went pass us on our right ..
all this happened pretty fast ahahah like within a distance of 3 street lamps ..
lucky i didn't turn the steering wheel too much, if not the car would be a goner ..
hahaha and if the big truck's driver did try to avoid us,
the other car on his right would be a super real goner hahahahh ..
instructor was like:" thats scary, dunno what the hell was he trying to do,
lucky you didn't turn too much if not we would be pan cakes, you know why right? did you check the mirror before you turn?"
hahah we were laughing all the way in the car about that hahah ..
yes i did check but i have a bad habit, immediately after checking my rear
view mirror, i would start turning the steering wheel already ..
than there was this kid and his grandma i think ..
along ave 4, freaking scary ahhahah ..
was crusing at about 40 to 50 and slowing cause it was red light at the next junction ..
than there was the ah ma and her boy waiting by the road ..
suddenly the ah ma just nudged her grand son and they STROLLED across
the 2 lanes when i was like damn near them ..
i was just 3 or 4 trees away from them, what were they thinking???
if they ran it was ok, but they STROLLED !!! and the boy was swinging his arms
happily like he was worshipping something ..
needless to say, i brought the car to quite a slow speed, around 20 to 30,
changing to gear 2 at the same time hahaha ..
instructor was like:" good good, phew mad one, close call again, thats one scary grand mother hahah"
i was like, ya damn damn damn scary ..
after that i maintained my speed around 40 whenever we had to travel
along that stretch of road hahahah, anyway i lived there before
and the junction near there is filled with accidents ..
like the most clocked in a month was 4 i think ..
every few nights you would hear a few bangs hahah than the entire
blocks around would have people sticking their heads out of the window ..
than dad would be picking up the house phone, hi i would like to report an acci .......
haha, damn fun though its scary hahahah ..
and i drove without my right shoe today hahahah ..
cause it was a little bit too roomy and i couldn't "feel" the accelarator,
so i would be pressing too much everytime, took it off after a while hahah ..
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none of us met up in the end hahaha ..
tried to organise a meeting yet i found myself a little too tired at the end of the day ..
luckily none was able to make it in the end hahaha ..
went to AMK hub after driving today, went to bits & pieces ..
took a look at the "bicycle chain" design haha ..
strolled around whatever there was of the mall, bought a donut as i was hungry ..
and i realised something, i froze when her fingers unneccessarily
stroked further back beyond my thumb area just to take a 2 dollar note
held between my index finger and thumb ..
her fingers felt so nice to the touch for some reasons,
her skin was so smooth and all that her fingers just seemed to glide over my skin ..
maybe it was because of the action as well that the effect was achieved ..
anyway, yeah, this weird feeling filled me instantly ..
it was cold and there was a tingling sensation ..
i felt weird seriously, so weird i pulled my hand back almost instantly ..
and i felt shy . stunned and a little embarrassed at the same time ..
if at that point of time i had to answer a question,
surely i would have fumbled with my words ..
well u can guessed what i did, the moment the donut was ready,
she handed me the paper bag, i had to make an effort to take it from her
as i normally would, the moment it was in my hands pass the counter,
i vanished from the stall hahah ..
i had to make an efort can u believe it?
mitchell caught off guard in a situation like that, this kinda situation, man ..
i tried my best to be as normal, maybe i tried two hard because i
took the bag from her with both my hands hahaha ..
like that was unneccessary behaviour from a customer ..
and her cute sweet innocent face with that cute sweet smile
didn't help me one bit seriously, i can swear my life on that haha ..
man, what an eventful day ..
what did i realise? well simply said, i am still not very comfortable getting
into contact with other people, especially those of the opposite sex
with a cute sweet innocent face and smile hahah ..
no la that just bull shit, but ya, it was quite an amusing experience ..

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:35

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