her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:20
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
man, slept at 11 plus and i woke up around 2am just now ..
made a trip to the toilet and now i cant sleep ..
guess its because of the toilet light, too bright ..
anyway ya, i can't sleep already and thats bad ..
and now martin is up to hahah, one of his usual mad night wake ups ..
just wake up, sit up, look around scratching his head,
look at his phone to check the time then gone again haha ..
well, what happened today or rather, yesterday ..
met addison at IKEA, bought a hot dog plus drink ..
went to Queensway shopping center, bought a pair of black jeans for 20 ..
then went back to IKEA, bought another hot dog ..
okie, started searching for the shoe rack my mum wanted ..
just helped her buy it since i was going there ..
cab back, drop off the stuff, than took the same cab to khatib MRT ..
went to bishan J8, slacked there, was pretty early and addison
wanted to chill out at dome and have some wine ..
but yeah, was too early to go over there and like just chill ..
so we headed to coffee bean instead and had something each ..
walked around the whole place trying to find me a shirt ..
seriously, my cupboard has about 20 plus shirts,
of which i only wear about half of that amount, around 10 ..
out of that 10, 1 is for concert and the other 9 for everyday occassions ..
the rest of the shirts in the cupboards ?
they are like decoration pieces ..
all those like nylon material kind you know, hate them ..
then why have them? cause when dad goes overseas,
he keeps buying them for us, as long as he thinks its nice he buys ..
the thing is, he doesn't figure out it sucks to wear that in SG,
and his children doesn't like it, tell him also he wont listen so ya loh ..
so yeah, finally got a shirt from U2, pretty comfortable shirt haha ..
okie so finally it felt like it was the right time to head to Dome ..
he had this side dish and his wine there, the food there is pretty good ..
and me? budget le la, plain water all the way ..
just helped made addison's money more worth it hahah, cheapo right ..
okie, aaron came later, chit chat with us a little ..
for i think like 20 mins or so, then we all went back ..
took the train home, wanted to drop off at amk station ..
for some reasons, i was thinking about something and
by the time i realised where i was, it was took late, the doors were closing ..
so yeah, took the train to yishun instead ..
i didn't have to wait long for 169, thankfully ..
was a little tired and was dozing off in the bus ..
tried the new route home today, dropped off a stop before my usual one ..
walked through the fitness corner, pass the last row of houses ..
than made a turn and headed down springside ave ..
seems longer yet nicer ..
get to walk through the park, more colorful ..
and i get to walk through the new houses which is more peaceful ..
yup that area is quieter, save the occasional laughter from the houses ..
oh, did i mention? the park is beside a mosque and a church ..
so are the new houses ..
they say it not good to stay near a religious building or something ..
old people say the spirits cant enter those buildings so
they linger on around them instead and nearby houses get it ..
i think its quite true to a certain extend cause one of my elder cousin
stayed beside a temple and every other night there were weird things ..
that leads me to wonder, how to produce babies when there
are these weird things going on every other night ..
such a mood spoiler right hahaha ..
okie, share something with your before i end ..
quoted from a book, Analytical Psychology ..
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For if one can accept one's sin, one can live with it.
If one cannot live with it, one has to suffer the inevitable consequences.
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Nature commits no errors.
Right and wrong are human categories.
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There will always be a flaw in the crystal.
We can never reach perfection.
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My principle is: for heaven's sake do not be perfect,
but by all means try to be complete -- whatever that means.
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To be complete is a very great problem, and to talk of it is amusing,
but to be it is the main thing.
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Thinking if you ask a philosopher, is something very difficult,
so never ask a philosopher about it because he is the only man who
does not know what thinking is. Everybody else knows what thinking is.
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Sensation tells me something is:
it does not tell me what it is and it does not tell me other
things about that something; it only tells me that something is.
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Sensation tells us that a thing is.
Thinking tells us what that thing is,
feeling tells us what that thing is worth to us.
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Things have a past and they have a future.
They come from somewhere, they go to somewhere, and you cannot see where
they came from and you cannot know where they go to,
but you get what the Americans call a hunch.
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okie bb, killed some time hahah, nearly one hour haha ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:50
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
man was reading msn news online yesterday night ..
saw this article on a US developed weapon, Trident II ..
cant remember the details, it can travel close to mach 5 and its a 34FT missile ..
either 34FT or 34Tons, anyway its one big missile ..
contains tungsten rods, so what happens is that it explodes
above the targeted area ..
and the tungsten rods would obliterate anything within 3000 meters ..
cool huh, its use to wipe out a large area, area effect weapon ..
capable of striking any place in the world within 60mins ..
thats very very fast ..
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was chatting with a friend just now,
sounded pretty depressed and i didn't really know how to help her ..
so just tried to make her laugh, but i am not very good at that of cause ..
wonder what causes the human to feel down ..
very weird right, when something bad happens, you feel down ..
hmmm, if lets say, a child was brought up like this ..
A death is a joyful event, one should celebrate it ..
A new life is a sad dark event, it should be mourned ..
something like that you know, make everything the opposite ..
would the child than grow up to feel the opposite of a "normal" person ?
or would the then man go mad since it might clash with the
"normal" unconsious mind that has been imbued into humans through time ..
its has always been like this, so if we were to try to change a
human since young would he lose his sanity ?
just a mad thought ..
anyway cheer up girl, life isn't a shade of grey :)
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martin bought this new game for the xbox, Quake 4 ..
ok technically speaking dad paid, so dad bought it ..
super gory game though not at all violent to me ..
just guns guns and more guns ..
why gory? there is an entire cinematic just to show the process of
how your character was changed from fully human to cyborg after
being captured by alien forces ..
so its like an another marine are straped to surgical chairs ..
the skin from your chess to slightl above the stomach have been
torn out so that it can be fastened to the sides of the chair ..
the other marine is in front of you,
so you can see what would happen to you ..
ya, than theres the part where the mechanical arms saw off ur legs
and replace them with mechnical one ..
same for one eye, a cybernatic optical implant ..
yeah pretty gory ..
every where you go, the walls, the floor and ceilings are all cover in blood ..
especially the area where they transform humans, totally blood ..
all in all, its a pretty nice game, nicer than halo actually ..
only thing is that, there are plenty of dark scenes,
so its pretty hard to play in the day ..
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man, can only start next week ..
means i would be pretty broke till end of next month, sucks ..
gotta head to queens town to get some stuff ..
hopefully can get what i need ..
than hopefully i can clock long working hours,
cause that would mean more pay ..
anyway i have nothing to do at home too, might as well work longer ..
rather than spending money outside chilling out or
worst still not doing anything just slacking at home ..
might as well use all the time i have to earn some money ..
what would i do with the pay ?
hmmm, get some necessities save the rest ..
maybe only get one item that i may wanna buy ..
anything else would have to wait till i get my second pay ..
use the savings from the first pay to pull me through
till i get the second pay ..
so i would still have savings, just top up on my savings haha ..
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hmmm, so maybe i would get to hear the band play from
the where the audience are sitting soon haha ..
seriously i have never heard them play from this angle before ..
think it would be pretty interesting ..
kinda looking forward to it actually ..
of cause i understand what i mean when i say that ..
guess the reason is because i have always wondered whats
it like to watch and listen to this band play from up there ..
maybe attending one of NYGH's band concert too ..
someone is asking me to go, not for this year's though ..
what a long booking haha, long term ..
still got which others, cant remember le, maybe CHIJTP soon ..
sian sian sian, gotta call people along, must think of names le ..
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dunch know what to do now, 01:31am ..
still early, maybe have something to eat ?
should i meet her on sat though, dunch think that's possible actually ..
would be too far as well, not that i don want to ..
i would love to in fact hahaha ..
hmmm, wonder how many lessons can i complete next week ..
this week i am doing 2 on friday, maybe 2 topics per lesson ?
that would be really good, speed up a bit more ..
cant buy anymore slots cause those of study breaks have booked them ..
so maybe next week is a gonna too,
since i would not be able to get any more cash till a long time ..
maybe gotta ask for like a month more before i get cash from dad ..
alright, no mood to blog anymore cause i am bored beyond reasoning ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:54
Sunday, March 25, 2007
was outside today and this girl kinda freaked me out can ..
gosh, seriously there are the DOs and DON'Ts ..
go find the female doctor hitch alright, its irritating ..
shall not elaborate further ..
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hmmmm, received a call while i was in church ..
and i rejected it, sent the busy tone ..
come to think of it now, it may have been the manager ..
just hope it isn't and if it was, hope they'll call back ..
and man ahhaa, was falling asleep during mpm and during mass ..
just felt so tired, even now i still am ..
didn't sleep last night, prepared and headed for ssw this morning ..
the last time i attended ssw, the same thing happened hahah ..
this has gotta stop, really, spoiling my body ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:55
Friday, March 23, 2007
okie slept at 5am and woke up at 4pm, thats 11hrs wasted ..
had 2 weird dreams last night, really weird ..
cant remember their order ..
one was about me and joce, the dream was pretty weird ..
maybe it came under the influence of what i read and was worried about ..
so the two sort of combined themselves ..
anyway, i was heading for a job interview and just nice she was there too ..
and after our interview, we both realised we left something behind ..
some papers of some sort, dunch know what was it ..
yeah, sounds pretty much like her experience right ahaha ..
the second one, i hope it doesn't come true ahhaha ..
so i received the letter saying that i was gonna be enlisted soon ..
at that point of time, SG and our good neighbour were having
some not so friendly and smooth matters happening between us ..
so my friend was asking me, ey you are gonna be enlisted soon ..
than now things are like that, not scared that you have to go and fight?
i was like, nah cant happen one ..
suay suay, there was a war and yeah, chiong sua ..
the results of the war were very weird hahaha, weird cause i am bias ..
we only managed to take over slightly more than half of their country ..
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the other day while travelling to mark's place,
we were talking about why do vatican blacks not smell ..
figured out it was the coconut oil they used ..
than they were saying army kanna one black bunk mate die man ..
i was like, dun later say so much, kanna armour with the fellow beside u, cry ..
he was like, rather jump out of the vehicle ..
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gonna clean up my wife later, maybe practice a bit ..
play a bit of 360 than relax, read book and stuff ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:34
Thursday, March 22, 2007
okie now i would be the ice cream man ..
maybe posted to matthew's place, hope that's the case ..
anyway was out with addison and wilson ..
went around aimlessly in town just looking at this and that ..
just wanted to kill time and stay from home ..
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hmmmm, i think my left ear is screwed ..
sometimes when i am listening to music, speakers ..
my speakers are on the left of my bed so ya, left ear of mine too ..
anyway when i am listening to music,
some times it just goes off like a wave, like someone is playing the volume ..
like turning it soft than back to normal than soft, keep repeating ..
follows a sorta almost even frequency i feel ..
the period and wave lengths seem to be quite steady ..
only realised it when i was listening to star wars ..
thought my file was corrupted or something hahah ..
anyway, the other day, was cleaning out my ear and there was blood, shits ..
its always that ear that giving problems ..
shall not use my ear phones for a very long time already ..
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hmmmm, in a room of people ..
the person that places equal amount of emphasis on small
matters as he does on big matters,
generally gets notice right ?
was just thinking about this while i was waiting for 169 on my way back ..
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hmmm, its been a pretty long time since i had dreams ..
in fact the last one was months ago ..
dreamt that i screwed my final sem exams haha, and it did happen ..
maybe dreams do work in the way he think they do ..
and anyway during that time i was able to still amend the situation ..
so yeah, if i continued than that was what would happen ..
so yeah, i cant explain what was his explaination so ya ..
go read the book ..
speaking of his books ..
i have a sudden interest in religions as well ..
cant remember whether i saw a book by him on it, think i did ..
shall go check it out when i have the cash ..
3 topics, by ranking would be ..
on neuro linguistic, dreams followed by religion ..
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okie was at the interview today ..
and it was damn weird la, the manager for that outlet was, butch ..
however she was quite a friendly butch ..
okie thats not the point ..
me addison and somehow wilson, were all dressed casual smart ..
me and addison were talking about it, so yeah, kinda planned i guess ..
for wilson's case, i seriously dunch know hahaha ..
anyway me and wilson went there casual smart, gelare ..
and the butch was dressed up quite formally save
the top slot below the collar being lefted unbuttoned ..
so we went there and was like, oh shit,
so funny la, everyone was dress super slack and casual ..
i mean those that were applying for the job ahahha ..
in the end was like ah ok just go ahead with that weird feeling hahah ..
in that entire shop, only me and her were dressed formally, so weird ..
now there's a problem, i only have one black bottom,
needa get another one ..
maybe borrow from marcus or something ..
might not fit though cause i think his waist is wider than mine ..
i am around 28, his is about 30, and he has got way longer legs ..
shall see how hmmm ..
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for some reasons, after topping up my ez-link card at yishun ..
a super familiar tune just played itself in my head ..
just that tune, repeating and repeating and i found myself humming to it ..
than i paused and tried to figure out what was it as it was soooo familiar ..
when i was about to leave the top up machine i realised it was mahler ..
up till now i still cant figure out which of his symphonies
cause i forgot about the tune the moment i rushed off ..
the only think i remember is that its either mahler 1 mvt 4 or mahler 3 ..
has to be mahler 3 though, cause i love it so much more heehee ..
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i realised i have a big problem, dad highlighted it before ..
what was the reason he did so i cant remember,
and i simply brushed it off at that time ..
now it has become quite evident that it would be a great disadvantage for me ..
whats the problem? i dunch really know how to say no to others ..
for example, i wanna get a drink ..
so i head to the store, pick a bottle of pink dolphin and ask for the price ..
so the cashier replies 2 dollars and though i find it way too ex
and i know that it pretty unworth it and would strain my pockets,
i simply pass her the note ..
many other cases but yeah, not knowing how to reject is a big
though not the biggest problem of mine ..
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saw something spectacular today ..
if addison and wilson weren't there, i would have bought a drink,
sat at the steps and watched the entire saga ..
what happened was there was a girl and a guy ..
the girl obviously was pissed with the guy and wanted to leave ..
the guy however seemed to not approved and was holding both
her hands at chest level, around the level of her chin it seems ..
and even after we came out of Zara, the 2 of them were still in that position ..
the girl by that time was raising her voice a little already ..
stupid guy right, let her go la, so many other fishes ..
maybe he hasn't screwed the bitch ..
must have felt the efforts and the investment he made didn't pay of
as what he expected, therefore he was reluctant to let go just like that ..
oh well, such things are a rare side, worthy of the oscars ..
though they say dont gloat at another's misfortune ..
hell to that, we control our fates ..
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well, we were at star bucks before heading to Zara ..
wheellock place, star bucks ..
so yeah, we were having our drinksm when this group of
weirdly style and dressed punk look alike came into the shop ..
a group of 4 guys, think they are jap from their hair style and dressing ..
even so though, japs usually dress alot better being fasion consicous ..
among one of them was this guy with super big shades,
like the size of what they call in army, the bastard sun glasses ..
he took his drink, walked over to his table and sat down ..
all that time i realised something, there was this black spacing
that was getting wider and wider as he walked and finally sat ..
couldn't see clearly as i was on contacts and my eyes were pretty tired ..
after a while he got up went to his friends chat and returned ..
and before he sat, he pulled his pants up like by alot alot haha ..
i was like oh ok so that was his boxers ..
wilson was like, what kinda style is that ???
hahaha, they really looked weird, one of them looked like a drug addict actually ..
like you can tell a person's a smoker by the color of his teeth and lips ..
yeah usually, something like that ..
the color of his skin around his eyes, super skinny, sunken cheeks and stuff ..
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hmmmm, so yeah, i am pretty hungry again hahaha ..
whats new right, just an eating machine hahaha ..
if i were a car, my owner would have a big hole in his pocket ..
addison asked us what is our dream car, as in the one we wanna buy ..
right now its a porsche yeah, and among them its the caymen S ..
dad tested the car already, think its the caymen S ..
he and his BMW pals were invited to the launch and test drive day ..
found the car's sound insulation to be quite bad ..
complaint that the engine noise just flooded the interior ..
well, hahaha, thats nice hahah, anyway its a sports car ..
hmmmm, brand or speed, which would you choose if u had the cash ..
the Porsche Caymen S & the BMW Z4M are going for around the same price ..
plus minus i think within 20,000 ..
Porsche is of cause in the eyes of many, more branded than a BMW ..
on the other hand, the Z4M beats the Caymen S flat in terms
or horse power and speed, its really raw power ..
the Caymen S' engine sound muscular and is really loud ..
the Z4M is considered quite silent when it has warmed up,
but when you hit the accelerator, it just blows you away, very raw yet solid sound ..
hmmm, both are really nice sport cars, ones cute while the other is fierce ..
both would get any girls hoping in for a ride, at a club ..
the seats of both cant be reclined and their roofs are pretty low,
so dont think of anything further than a slightly spicy ride ..
to me, its still the Caymen hahah, small and easy to park ..
and in SG, you cant race much, plus the Z4M burns a hell lot of petrol ..
though it would be nice to know that you would be able to
beat an ah beng chia flat with the Z4M heehee ..
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oh talking about cars hahah, there's this idiot in my neighbourhood ..
he owns a BMW 5 series, and for christ's sake its not even a 545i,
think its only a 525 or 535, one of the lower ones ..
what the fellow actually did was to install body modification kits on his car ..
and the job was pretty well done, so much so it looked like a real M5 ..
he even had the grills cut into the side of his car and the M5 logo
pasted where the logo is supposed to be haha ..
dad was like, since when was there an M5 in this area ..
those on the forum know where do the M owners stay ..
so yeah, they had an informal challenge on the road one dad and
his 545i smashed the "M5" flat hahah ..
guess another person did the same thing as well because very soon
the forum was over flowing with news of his fake m5 ..
well, what did the fellow do ? he couldn't remove the kits,
they glue it with super strong adhesives and screws are drilled in ..
so removing it would scar the car ..
the M logo at the back of the car, M5 ..
he turned it up-side-down ..
so it looks something like "SW" now ..
stupid idiot right, waste of money ..
and recently, many M6s have been appearing on the road ..
for some strange reasons though they have a tough time getting moving ..
these people really spoil the market,
it really affected the value of the real things when people found out
it could be done this way, psychos ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:12
screwed so screwed ..
down to two major objectives now and i must make it ..
those two are quite important to me now ..
one to satisfy the boss and the other to fulfill a need and to
prevent criticism ..
what a world, i have to do things to satisfy others and protect myself ..
really wish to end the game actually ..
would be wearing the camou soon,just a matter of when ..
wish then, i would be able to get into the unit i want ..
anyway, would most likely be out with addison tomorrow already ..
gonna do job hunting again ..
matt's place is hiring people, 5 an hour, quite ok le ..
i realise i am usually only motivated when i
find a challenge in that thing i am doing ..
if not i'll be quite slack ..
same as when i first became the studio manager for the band ..
couldn't find a reason to do what i was supposed to do ..
after a while, i think someone must have spoken to the com ..
then i realised that my job allowed me to do what no other departments can ..
and the changes my department makes, are very visual ..
in other words it would be recognised if the change is
big enough and for good reasons ..
at that time i enter the NYP band saw the state their room was in,
and as like, thank God that SWO's room ain't like that ..
saw the fact that we could be like them and so, worked ..
those two reasons cranked my engines ..
now the new challenge would be to maintain whats done
and fix whats not done ..
of cause i still need reminders as i am still not there yet ..
lets just say i am not matured enough to take my job that seriously ..
kk, shall end here, shall try to sleep already
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 04:27
alright, drove the new cars today, some model called CITY ..
thinks it honda, dunch really know which company though ..
its was a really new car, clocked like 2368 KM only ..
anyway it was pretty responsive and stuff,
it was a pleasure driving it as compared to the older models ..
there was just one mighty big problem ..
all the cars have an additional brake installed on the passenger side
for the instructor, in case of emergency ..
so there was some mechenical fault with the brakes on this model ..
what happened today was, i was making a turn from a filter lane,
had to stop as there was traffic coming my way, outside circuit ..
so it was clear and i was preparing to leave ..
for some strange reason, the car jerked and jerked and died ..
i was like what the hell, ok nevermind, it might be me ..
so restarted the engine and the same thing happened when i tried to move off ..
than i realised something the 2nd time it happened ..
when i removed my feet from the brake pedal,
it didn't follow up, and the passenger's brake would
go move with the drivier's brake pedal whenever i released or pressed it ..
thats not supposed to happen, its supposed to be free on its own ..
after a while we went back to the circuit, did the slopes and stuff ..
and the same thing happened but the car didn't die ..
was driving on a straight road when the car started jerking quite badly ..
hahaa, i was really pissed, turned my head, checked out the passenger's
brake pedals then i asked the instructor :"did u step on the brakes ?"
than he was like, is it i didnt realise, it was then that he told me of the fault ..
in my mine i was like what the hell la,
i was going at 60 out of the circuit earlier on and you didnt tell me ..
if what happened in the circuit happened on the road,
there was sure to be an accident, its in AMK, not some ulu place ..
that kinda explained why my car would slow down on its own at times haha ..
not the kinda lose speed as it drifted, rather lose speed pretty quickly ..
and no its not engine brake, 4th gear engine brake also like no brake ..
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and today hahaha, there was a beginner i think, driving out of circuit ..
what dumb luck, i had to travel behind him and the whole time,
there wasn't even a single chance of over taking ..
he was travelling at like 40 and every now and then he would apply
the brakes plus occassionally his car would die at the traffic lights ..
well, every beginner goes through that, just how many times ..
guess he must have had an instructor who kept asking him to slow down ..
i became pretty flustered up ahah, a little irritated ..
cause i had to travel at, to me snails pace, behind him ..
and his car would drift too left or too right from time to time ..
my instructor was like, becareful of this car, very unstable haha ..
and his car only had one side of the back lights working,
and further half of that half was working only hahah ..
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okie today was the first time this happened to me hahah ..
instructor told me to drive him to the toilet at the motorcycle station in circuit ..
i was like okie can, than tried to speed up a little ..
very funny guy la he, than he was chatting with me while i was
driving out of the circuit ..
forgot how it all started but we ended up chatting about yio chu kang sec ..
think it was about my interest so i said music,
then he asked about how i picked it up and i said yck sec ..
his son is studying there so he was asking me about the school ahha ..
ended up chatting about his kid and the com,
his kid and how his kid hates chinese haha, i could relate well to that ..
drove here and there laugh and talk ahah, than went back to the circuit ..
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anyway was at Mark's place earlier on ..
me, addison, shawn and matthew went over to chill ..
was damn blur can, Mark brought 6 bottles of Hoegaarden to his room ..
they wanted to drink and chat and stuff, just plain chilling out ..
so i was like okie, i'll take one then ..
was took busy with the card game, 5 people version of dai-di called arsehole ..
arranged my cards and took a some of it and went yucks, it beer ..
than matthew was like, ya it beer mah, what were you thinking haha ..
than i was like man, i thought i was liquer, ya what was i thinking. since
when was there ever bottled hard liquer hahaha "
took it down bit by bit till it was finally empty ahhaha ..
yuck yuck yucks, i hate beer, yyeeeeewwwwwww ..
the next time i am the airport, retuning back to sg ..
of cause not with my family la hahah ..
i would get a bottle or 2 of hard liquer ..
maybe cordon bleu or some other kind ..
really wanna try the Coron Bleu but i dont think dad would allow ..
yeah, just save it, than drink it with my friends ..
i wonder what does beef marinated with say, Martell, taste like ..
kobe beef ? ahahhahah, kk just a cold joke ..
anyway over shot the 00:00 curfew haha, decided to forget about it oops ..
so i received a msg at around 00:40 hahah, and another after that ..
of cause i had to reply, it was the boss ..
so cab back hhaha, was walking to addison's place when i had to cab back ..
climb the gates cause dad had them locked the main gates i guess ..
he came in my room at around 2 and asked who let me in hahah ..
i was like, er i climbed the fence ..
what was the reply i got? i'll speak with you tomorrow,
then he offed the lights and shut the door not so quietly ..
so whats the plan for tomorrow?
die die gotta escape the house, gonna attend the exchange for YCK ..
than maybe meet up with addison and be home aound 10 ?
head straight to my room and hide in there, sleep early hahahha ..
forget dinner, would surely wake up around 3 or 4 am,
than i would have my dinner then hahaha ..
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man, i just had left over fried rice for dinner just now ..
guess what did addison eat ?
he made salad and he maybe cooking some bacon and eggs ..
ahhhhh, sounds so delicious hahahahahah ..
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hmmmm, i dunno when did it started ..
maybe since the time i began checking you out ?
hmmm i really do not know ..
the one thing i do know is that you are starting to look prettier and prettier to me,
and i just cant help but take glances at you when ever possible ..
yet it all seems very clear that things would never work out ..
well, in fact it wouldn't even be able to take off ..
what a waste, such a nice girl ..
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well was cracking some jokes with shawn and matthew
while making our way to mark's place ..
just share some with you guys ..
oh, they classify any other dominations besides the Roman Catholics
as under the protestants, besides the others under the Popes umbrella ..
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we were saying that it seems like protestant girls are hotter than
our vatican girls and were chatting about it ..
ever wondered why protestant girls are hotter than catholic girls?
the devil made them hotter than they already are so they could
draw the vatican boys hahah ..
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one of them were saying about this protestant girl he likes ..
so we were like, *** has fallen for a prosti ..
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well, the moon shines really bright at little india
cause there are lotsa night riders there ..
all night riders stop at little india ..
one them started to imitate the war craft character ..
riders of the night, assemble now !!
then he raised up one of his arm, and went oh God oh man
and covered his nose after that ahah ..
yeah all cold jokes but at least there's somthing to laugh about ..
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eh matt, check ur prata for brown spots later leh ..
they are taking very long, not enough oil la,
or maybe the mushroom paste is alitte too little ..
think he is getting his friend to jerk out some more mushroom paste for u ..
yeeeewwwww ..
oh do u know? they jerk out on the prata, spread it as oil ..
those brown spot are the areas where they didn't spread it properly hahah,
enjoy your prata man ahhaha ..
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yeee why is * i think its heaven * so racist one ..
only white men can go to heaven ..
((( cause the picture showed a white man in heaven and a black one under )))
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so how is your village girl ? the one from thailand shan village hahah ..
hows her pigs, got feed a not ..
eh brother, you needa teach her how to speak english la ..
than next time when u wanna marry her, must give her mother chicken and eggs ..
bring her back to SG than must teach her english teach her everything ..
teach her how to comb hair and style her hair also muahaha ..
*** okie that was damn mean, anyway one of them likes his colleague,
and her hair looks a bit like a village girl so they call her ter sua, and the other one likes to make fun of her, not in front of her la ***
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we were chatting chatting chatting, than suddenly one of us was like,
eh why your dont care about me one, never talk to me de ..
than the other was like, because we are not talking about gelare,
talking about everything except gelare, so shut up hahah ..
*** he was trying to advertise his gelare friendz card, he works there ***
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 02:20
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
okie the results are out, i am pretty screwed ..
something is wrong with the website though,
its taking a pretty long time to display my stuff ..
had to use a different method to obtain my results, one big round ..
think alot of us are gone from the looks of it ..
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the feeling has returned to me, after more then a year since it first started ..
it suddenly came to me that i am single again,
and that i am actually starting to check girls out again ..
just a part in me that says i wanna get a companion or
start working on getting a companion ..
miss that feeling of being loved and loving another ..
its such a wonderful feeling that it cannot be described ..
and as always, when i think, i fail to think about others ..
the ultimate goal would be to enrich myself, and along the way,
other people become oblivous to me, i wont think of them at all, just myself ..
so it kinda surprised me when my friend replied that
too felt the same way, sian of single hood ..
and so i was like wow i am not the only one huh ..
was just thinking, how many of us actually thought of
where we expect our relationship to head to?
like what is the goal or the aim of the relationship ..
or do we just take our relationship step by step ..
i dunno about you guys but for sure i had and have a goal for mine ..
shall not share it here cause i wanna keep it to myself ..
not saying that a step by step method is wrong,
but i feel that with an aim, the path i am on becomes clearer and easier to navigate ..
and of cause, along the way methods have to be changed
and thats when the step by step comes in too ..
i guess its kinda like depends on the situation right ..
the long term goals and the short term ones ..
use the short term ones to build up the base for the long term ones ..
hmmm, so how do i choose the girl exactly ?
well, i gotta admit looks are the first thing, first impression i mean ..
the other parts, if she passes everything else haha ..
than a little bit of flirting haha, flirting is evident in all courtships,
even between animals so there's nothing wrong with it i guess ..
and if she is willing than i am too, wait what the hell,
i am always game for a go ahhahahah
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right now though, a far major problem is at hand ..
needa get through this one first before i can even think of getting a girl ..
this is gonna be one hell of a ride ..
and suddenly more than ever, i feel like going in ..
complete it, get my arse out, and make things right ..
hope the super long break eventually get my brains bored ..
need to get this sorted out, really need to ..
and i needa rush my driving as well, no matter how much i hate it ..
somethings just gotta be done when your boss says do it ..
damn why am i beginning to feel i never had a chance to decide ..
com'on man, snap back to reality, not oops there goes gravity ..
from a song yeah ahaha, take away the first part and the oops ..
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hahaha, me and the aboved mentioned pal were chatting about relationships,
when suddenly about our experience with guys liking us ..
okie he looks like me seriously, even the priest in church
passed us off as biological brothers based on our looks ..
so yeah, we look alike and therefore he is handsome, hahah ..
alright seriously, he is handsome too ..
we all are good looking in our own ways as i always say ..
well he got it lucky ahahha, his guys said sweet things to him at least ..
the one or the ones that stalked me, scared away all my female friends,
and quite some male friends too ..
that was in sec 2 and 3 i think hahaha ..
its pretty funny come to think of it now hahahah ..
stalked by a guy ahahha ..
my dad even thought i was gay when he read my phone message hahah ..
that guy or those two guys made my blood boil ..
they actually chased away all my female friends, hat i cant stand ..
no female = no mitchell hahaha ..
kk shall end here le ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:19
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
okie gonna redo my blog i guess ..
do it up a little, change some stuff not much though ..
first thing would be the links and the piano picture ..
did away with one list of links already, felt they were expendable ..
hmmmm, shall replace the piano picture, just a matter of time ..
however i am having difficulty in getting a replacement ..
cant find a suitable one ..
got an idea actually, shall wait till mid-night or something ..
when the area is almost dark, yup ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 18:11
alright the file is in the CC, doesn't make a difference since
i am not in a rush to go about doing it up ..
okie, did my driving today, was pretty fun haaha, automatic car haha ..
had fun moving off smoothly and pretty quickly too ..
its such a relaxing thing to do seriously, driving an auto on SG's roads ..
there are like so many traffic junctions ..
for a manual, just switch gears till you cry, foot plus hand work ..
auto, just press the brake and accelerator ..
oh yeah, since my left leg wasn't needed for the auto,
i could rest it on the foot rest ..
however, my mind must have found it weird cause my left leg
kept repositioning itself all over ..
like to where the clutch should be, roughly ..
or my leg would just be in a position as it would normally be
when i am sitting on a chair, quite relaxed ..
i didn't realise it till the instructor asked me,
"not used to it ah, your leg like dunno where to put"
i was like is it? then i thought for a while, then oh yeah, maybe haha ..
okie thats the english ahaha ..
and yesh, i nearly bursted out laughing when he said something ..
he meant to say that he would let me practice driving the car along that road first ..
however he phrased it as : "i practice you first"
yeah come on ahahah ..
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okie, kinda scared myself today haha, was travelling at about 60,
along ave 4 and i was nearing a traffic light ..
so there were 2 SSDC cars on the left lane,
followed by a space about 1.5 times the length of the SSDC car, than a parked lorry ..
so i was still pretty far back, say 4 or 5 lamp posts, and at 60 haha ..
the right lane was filled with 2 taxis and either way i would have to
switch back to the left lane, so i thought what the heck, i was in the right lane ..
swerved into the left lane the moment my wing mirror crossed
the front of the lorry ahahah ..
that was about 40 kmph already, was applying the brakes bit by bit ..
of cause i did the checks and everything before i turned in haha ..
so yeah swerved in than turned the wheel back,
brought the car to a stop within safety distance of the car in front haha ..
instructor was holding on to the handle on the door hahah ..
he is an old man hahah, and he liked everything slow ..
even when negotiating a turn, i had to slow down to like 15 to 20 ..
of cause that pissed me alot but he was boss ..
i take my corners at around 30 to 40 hahaha ..
yesh, very dangerous hahaa, but used to it ..
i think if he takes a ride when my dad's driving, he would die of a heart attack ..
no one accelerates halfway through a u turn,
no one does a turn at 200kmph, its madness ..
so yeah, that my EXCUSE for the way i drive hahahah,
like father like son hahahah ..
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okie, came home, had a little bit of dinner, one bowl of rice only ..
took a bath, than dad asked whether i wanna accompany them to J8 ..
i say okie hahah, he and martin wanted to get a hair cut ..
i wanted to get some shirts, those long sleeve formal kind ..
so yeah, the 3 of us plus mum made our way there ..
so they went over to that 10 min hair cut shop,
me and mum went shopping hahaha, bought 2 shirts from G2000, heehee ..
oh, U2 has some very nice clothings, wanna get their jeans ..
thats the kinda jeans color and design i am looking for ..
saw a few design variations of a tee-shirt,
sort of like cotten or something interwoven, not knitted ..
felt really comfortable to the touch and looked pretty cool and style ..
guess how much was it, it was only 20 plus ..
seriously thats a good buy hahah, but i am not getting it ..
saving for the jeans hahaha, yup yup ..
so, the jeans would go well with the formal shirts ..
chose 2 designs which i could wear for formal occassions,
or as a smart casual wear kinda thing ..
like maybe when i go chilling out with friends or if
i wanna accompany dad to a car launch or something ..
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talking about car launch, cant wait for the concept M3 to become a reality ..
then i would be able to savor some finger food,
the food there is really yummy ahhahaha ..
and there would be quite a few ferraris and lamborghinis parked there ..
man, i remembered the last time i went for the launching of the M5 ..
was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt, giodano all the way hahahah ..
so dad and bro wore smart casual ..
when we reached the place, i felt so outta place ..
not because i was like 17 or 18 ..
rather it was the way i was dressed ..
i felt so small, i just stood where i was savoring the finger food
while looking at the rest of the crowd admiring the way they were dressed ..
okie, the singaporeans, owners of the ferraris and lamborghinis
and some of dad's BMW friends, all invited ..
either wore smart casual like dad and bro,
if not they were in working class attire, without blazers of cause ..
their ladies young and not so young haha, were all elegantly dressed ..
and the caucasians, man, they were dressed really well ..
mostly black long pants, long sleeve shirts of various designs,
plus blazers and stuff ..
each and everyone of them looked like a model for say G2000 or something hahah ..
i just looked at them and thought to myself, wow ..
that was the day that i promised myself, the next time i entered a car launch,
i would be dressed for the occasion ..
not blazers and all but hey, at least something that suits the occasion ..
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wont tell you guys what the ang mos wore for the LSO concert in SG
and what the singaporeans wore for the same concert hahaha ..
though the singaporeans were mostly in the circle seats,
our dressing was a far cry when compared to the ang mo in the store seats ..
and its a totally disgusting thing for a guy to have his hands
at not so pleasant places of a girls body,
when you are in such a concert, and with such exposed seats ..
totally uncalled for and totally disgusting ..
yeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
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alright, enough ranting hahah ..
shit i am like critisicing my own country men haha ..
hmm, the situation where i found myself being so small so out of place ..
read about something like that in Jung's book today haha ..
and oh, in his book, there's is slightly more than one page
which contains the story of Gildemesh hhahah ..
always thought that that character was a god or something ..
turn's out that he is actually a mortal ..
okie, shall stop here cause i am
HUNGRY MUAHAHAHHAAH
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:07
Monday, March 19, 2007
this is the 2nd or 3rd time i remembered about that file ..
that file which contained those pictures ..
its in the CC if i am not wrong, used it to contain my music for concert ..
then again it could be in my cupboard cause i removed the music already ..
hmmm, feel like keeping that picture back in the file ..
well, think i would like to dedicate an entire page to a certain date ..
a certain date which signified the day i felt my world collasped ..
and also the date where i began a new life ..
if the old one doesn't go, the new one cant come right, that chinese saying ..
yup, shall search it out, do it up again properly ..
gonna leave its current contents inside, its gonna be my photo album ..
pictures of me and my friends, the fun times we had together ..
yeah, it shall be an album not to invoke sadness,
rather, i shall turn this album into something which i can look back
on and say hey, that was one of those happy times in my life haha ..
yeah, thats what its gonna be ..
novus orsa - a new beginning ..
also the name of my blog, since that time ..
i need money hahaha, lotsa and lotsa of money ..
i am always in need of money anyway hahaha ..
hmmm, didnt snap any pictures today though i was out ..
went to band, hmm, had band practice, duh ahha ..
erm, labelled the stands with the help of a few members after practice ..
hmmm, met Addison & Wilson at Cafe Cartell near Chom Chom ..
thats in serangoon, not sure if its serangoon north though haha ..
okie, had a cake there and lotsa bread haha ..
went over to Chom Chom after an hour plus i guess ..
yup, wilson had carrot cake and addison, chao guo tiao ..
me? i was feasting my sense of sight and sense of smell hahah ..
yup, i didnt order anything, didnt wanna spend ..
okie, headed over to Addison's place after that ..
he has a really nice cozy room man, love it hahah ..
watched Years of Blood on SCV Channel 12 ..
about the conflict between palestine and Israel over the years ..
borrowed the show. Hero from him hahah ..
the one where Jet Li, Zhang ZiYi, Maggie Cheung and 2 other famous
male actors acted in, some ancient china show ..
well, its a really meaningless show i find,
cant learn anything from it that can be applied in life ..
and my internet is still screwed for i dunch know what reasons ..
driving tomorrow, approximately 12 more hours ..
and i cant get to sleep, pretty awake now haiz ..
shall try and sleep after this ..
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okie, now i am beginning to feel like this face of mine
would get me into some trouble in the future ..
no i dun look at a girl more than once and even
that once is just a glance, really ..
you know, its really very scary ..
u have a nice looking girl dressed to attract the eyes of guys and with her,
a bigger than me guy, most likely their boy friends, usually thats the case ..
i dont get caught when i glance cause its always for a "reason"
that i look in that direction ..
sure the girl would know that i am looking that way,
something would tell her that someone is looking her way ..
however, i could be looking at the menu in the restaurant behind her ..
just find an excuse to look that way, on the way to the excuse,
catch that one glance ..
okie, anyway, it ain't nice for us when the gal starts looking at me or my friend ..
not that angry face kinda look, that would be a stare ..
the look in her eyes are different, cant explain it, the texture and shine ..
just peek from the corner of my eyes at times when i
feel that someone is looking at our direction ..
sometimes i cant help but turn my head and exchange a glance
with a friendly smile, same for my friends ..
however, the guy with the girl, usually gets pissed haha ..
or usually gets on the alert mode, haha, like we might snatch his gal ..
so yeah, at certain places with certain guys,
sometimes things can get a bit spicy and i really do not want that haha ..
even though we do not return the look, its possible to
tell that the guy ain't very pleased hahah ..
so yeah, imagine a night out with your pals, chill out ..
just relaxing, chit chat, laugh laugh ..
than suddenly one idiot approaches one of us ..
its not a matter of who wins, rather, it would spoil the night haha ..
someone might get injured and yeah, it wouldn't be nice ..
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well i guess if you are at places where alcohol is bound
to enter the blood stream ..
then i guess it just pays to be more cautious ..
hahaha, i dunch know how true this is hahah ..
saying at pubs and stuff la ..
guys when they see a hot chick, we like to keep taking glances hahah ..
girls, they like to take glances too ..
however, they only take a few, maybe 3 or 4 ?
usually it lasts a while only than they stop turning to look at the guy ..
guys just keep going for more hahaha,
and we cant help but share the fun with our friend ..
thats why i hate it when one of us goes, that girl is beautiful ..
cause the entire group of male heads would turn stimultaneously,
and when the girl spots the one head that doesn't turn to look t her ..
thats usually the news spreader hhahaha ..
okie, i do turn my head and i do share the good news as well haha ..
what do they say in church ?
Spread the Good News hahaha ..
or Spread the Word right hahah ..
her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 03:08
