Saturday, July 26, 2008
ooo, playing in the durian. talking bout durians.
one of my sergents taught me how to seperate the
better durians from the lousier ones.
smelling and shaking hahah. every time we head out field, they would durian hunt.
and then, consume the durians in front of us.
i realised that i am still stuck with this thing.
cant shake it off no matter how hard i try.
kinda afraid of it, as the saying goes, once bitten twice shy.
human emotions. hate girls as much as i love them.
and did i step on some body's toes again. sigh. really dont mean to.
went for our section live firing yesterday. shouted till my throat felt like crap.
the detail commander has to give orders.
when to move, fire and the location of the target.
up hill run with live rounds. proning every few meters in depressions filled with mud.
we call it teh peng. cause it really looks like the drink.
so yeah, we looked like crap lol. rashes all over now lol.
what do i think about the whole experience? priceless.
my temper has gotten really bad since i enlisted.
like what one of my BMT friends said when BMT was ending.
if you are a grenade, the user would die the moment he releases the safety lever.
cause i have no fuse. pull the safety pin, release the safety lever and boom.
there's suppose to be a 5 sec to 6 sec delay after u release the lever.
thats two incidents in like what 4 months ?
previous record. hmmm, countable with one hand in my 19 years.
and i am really impatient nowadays. everything has to be quick.
tolerance level is almost zero for most matters and i dont except excuses. bad.
really sucks you know.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 14:39
Sunday, July 06, 2008
some idiot screwed up our book out timing cause he lost something important.
thanks to him, we were delayed by an hour at least.
and i realised something, when ever i am doing long distant running,
running with my SBO on, i would have difficulties breathing.
sounds like i am having an asthma attack kinda thing.
and yeah, performance drops like no body's business.
gonna bring in portable speakers to camp.
at least then, we would have some music while we clean up the bunk,
slack in bunk or what ever. just so that our admin time wouldn't be so quiet.
just some background music. bringing in another book.
finished with martin's "End War". gonna start on a star wars book.
found a good way to keep awake during lectures.
yeah, read the novels lol. gotta search for another novel during the next book out.
oh yeah, bought quite some supplies. gonna last me two weeks. i hope.
the food would run out pretty quickly. the drinks, well hehe.
i bought the small milo tin. instead of those sachets.
had some fun with some friends earlier on.
childish fun yet it seemed so great. there's a child in all of us.
sometimes we revive it, and enjoy ourselves greatly.
hmmm, i am 20 lol. a big baby. really big baby.
i haven't found that special girl yet. not sure when she'll come.
just waiting patiently lol, for now. cause i cant do much.
gonna meet Ash next week i guess. catch up a little here and there.
maybe over dinner ? no idea.
gosh i am really thirsty. gonna end here.
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:12
