Notes N Wheels

Sunday, July 29, 2007

okie, stole this picture's from marcus's website. all taken by him.
the car pictures, he and his friends just like to take pictures of their cars.
i guess its just a comes in the package thing.
when you like something, you just wanna snap some pictures for keep sake.
anyway, here is poofy lying on top of yogi while she sleeps, as usual.

E39 BMW

E46 M3 BMW

Pictures of his Golf GTI

i think this is the Lotus Exige

if your are wondering how they snap pictures of the car while they are moving.
they have this super strong suck-tion pads attached to light weight metal rods.
and the cam would be attached to the end of the rod.
angle would be up to them to adjust. of cause its all timer.
for some, they just have to place the cam on the ground, set it on timer.

and check this out, martin just sent this to me, the link.
check this out, dick lee and one of his funny music.

ah, finally met her like after a 10 days. felt good.
was at bukit panjang plaza. sat around for a while, had star bucks.
then off we went, to holland V. met up with her sister.
then i came home after a while. dont wanna be squashed between two ladies.
it feels weird. like there isn't any link at all. for a guy to be around 2 ladies.
so yeah, left when she came, politely of cause.
many other chances to meet the sister so heck, i could do without one like this.
not that i am keen on meeting her or anything la.
its heike that i am after HEHE.

interesting, martin has developed a liking for classical music.
those really fast paced ones. especially violin ones.
like vanessa mae and that kind. he found this old cd, listened to it, and he liked it.
had a bit of cranky time yesterday night.
was using the mac com to snap pictures.
played around with the effects. and that's why those pictures are like that.
quite silly but well, fun to have a fun once in a while.

ok, for some reasons, my itunes & WMP is going cranky.
its always something about sound that goes wrong with this lappy.
fine its alright, its replacable heeeheee. just use the mac's itunes.
till i get my ipod back from aunt's house, i wont have any music on the go.
just as well, my books can keep me company.
and anyway, too much of ear phones would damage the ears.
the mac's sound system is pretty good for a build in one hahahah.
most computers with build in speakers, just Cant Make It.
hmmm, its a real pity though, that i cant play any games on the mac.
such a waste. none of us can really touch it. and its just collecting dust.
why is it here? i just found out from dad yesterday.
mum said she likes it, wanna get it for her work.
dad bought it, all she did was set pass words for some stuff, like installing things.
and then, she left it alone for months. i was like huh? hahahah
shit, tempting to ask dad to let me have it in my room.
than i can game in there, watch movies in there blah blah.
the screen is big enough to pass off as a mini TV.

alright i am really tired. for what reasons i have no idea.
really worried about her cause something's really wrong with her.
and the doctor cant figure out whats wrong too.
so she feels nauseous every now and then and she throws up what she eats,
most of the time. so we are like what the hell. to top it off, her appetite now, sucks.
managed to coax her into eating 5 nuggets and some fries.
not the correct meal for her now but yeah, at least she ate something.
i literally had to use every trick up my sleeves just to make her eat them.
one by one, agreed to eat 4 while she took 2, after those 2 were down.
had to coax her to take the 3rd. a little coaxing and tricking for the 4th and 5th.
she's not losing anyway, and no alright, she's not pregnant hahaha.
so yeah, dunno what the hell is wrong, maybe food poisoning.
since she's feeling lethagic and all. sleeping alot too. well.
all the damn doctor did was to give her pills for her nausea.
well, give it any two days. if nothing changes, than somehting has got to be done.
shall think what though. cant be dengue. only nausea.

i cant figure out whats she thinking when she looks at me like that.
its as though she's building castles in the air,
but she clearly isn't. and when i ask, whats up.
she'll just say, oh nothing, studying....i wonder what goes on in their mind.
its too complicated even for a super computer to handle.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:20

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

just some videos i stole off youtube. was finding for Ferrari.
ended up searching for the M6 racing against other cars.
watch the german trash the italian monsters.
and watch the german trash the japanese, souped up honda.

MARANELLO Vs BMW M6

m6board.com presents: BMW M6 vs Lamborghini Gallardo

BMW M6 reaching 340km/h at Attiki Odos in Greece!

gtboard.com video 2: Kelleners BMW M6 vs Toyota Supra 650 HP

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:48

after watching hannibal rising, i was thinking about something.
how come one is able to cannibalise another human?
yeah we may be considered as animals in science.
and in the animal kingdom, cannibalising is not something uncommon.
but for a human to eat another?
to cannibalise does not mean one has to murder another.
it can already a corpse that the human is feeding on. but thats equally disgusting.
given some circumstances though, its understandable.
like when this couple's plane crashed in the snow mountains.
in order to survive, the guy had to feed on his wife's remains.
mind you, up there, meat doesn't rot that quickly, if not, it totally doesn't.
but for those like this.
a serial murderer who ate his victims dead or alive.
it all started when he was watching a documentary about lions.
on it, one was feeding off another, and he started thinking of what it would be like
to taste the flesh of a fellow human being. yucks.
some tribes do that too. head hunters, blah blah.
its really yucks yucks. cant imagine that. people eating another.
cant concentrate on this. watching a chinese comedy.

i really dont understand girls, really really really dont understand.
just had a super argue with her yesterday. and when i reasoned out with her,
why i did what i did, based on what we said. she was like, yeah sounds reasonable.
girls, i really dont understand, that left me going arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and i dont understand whats there to be jealous of someone thats history.
but hell i'll just play along to the tune of both. feels great anyway.
this one's a challenge, an entire new type to me,
i wonder which version have i gotten my hands on.
no matter which version though, they all got their own unique bugs.
like for guys, its the pride issue. girls its the attention issue.
not all though, there are some versions that have been programmed differently.
and not all the bugs have been mentioned hehe.
the good thing about this model i have gotten is that,
its thinking is pretty independent, and its a smart model hahaha.
but it has those flaws of the other versions/models.
which is quite a package hahaha. but because its so self reliantant.
its a challenge to keep as well hahaha.
and when its independent yet has the flaws of the other versions.
reasoning abilities becomes a little flawed, which is dangerous.
but hell, i like it the way it is hahaha.

and i realised that i quite like watching F1 hahah.
watching all the cars pile up on bad weather days. like the recent one in germany.
when it started raining, 7 cars skidded into the gravel pits within 30 secs of the first 1.
sadly they all missed, one of them nearly skidded into the tractor.
and the start of the race was hilarious but heart breaking for us.
BMW's two cars turned into each other one of the corners. wet road.
ferrari's car was even funnier, from the first,
and engine failure knocked him out of the race.
even the people walking pass his car was moving faster than him.
so yeah, its quite funny.
dun watch those when everything's going smoothly for the drivers.
watch it when they predict rain halfway through the race.
thats when everythign start going hay wire, cars changing tires too early or late.
or when the weather forecast goes weary, cars start skidding, and crashing.
millions of dollars gone in one bang heehee.
or you can get those occasional stunts they pull off.
like when that M.S guy's ferrari skidded to a stop facing the opposite direction.
he did a donut, meaning a 180 degree turn on the spot.
that was one cool clean donut. of cause he lost the race.
technical failure soon after. and the shots of the angry drivers.
like the same guy, after he came out of the car,
1 of ferrari's technicians came up to him. he shoved the technician aside.
so yeah, watch the ones where they would cock up.
cant wait for the one when they come to singapore.
maybe someone might drive through the barrier into the durian.
with a weather like ours heeeheee, cant wait.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:25

Thursday, July 26, 2007

what you read in stories, those sci fic novels,
whatever their authors have thought of and penned down.
they would have to get their ideas from some where right?
and these guys are just authors, surely, what they have thought off,
someone has already begun working on.
maybe work has only started on its most basic, the designs and stuff.
but hey, it means someone has thought of it, and is working towards it.
and in most movies, books you read, there's always a super weapon of some kind.
usually quite futuristic. lets look at the sci fict ones. those like in the year 2038.
i have watched, Final Fantasy - the spirit within, read C & C 3 - Tiberium Wars.
just two of the many of their kind.
in that flim, they have the ZUES Cannon.
and in Tiberium Wars, they have the Ion Cannon.
both are some super destructive, superly advanced orbital weapons.
either an energy beam cannon or a particle cannon.
Star Wars has their Death Star, destroys planets at one shot.
or Halo, the humans use the MAC guns in orbit as well.
though this one is a little old fashion, it fires projectiles at great speeds.
so i was just reading and thinking, what if someone has already thought of it?
some crazy idea like these and has already began
drafting plans for building one of these ?
who ever that manages to set one of this equipment up first,
most likely where few could bring it down, like in space.
would surely be a super power over night. you dont have to be one to build one.
and so far, i only heard of China being able to shoot down orbital satelites.
so yeah, with it up in space, hell.
if any one poses a threat, all you have to do, is hit the button.
and the earth would have a super big crater in replacement of that nation.
maybe they can make it more destructive. a beam that last holds on for a min or 2.
so that one could "drag" it across the earth's surface.
creating a long line of destruction. a small change in angle up there,
would result in a super big change in distance cover on earth.
ok i sound like i am customizing a super weapon if i can have one.
not good, i would blow the planets to bits before any future wars could do so.
hmmmm, where should i test it on?
maybe the middle east? since its in a wreck, hell just make it what it really is.
make it worst than a wreck hahah.
besides, the crater might be of use in the future, say as a reservoir? hehe.
i am sorry though, if i burn away any beards, blow away any turbans.
destroy some precious compases and mats. i think turkish rugs are rather beautiful.
but if it has a compase attached than hell, i rather vaporise it.
maybe all of middle east would not see any stars or moon or onions.
they would all be gone. if you wanna check them out, head to russia.
they got beautiful ones there, colorful ones. they have snow fall, not sand storm.
hmmm, maybe one useful one,
would be the after effects of the use of a super weapon.
C & C tiberium series has the NOD having this weather control weapon.
if one can fire a super weapon, that cause destructive after effects.
like say, multiple tornadoes, lightning storms, earth quakes blah blah.
anything that messes the earth's natural system in the originally targeted zone.
imagine the effects, delayed medical aid,troop reinforcements blah blah.
more destruction. it would cripple any nation,if not wipe out instantly.
ok, this is just the ranting of a psychotic little boy.

ok, back to the normal little boy.
hmmm, finished sandra brown's love encore, tiberium wars, in a total of 5 days.
love's encore was first, followed by tiberium wars.
next would be another romance novel, Nora Roberts - Angel Falls.
bored, so i figured i could do with some reading at the work place.
i read on my way to work, at work, on my way home. yes its damn boring.
i am now aware that there are some steamy parts in romance novels.
but hell, i am not one of those that rip off those pages from library books.
i am not like a nasty looking grey furred wolf with saliva dripping off my snout.
i just read for the fun of it. cant wait for the next C & C book.
it teaches me a lot of things actually, those romance novels.
girls go on and on about the perfect guy in these books, to their guys.
ranting and ranting till their guys cant help but get affected, feeling ARGHHH.
but if their guy ever wanna read it, they usually say, "yee thats so gay"
thats why ladies, the guys would never be neaer there.
we just dont have that much education on the girls,
that why we dun really understand girls. ok what am i saying. blur liao.

ok, some frickin idiot just scared the hell outta me alright.
i thought something happened to Heike. this was the contents of the SMS.
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"Thaw gd night and sweet dreams....I know tat u r hurt nw but ur friend had taken revenge already....i am nw single again :) "
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the first thing that came to my mind, cause i didnt recognise the number.
is this Heike's friend conveying a message on her behalf?
a few secs later -- cant be, she's not the kind to do things this way. is it my friends?
a few more secs later -- who the fuck is this? sick, disgusting player like bastard.

the only thing i could think of out of this message.
either this fellow msged his ex, saying that he had been punished and the girl is free from him, but the smile says no.
the other option. he has been waiting to jump on this girl,
dumped who ever is at hand so he can offer himself to the damsel in distress.
and obviously, some other guy got taken care off.

one lesson learnt from this shit experience, i treasure my girl :)
cause my reply to the guy after clearing our identities was.
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"hmmm ok. you scared my heart outta my mouth haha. thought my friend was pranking me. anyway, good night to you"

oh his name's robin by the way, so hack all the robins you know, i know one.
but his twice my size, nearly. so cant do the job, you guys go ahead k.
the homosapian robins, not the ones that can fly, if there are any in SG.
why was my reply to him so cheery u might wonder.
its because i have not lost her. nights readers.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:13

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

hmmm, i wonder what does it take to be a boss, a leader,
besides what they call "natural born leader"
i'll be taking over the com, i am sure of that.
martin has the other com, marcus ain't gonna helm any of the coms.
dad would prepare something for vanessa plus she has us.
being our sister, we'll protect her. that includes taking care of her.
so yeah, needed learn what are the qualities of being a good boss.
it never really occurred to me that being in the comittee would / might
teach me a thing or 2 about being a leader one way or another.
so i guess i'll figure it out, give it some thought during work tomorrow.
think about how i can sap the best out of it.
and i guess that i should up my efforts in changing myself.
i realise i have been heaeding in the wrong direction.
i had decided to change, to so called please others.
there's not say wrong in most ways but there's a catch.
no matter how one changes, one cant please all who knows him or her.
so to hell with trying to please others.
i shall change for the better, so that i'll be a better person.
hack the results if a few cant stand me or something.
changing to please the world would end up futile, not to mention, an endless process.
i roughly know what i wanna change about myself.
just gotta think how to go about doing it. think i shall start basic first.
there's this particular one hahaha. if i get myself to a level of easy going.
i would consider that a good start. then i shall venture further after that.

wondering where would one be able to buy 10,000 sq ft of land in singapore.
just get the land, and whatever sits on it, demolish them, build a house on it.
maybe say 2500 to 3000 sq ft of build up area out of the 10,000.
maybe a 3 story house? 3rd level would be the room.
was thinking the entire 3rd level for the masterbed room, toilet attached.
skip the balcony, say, full height glass for the wall overlooking the garden?
or maybe nature if there is, like a forest or something.
2nd level would be the living room and stuff, no toilet.
1st floor, it would be open, totally open. meaning no walls.
just the supporting pillars and beams like those colonial houses.
1/4 to 1/2 of it would be for the cars.
the rest of the space, the one adjacent to the garden.
would have a parapet, maybe a meter tall. a wet and dry kitchen.
a wooden table attached to the parapet that could sit quite a few.
and for this section of the 1st level, it would be slightly raised.
say about 1 ft / 30cm. tiles would be used, strictly no gaps.
cause stuff like centipides could get in and just crawl out onto your foot.
in the center of the garden there would be a water feature. a circular one.
like those one would find anywhere in europe.
those with the statue of an angel or something in the center of a bowl.
but i hate bowls, so yeah, the basin would be a simple tube.
for the stairs, i do not know how to describe. so yeah.
i dun like the idea of having swing open windows.
seems pretty common and old fashion. yet there is a need for one that can open.
you, sometimes a guest farts and you needa ventilate the place.
maybe use sliding windows. either this glass panels slide into the walls.
or they slide down, like the ones they use to chop off people's heads in the pass.
oh, the panel that moves would be on the exterior of the building.
so some kid cant chop of another kid's fingers in the room.
glass shattering ?
solid tempered glass, with spring like things at the bottom of the frames.
works like the works installed at the bottom of lift shafts in case the cable snaps.
for may room, heehee, its gonna be quite a room.
as usual, my dream of having a sun roof installed.
gonna smart glass technology ahhaha, plus some ceramic laminations.
and when its night time, when polarization is minimal.
you would be able to check out the night sky. have my roof slightly tilted though.
would have those kinda wooden poles sticking out
between the third and second level. hang some cripplers.
let them dangle from near the end of the poles which are
say between 1 to 2 ft out ? that would provide some shade from the sun at an angle.
for the second level, those full height glass windows.
people wouldn't have to look up and say arghhh when they are seated on the floor.
those flowering ones would be nice, a mixture of colors.
something interesting, add a little bit of colors to the house
cause i know my house would be quite plain and simple in interior decor.
if heike is the wife than i think she'll say, let her do the decor.
she's alot more colorful than me hahaha.
oh, how can i forget !! i would get the say, 100" screen hehe.
install a Bose home theater system on the second level.
maybe just a good enough sound system in my room.
i dont think there'll be a TV in my room. i watch tv like once every 3 weeks now.
in the past it was once in a month or more hahah.
but its gonna remain as that, not much change.
lightings for my room, hmm let me see.
two above the bed, cant describe what kind of design.
maybe a light build into the wall, at the base,
enough to illuminate the entire floor area at night without waking up
whoever is sleeping on the bed.
you dun wanna visit the loo and wake the whole world up.
the flush? no problem, got that hahah, actually no.
i am sure there'll be quieter toilet systems by then.
ultra heavy doors, maybe blast doors. dun wan any noise to get in or out.
for myself, a work station, including the com area for her as well.
no prob sharing the area with the girl. for her.
she could turn the entire rest of the avaliable space into a doll house.
i don't mind, as long as it's kept neat. and it doesn't get in my way.
thats it for now. go to go.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:05

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

something caught my eye, sparked my interest.
it was only after a while that i realised it though.
was on the internet, checking my stuff, just the usual routine after getting home.
but yeah, that stuff is realllllllyyyyyyyy interesting.
quite happy about it hahah. if its what i think it is, than its something good.
might spell disaster though hahaha, but hell i cnat be bother.

work today was arrgggghhhh.
see, i kinda screwed up on my station today. as in really screwed up.
not to push the blame around. it was to quite an extend my fault.
but to a certain extend, it was the system too.
system as in, work flow and stuff. something that i cant change.
cause if the OM says follow behind me, i cant say no.
so yeah, just screwed up. jammed my station.
not gonna offer any reasons for screwing up cause thats just an excuse.
just felt like shout it out loud here.
she replaced me at icon yesterday for the afternoon.
i am gonna replace her at suntec on sat for the day. bleah.
the couple gets to meet once a year right ? some where under the heavens.
those birds would form the bridge for them right ?
for me and her, we would never meet at our work place hahaha.
no matter how many strings are pulled together, the bridge will never form hahaha.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:48

Monday, July 23, 2007

alright, found it at the CC. phew. lucky it didn't drop out of the bag somewhere.
so. went out with dad. went to get some stuff. and then, heehee.
we went over to hong seh. singapore's distributor for Ferrari and Messarati.
saw the F430 / F430 spyder / 599 / and i think the 612 or 512 scargeletti
cant spell it, damn italians and their weird names.
anyway, yeah hahaha. dad was checking out the prices and stuff.
for the F430 its around 800k plus, for the F430 spyder, its 40k more.
both models come with 50k worth of options, free.
options meaning like leather trimmings, carpet flooring, blah blah.
the 612/512 spagetti costs 900k and above.
i think 50k worth of options too.
for the 599, its like woah, but for a car like that, its worth it, 1.05 mil.
100k worth of options. those 50k 100k worth of options cant get you much though.
the seats are already like 8k i think. or 20k. cant remember.
they got 2 different types, the sports kind being the daytona type.
or the comfy comfy kind. for red brakes, you pay so much.
and for yellow colored ones, you pay even more.
so was chatting with dad in the car about the cars.
personally i feel it ain't worth the dough.
and if i wanna get one, say it costs 1 mil. i needa have 2 mil on hand.
1 mil for the car, and the other 1 mil to maintain the damn thing.
but its one really beautiful damn thing. heehee.
so until i got that kinda cash, i think i'll stick to honda or toyota hahaha.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 17:16

hmmm, i realised something strange.
whenever i browse through pictures of denise.
either the both of us together or just pictures of her alone.
my heart beat would fluctuate and i would find myself catching my breaths.
another strange thing is that, i would feel something nudging me.
it's almost as though the nudge is physical.
its really weird, i have no explaination for it,
i have never encountered this stuffs for the others.
i sure do hope that its just a pang of regret that it ended, and that thats that.
the only tell tale sign that it may be bad.
is that the nudging feeling, is similiar though of a lesser intensity,
to the one that constantly came to me when we separated.
and it sometimes became difficult to breathe, at that time.
i bet in the future if my wife dies, i would die within a year after her.
even if i were to be in perfect health.

emotions cause the dead to weep,

what more the living?

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:27

Sunday, July 22, 2007

i am in super duper fucking hot soup.
i cant find my organiser !!!!! think its in the CC.
cause that was where i last took it out to note down some important dates.
its not the damn organiser that's important cause its replacable and it was free.
its the precious pen by a precious some one.
and there's this other thing inside which isn't important.
its just that it would be troublesome to get a replacement.
but the pen, my god, its the damn pen.
i dunno what on earth is wrong with me. i keep losing things.
i lost hell alot of expensive things already. usually stolen.
like 2 baby g watches, one dopod, the pen, a wallet with 26 bucks i think.
that wallet left me heart broken and i stole from everyone just to get back my 26.
i remember i hated everyone for my lost, it was a heart break.
was primary 3, nearly stole 50 at one shot, too bad too many people got involved.
including all the DMs at pri 5. so i played the good guy, look i found it.
but nonono, not this time. i cant lose this thing.
if i lose it i'll be left with the ink refill. dumb fuck.
i am gonna slaughter who ever doesn't allow me to get in the room tomorrow.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:13

ok its gonna be quite a while till we meet up again.
its been 5 days and i guess its gonna be another week or so.
its gonna be annoyingly long. think i shall occupy myself with whatever i can find.
maybe hang out with the boys again or something.
maybe i would just pop by after her work. surprise her.
as usual she would be at the waffle station i suppose.
just pop round the corner, wait for her to turn round,
and then i'll be greeted with a broad smile, one filled with surprise and happiness.
at least that was what that smile told me the last time i did that.

i am rotting at home. concert last night was ooooooo.
it was the first concert that no one clapped in between movements.
which was really amazing since singaporeans were our audience.
pretty lucky too when some uneducated person's phone went off.
lucky cause it went off in between movements.
uneducated cause he or she couldn't understand instructions.
and it was only last night that i realised VCH sells hot
can drinks from their vending machines. and its really warm.
the hot milo though, doesn't taste like hot milo. maybe my stomach was too full.
all the milo, food, plain bottled water and stuff i ate in the morning.
i think it was during do enka, one of the last songs, when vomit came up my throat.
cmae up while i was playing. lucky thing i managed to stop and down it back.
pretty disgusting actually but hell, no way i would puke on stage haha.
VCH might charge me for messying their flooring.
maybe even take the chance to get me to replace their rotten,
wood planks actually, don't think it can be called parquet.
yup just some super old wood planks hahah. with plenty of gaps in between each.
yew, imagine the vomit seeping through the gaps.
dripping on whatever is below. and the stench after that.
its gonna remain, i would have marked the area.
my pressence there and then would still continue to be felt, actually smelt,
for quite a few weeks after that.

whoever planned the group a and b thing did one hell of a good job.
conveniently threw that group into a while a mixture of others into b.
so smart. what happened in the end ?
should have checked out the amount of people left to help shift the stuff.
pretty obvious where the planner came from.
think some else needs to help him. he cant do it alone, it would be impossible.
i couldnt do it alone as well. i needed him.
and i needed help from the seniors. they have what we lack, experience.
so now when its his turn, it would be great to have someone to assist him.
whether or not he uses his assistant would be his choice already.
but yeah, it would be great just in case he needs one.
thought of a few people, shall decide before bringing it up.

i realise i got a problem. i hate submitting myself to authority.
i can only do so for a few people. for most others, i dunch know how to say.
kinda glad that i would be out soon. i wouldn't have to endure a table of them then.
i think we should go off together. shall ask. of cause wait for a replacement.
cant just leave the whole body high and dry.
in time to come, it might affect us as well, so yeah.
hahahah, chun wang zhi han. stupid phrase i learnt for my chinese spelling.
after that, i would be on the free and easy mode.
free to run here and there. free to do what i want. quite slack actually.
but it would give me time for other stuff hahaha, important stuff.
like ? COURTSHIP HAHAHAHHAHAHA no la i already have a girl.
it would be more like, spending the spare time with her.

ahahaha, she came up with this stupid idea which i was quick to embrace.
if she manages to get some kinda living space of her own.
renting a hostel or apartment near her school or something.
most of my weekends during NS would be spent on "field camp"
heehee, that way i would have to report home. and we get to spend the time together.
not that we would hanky panky. but yeah, at least we get time off on our own.
the thing about us is that we do not like to be restrained at all.
we like doing what we wanna do. quite willful i guess but yeah.
so yeah, field camp would be a great idea hahaha.
ok, i am bored, its my break tomorrow muahaha, shall tan if it doesn't rain haha.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 16:29

Monday, July 16, 2007

okie so i have very much decided after consulting four people.
my two managers, the girl friend and dad.
dad ain't got a job for me at any of his business for now.
girl friend and i share the same thoughts, which was why i wanted to do this.
yeah, i think i might be going full time. well, longer hours, roughly better pay.
its gonna be hell alot more tiring but i can hack that. just want the green.
think i shall start after the concert is over. that way sat and sundays i would be free.
full time till i enter army, meaning i would most likely stop band till i am in army.
1 free day for every week, hmm, thats for the girl friend haha.
gonna stick close to the 00:00 curfew meaning i wont stay out late with her haha.
its not really paying much but its good enough for now.
more than what my current monthly expenditure is giving me spare cash to save.
hmmmm. minimum 6 days, 48 hrs a week. works out to be 192 hrs a month.
its never good enough pay but hell i just want the cash even if i have to sweat blood.
it ain't easy to earn cash ahahha. but it smells good when you have it in your hands.
smells even better when you know you earn it because you worked for it.
brings me a step closer to my Porsche, recently though,
it became somewhat more expensive. a lamborghini, :X
hell, when i have that much money for a lambor, i could get 3 or 4 porsches.
so thats a good thing. save up then decide what to do with it.

hmmm, started training quite a while back already.
readying myself for the army. at least i won't die in there.
small but that doesn't mean i cant do what the bigger boys can.
kenchi kenchi chilli padi hahahah. but i would die slightly under 800m though ahah.
very very bad at running long distances. what a shame.
i come from a family of X-country atheletes, so yeah, shame shame.
one grand uncle, favourite aunt, marcus and martin are all runners.
alot more that i don't know of according to aunt. all gold medalist.
well, gotta leave that to the military cause i dunch know how to train that one.
hahaha, too lazy bleah.

great news for me. quite a relief to hear it actually.
she saw two phones that fell within her acceptable standards haha.
as in the design i guess. and at least she is thinking on which to get haha.
means the cranky phone would go.
meaning she is better equiped should they appear again.
funny bastards. better not try anything funny when i am around.
i'll take as many of them down as possible, with me haha.

think i need to eat more hahah. cause i cant seem to add any mass haha.
well, like duh, i sometimes only eat one meal ahhaha.
hope we head to places like buckaroo or jacks place every now and then.
that would help me add quite alot of weight ahah. steak every time hahah.
sirloin? tenderloin? t-bone? all the 300 grams of medium done in my tummy ahha.
just made another move, actually did that before.
get dad to buy back one or two packs of chicken fried rice every time we have dinner.
well its for work the next day. that way, if i remember to bring it to work,
i wouldn't skip a meal or two. and if i am really hungry, i have something to eat.
don't have to like buy it from some hawker center or something.
say one meal is 3 bucks. if i save 4 meals, i could top up my ez-link card once.
well, in short i would just last longer haha.
helps cut my expenditure down to, on transport, mainly.
plus it means i would have to follow them for dinner, usually.
helps aid diplomatic ties. how many birds have i killed with this one stone?

ok, i don't think dad's gonna start the pub or cafe anytime soon already.
what a disappointment. he did something else instead.
and planning to do another something else as well. sigh.
well if you could do two things instead of one with the same amount, why not?
its safer as well. in case one fails, you still have the other.
rather than the whole ship just going down. plus our market's kinda small here.
think i'll take the freight forwarding company.
martin's got the fish one, marcus, i have no idea. guess its the car one.
for me, i like big bucks in one short rather than small amounts over a long time.
plus that one lets me interact with lotsa people. so yeah.
after army i guess.

hmmm, i really do not like going to the zoo, as far as i can remember.
cause the moment you enter. you smell shit already hahaha.
plus when i was there for the P5 heritage tour. my class went pass the lions den.
guess what? the females and males were lying there.
suddenly one mail got up, went over one female, their butts were facing us.
and he starting humping her. they have Blue Flims there and the ratings? PG
only warnings? do not feed the animals.
innocent as we were, we found that funny and started laughing.
the teachers though, laughed for a different reason hahaha.
anyway yeah, decided to bring her there. she likes going there and the last time she asked if we could go there i was like, dun want la, horrible smelly place.
thought about it earlier on while shitting and i was like.
hell, just go la, make her happy. i wont have the time when i am in army anyway.
so yeah, just decided to go there with her after i get my pay.
spend some time together. it feels great to see her happy.

ok, waiting for my stupid hands to relax.
pull a few more times. then i shall wait a while more, get a drink or something.
head to the showers, get a good rest, and waffle day tomorrow !! haha busy busy.
its great to work out with some music. just use the music as a distraction.
that way, for me, i wont realise how tired i am, and i can last slightly longer.
its all in the mind. nothing is impossible for the mind.
smash the command center and the entire army goes into disarray.

heidi :

you are one lucky boy you know.

better appreciate her.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:48

Sunday, July 15, 2007

suddenly realised that i am all alone. alone in my room.
lying on my bed typing this while listening to some indie.
this new song that i have uploaded on this blog is indie.
just wishing she is here right beside me.
just wanna cuddle up beside her. chat till morning or something.
maybe just fall asleep in her arms.
miss her tons already. though its only been a few days since we last met up.
as in really met up and spent a day together kinda thing.
the only reason that we would meet in between, would be due to work.
thats part of my wanting to return back to citylink or transfer to suntec.
hmmm. hope i dont have things my way. life ain't always smooth sailing.

one big big lesson i have learnt. dont get drunk.
cause you start saying things you don't intend to. and even if you are aware.
you would have no control over what you were saying hahah.
and the aftermath is pretty, embarassing. not to mention puking.
puking on one's favourite jacket isn't exactly what one would desire.
but well, i love trying new stuffs, experiencing new things.
so yeah, that was one which i can say, been there done that.
hope it just doesn't occur again hahahah.

ok, went out with the family for dinner. it was raining so i couldn't leave the CC.
didn't want to walk under the rain with my jacket and instrument.
decided to give dad a call, join them for dinner at the same time.
fill my tummy, save some money, improve on diplomatic ties. quite an idea.
so yeah, waited and waited and waited, for like 30 mins.
was thinking to myself, confirm marcus is doing the driving.
cause he's car is pretty slow hahahah. no power at all.
and yeah, i was darn right. went over to Buckaroo at Andrews road for dinner.
its this area super near the CC, like 5 mins drive.
but its super ulu, in a private estate that over looks the sea.
quite a neat place to stay, besides it being so isolated from the rest of singapore.
had this 300 grams T-Bone steak. and 3 pieces of chicken wing with the drum stick.
was really filling. has to be la. so yeah, that was dinner. still pretty full haha.

hmmm, after that incident, i find myself worrying about her everytime she has
to return home late after work. and it doesn't help that she has a cranky phone.
it just dies on her whenever it feels like it hahah.
and i realised yet another thing. i have been thinking of her almost everynight,
after returning from sydney. amazing man. even the last one didn't get this.
looks like i am in deep shit.

hmmm. some stuffs happened today. decided not react as how i would.
wanted to observe what would be the outcome.
its actually very simple. added pressure might produce results.
however, added pressure might cause this results to be achieved
in an undesired manner. so i just kept quiet. and listened.
so after a while. i was chatting with a friend. i was proven right.
wasn't the least bit surprised. what surprised me was what another friend did.
quite a simple yet effective trick i must say.
declare not what you have achieved in an instant. instead, do it bit by bit.
the result would be - virtual progress. and i realised yet another thing.
the members are quick to offer help to each other. quite a good sign.
and someone finally brought up the idea that me and buddy were thinking off.
thought of it many months back but didn't think it would be feasible.
well, someone brought it up and i learnt new things about the idea.
it was used before and, we wouldn't help if it meant that it would inconvenience
us way too much one way or another. its a human nature thing i guess.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:15

Saturday, July 14, 2007

work today was boring. no customers no nothing. means no work to do.
can you imagine, long hours at a shop that has close to no business.
save the lunch crowd that's from 12:00 to 14:00 roughly.
today was worst, saturday at tanjong pagar. mad la.
sales was SGD41.44. can you imagine that. and we were open for so long.
was literally rotting there. let me see, 1 chocolate milkshake, 1 l0ong black,
1 large waffle, about 8 cups of ice cream. seriously dead bored.
searched for other jobs the other day. and today, and idea came to me.
why dont i just ask dad for a job. i think it would be alot better.
ok, the pay might be lower, but hell, at least i am working in a family business.
at least i would be learning something about the business.
and most important, at least there are things for me to occupy myself with.

hahah learnt something just the other day, from her.
ok, so her dad works for this BSA company, in the shipping line.
and he is one of those operations guy in the company.
so, her mum was going through her dad's stuff,
cleaning up for him when she saw something, a note pad.
its header " EVM Logistics "...
its contents, a few sentences by this guy called Edward Lee.
so her mum was like, Heike Heike !! look what i found.
she and her sister was like what did you find, sian sian.
then she saw it and she was, oooooo, now thats interesting.
she asked her dad and her dad had no recollection. pretty long ago stuff.
so, i brought it up to dad on friday. was at his company. so it went like this.
hey dad ah, do you know this guy called **** *** ***
from some shipping company called BSA ?
my dad was like, who ? i repeated. and he was like ORH !!! Ah **** ah.
yaya, he is their operations people ( something like that ).
why? you know him ah? oh nothing la, just asking, ya i know him.
how? oh he is Heike's dad.
( that uh oh expression on dad's face ) -- than he know's you are my son ?
nah i dont think so, he doesn't remember you, dont worry.
what the hell la......

been thinking about quite a few things.
actually quite alot of things, but only thinking hard for a few of these things. yup.
wonder when will i be enlisting. hope the timing's just right.
not too soon, not too late. and there's alot of other things.
she woke me up, made me really realise two things, slapped me hard.
and suddenly, i find myself, searching,
wanting to study some stuff that might aid me in achieving that goal.
i am gonna show it to them. anyway, if melvyn and marcus can enter UNI.
i don't see why cant i, given that i seemingly have more brains than the two of them.
not more than martin though. melvyn, marcus, me plus vanessa added together,
we are still no match for martin's brain.
and then, there's the other thing. that i wanna have for future as well.
its business. yeah. thought of it since 15 / 16.
yet its only now, that i really start to twitch my brain. thinking of ideas and stuff.
the one big problem hahaha $$$
well, laws are there to be broken, money earn to be spent,
and problems there to be solved.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:54

Friday, July 13, 2007

guess what, she bought me one of the transformers toys.
bought me the scorpion guy, the 2nd machine to be shown during the movie.
it was really quite a surprise. quite a nice surprise. it is one of the models i like.
the other would be the helicopter guy, Blackout, Megatron,
and the Weapons Specialist for the Autobots. forgot his name.
well, added it to my display set of stuff. thats like the 4th item ahahha.

bought a chin up bar. those you fix between door frames.
just pull a few after waking up, a few when i return to my room when i feel like it,
and another few when i am calling it a day, for the day.
got a new line too, those who wana get the new number, read my msn.
if you aren't able to do so, ask me when you see me, sorry for the inconvenience.
driving has gotta stop for a while. work hindering it, no more cash to get more lessons too.
think i am gonna change jobs soon. this new outlet is getting really boring.
i don't get to do anything, i just stand there and rot, except from 12 to 2pm.
cause the only crowd, is during lunch time. and i am back home.
alot of people has been nagging me to return.
the one good thing about home, i know where everything is.
and at least my clothes have a proper storage area ahahah, not in my bags.
i think my package was about 10kg when i packed up.
attached a few bags together. threw it over my bag like a back pack and that was it.
ok, busy now. blog next time.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:00

Friday, July 06, 2007

okie first things first, shit i feel like getting one of those Transformers toys.
haahaha don't ask me why, my hands are just feeling itchy.
i thought i was nuts or something. anyway, popped by Suntec Carefour.
i think it was wednesday, yesterday. decided to check out the Transformers section.
again. guess what, there weren't any children there.
there were the big boys instead hahaha. guys my age, guys in office attire blah blah.
after a while of drooling over them, i decided i had to tear myself
away from the place before i bought one, i already decided hahaha.
so i was seating at Gelare when i saw one of the guys ( formal attire with neck tie ),
happily chating with his friend, and in his arms, one of those toys.
i was like, oh my gosh oh my gosh, dun seeeeee....

ok things between us are, well what can i say.
going great, ahahaha. as usual, still learning more about each other.
this is the "honey moon" period i guess. when everything is just smooth sailing.
when there are little or no arguements. but yeah, its the best time to sort things out.
sort of like the best time to clarify matters before
they become a problem in the future.
lucky thing i decided to do that when we started.
cause my friend's relationship went on the rocks, didn't clarify matters at the start.
and they are engaged, thats the really really sad part.
determined to make this one work out. more then ever.

ok, bought Tom Clancy's Ghost Recon 2 Advanced War Fighter, xbox.
bro decided to get the Forza 2 as well, paid 5 dollars more for th limited edition copy.
dad's new toys came in as well. bought an expresso machine for himself.
and his samsung TV too, replaced the one in the living room.
two toys for him, one for me and one for bro. ours cost like 80 each la.
dad's haiz, for coffee. but i get to use it too hahaha. i love coffee.
marcus is pretty excited about the game. cause there, he can zeng his car like siao.
something he cant do in real life hahaha.
me well, i just cleared the first mission 2 days ago, have not touched it since.
its a really really cool game.

army's knocking on the door. got to do the online stuff on the 18th, dreads.
gotta rush my driving already. take two or three days off work, complete it.
studying for the damn final theory trial test. seriously, so many words.
the moment i take it out of my bag, i am like, arghhh.
just have to force it down. what choice do i have if i want the license.

my world's been rocked

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 01:10

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