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Sunday, August 31, 2008

okay, gonna get Mr Vader and Iron Man.
the spider man poster, exactly like the one above,
is a big question mark.
the frames, would be similiar to the one in the spider man picture.
gonna get them custom made. alot cheaper than purchasing one
from those stores. so, where am i gonna hang them ?
Darth vader is gonna be on the 'wall' behind my bed.
my church puzzle's gonna be on the other side of that wall.
iron man, on the wall right of my bed. but this one depends on the cantilever shelves.
right now, everything's on KIV. i'll have to wait till 2 or 3 weeks from now to decide.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 17:20

this is the picture of the goggles that i bought.
this one costed me 28 bucks. my pals opted for the 18 dollar one.
hmmm, why did i buy this one then.
both are the coolest we found seriously. lol.
k, i did some research the night before and so i decided to buy this one.
ESS, eye safety specialist. comes with an extra lens.
either for sunny days, or if the other is too badly scratched.
personally i found this one more comfortable too.
and hell, why dont pay a little more for something better.
rather than spend even more just to replace a spoilt one.
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and man, i went to the house today.
wanted see if the photo frame matched my room wall.
wrong choice of wall color seriously. when mum showed me the pictures in the mag.
i thought she was referring to the lighter of the two green.
now it looks like the color of that japanese green tea ice cream
at basement one of bugis junction. thats for three wall faces.
the other wall face, is gonna be a darker shade of green.
seriously, we are in for some deep shit.
the color of the lights in the room, are now a cosy sorta yellow.
i now feel that warm white would be a better choice for this green walls lol.
cause its gonna be too dark.
and the color of the photoframes may have to be changed too.
maybe to white? i dunno.
cause silver for alumnium is a mismatch, so are the wooden black ones.
white would be alright against that kinda green i think.
one thing's for sure, the amount of photoframes would be reduced.
more of my photos would be in photo albums instead.
and on the shelving units they go lol.
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i have a back injury again. not exactly back.
its my right shoulder now. leading up to my neck.
cant turn my head properly. hope this doesn't affect my performance.
and recently, i have been having a strange fear.
fear of getting injured to the point that i would be out of course.
i dunno. this seems like what i really want.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:46

Saturday, August 30, 2008

okie this view, is gonna be blocked by the new rows of houses.
really a waste. its much more beautiful in real life.

alright man, a pool with that wave creating machine.
a never ending lap. measures 28 steps in length.

from the bottom,

then the top.

okie, lotsa lights but they dont actually use up alot of power.
its the bulbs we use.

alot more lights to be installed lol.

and uh huh, lol. look at that bath tub.
sex in the bath room, has just taken on a new level, kinky.
and its mine !!!

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:45

Thursday, August 28, 2008

went back to yck today. wanted to check out the band.
ok they were having sectionals. clarinets in an aircon room. something new.
something else new. standard not there for the woodwinds.
of cause the seniors would be pissed. who wouldn't be.
the woodwinds were a mess, junk actually.
obviously not much effort has been put into the piece, in fact maybe none.
hmmm, first impression i had of them after observing them for a few mins.
main two things are. there was a lack of discipline, and they had the wrong attitude.
worst thing was that boy who came in with
his saxophone neck in his right pants pocket.
it literally knocked into everything he went pass.
the door frame, the metal table frames. not hard knocks, but bad enough for me.
guys, if you do not like playing the same few phrases over and over again.
maybe you all should try playing it right the first time.
like what we say in army, 1 times good one.
that way, you wouldn't have to give a F*** face.
maybe its the military, cause i couldn't stand the sight of people moving in the file.
unclenched fists, heads turning left and right, people standing on one leg,
rows that ain't straight and worst of all, talking in the file.
foot drills, including falling in and all, are meant to instill discipline.
if you guys cant get that right, what else can you get correct ?

okie, i got them to take some pictures.

dad wasn't around. he went out with some pals for dinner.

he and the bmw guys, their once in a while gathering kinda thing.

anyway, thats my mother.

and oh, hahah got back my money from the game lol.

went to beach road, army market in the afternoon.

gathered everyone there to purchase our stuff.

bought an extra beret, the better quality one. 8 bucks, damn cheap actually.

bought a pair of anti ballistic goggles and some other stuff.

shall post a picture of the goggles tomorrow.

me and my pals were looking at a board where all the badges,

unit insignia and all were pinned.

and we were realised our unit didnt have one at all.

save one that had the word 'RECON'. other than that, we sorta like didnt exist.

sad eh. even signals have a poster of them.

at least give us one on a bike or something.

like 4 guys on the bike, flying through the air in full gear lol.

oh wells.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:58

Sunday, August 24, 2008

some cat's art work.
decided to use my bonnet as its art paper.

realised something about the car after i uploaded the picture.
its missing it's front number plate.
and its super beng. bmw beng-ster.

this was for fun. pretty polished lol.
check out the reflections.

okie i am really tired, physically tired. mentally still going well.
legs muscles are around 20 to 30% gone.
and i had like one and a half hours of sleep last night.
woke up at 0410hrs. took a bath, slacked a little, and off i went.
ran 8km plus, walked about 1km plus lol. could carry on after the 6km marker.
had to rest a while, then continue jogging.

okie, my pals, 13 of them lol. dumped their bags in the boot before the run.
completed it, our shoes were muddy and all, lucky me i brought slippers lol.
changed in the carpark. yes all 14 of us changed in the carpark lol.
about that, i think we might be in some trouble.
removed my head rest, threw a towel over the seat, drove home.
washed my car hahaha, and now, the sky's getting really dark.
oh yes, talking about that. i shifted marcus' car cause i didnt wanna wet it.
went in, started the engine and i jumped. hearing it from the driver's seat was wow.
i didnt expect it though i heard it before. one hell of a powerful, solid growl.
and mine sounds like a diesel driven lorry every time i step on it lol.
anyway, shifted both cars inwards as much as i could.
hopefully, lesser of the spray from the rain would get them.
marcus' polished his car the entire night. he's sleeping so i did him the favor.
feels good to be behind the wheel. it seriously is a powerful machine.
alright, shall post again tomorrow or something.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 12:53

Saturday, August 23, 2008

did quite a number of things with the family this block leave.
check out the new house. accompanied dad on quite a number of tasks.
went out with shawn as well. collected his car for him. honda Fit RS.
quite sporty looking, a little beng. dad wants to change my light bulbs.
the head lamp light bulbs i mean. to a brighter white kinda yellow.
i think its a waste of money so i am against it. guess he'll do it anyway, sooner or later.
oh yeah, dont think i would be changing this car so soon.
at least not within half a year from now. cause something else is coming in.
dad ordered another monster. check out the first car in my wish list.
mom doesn't know, he's gonna die lol.

its misson success for me. the first of many missions to come.
had a chat with aunt over the phone just last night.
met up with them yesterday afternoon as well, her and ah ma.
they are both happy and proud of me, cause my dad sang praises about me lol.
really its a bonus for me, to make ah ma and aunt happy at the same time.
i never expected this part lol. the strangest part of this whole thing?
i still dun think i am doing enough. in fact, i feel like whatever i have done so far,
are actually just my duties as a son. i am oblige to carry out these duties.
i dunch really know what makes a good son, or how to be one, seriously.
well. gonna take crazy pictures with vanessa and martin tomorrow lol.
shall post those pictures if they are nice enough.

went over to the new house earlier on, just came back.
its beautiful. vanessa's balcony light is really really stylish.
dad chose it lol. the lighting for the rooms and the first level gives a really cosy feel.
ceiling's like filled with those tiny lights lol. grid fashion.
think they did a good job thinking of how should my room be like.
parents put quite some effort into it. pretty obvious.
i like the house, though its far from finished, the renovation works.
have a feeling i am gonna love it when its done.
alright. shall end it here. pictures should be up soon. maybe i'll take them now. lol

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 20:32

Thursday, August 21, 2008

these were actually taken quite some time back.
its just that i managed to steal them only mins ago.
i personally prefer the 1st and 3rd picture.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 12:37

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

well, dad picked me up from camp this evening.
rushed off to our new place, needed to settle some renovation stuff.
during the time we were there, dad had to make decisions.
like what to do for this room that room, this corner that corner.
and No.2's room, dun wanna comment too much.
anyway, it really is kinda big a headache for one person to handle all this.
i was standing outside the house looking at it when i thought to myself.
gosh, how the hell did we end up here.
look at dad, running here there everywhere just to settle the house.
and its not like he doesn't have to work.
rushing to pick me up even though camp's really outta the way and
that he would be late for his appointment with our contractor.
and i didnt even say a word of thanks. whatever he has worked for to provide us with.
a beautiful house, more than comfortable life styles,
the luxuries of life that many can only dream of.
we have taken all of it for granted. as though its what we deserve,
an obligation when it really isn't. we didnt even do anything to deserve it.
as though that isnt bad enough, we give him troubles to add on his burden.
we really are horrible children.
therefore, i have decided to dedicate more time to the family.
helping out in what i can, when i can.
in hope that i would be able to share some of his burden.
small stuffs, but it should help.
maybe its army training that have helped me realised i live a life of luxury.
and that i have taken it for granted. stretching my hand out,
expecting to receive without giving.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 23:08

Friday, August 15, 2008

received our posting today. Ian's headed to 1st guards, as a guards recce.

dominic, infantry recce. me armour recce lol. 3 recce troopers out of the 11 of us.

siong. kenneth and thadeus were posted to artillery. thats like 5 mins from my place.

Dulan's gone to aslc, chee meng to military police. forgot the rest.

the others didnt get very relaxed units hahah. equally siong.

camp's at this super ulu place. damn far from home lol.
the 28k totally messed up my sleep pattern. its now 0252hrs, 081608.
dropping by ssw tomorrow.
dunch know for what reason cause i wont be playing at all.
guess i am too free. man i am gonna game now. zero hour lol. tank general.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 21:14

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

ok so everything has, in a way "restarted".
think some one up there rebooted my system. threw in some anti virus.
no more gf no more clubbing no more drinking, no more bad stuffs, for real.
these few days on MC, i have been spending quite some time with my family.
especially with vanessa and martin. going out with melvyn as well.
fetching them here and there and everywhere.
going out for meals together, gaming together.
its a foreign feeling to me. kinda strange.
weird though i wanna have more of this time.
so, its a new beginning. after the flood, haha.
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alright, dad asked me a strange question.
how long have i had my license. the answer's six and a half months on paper.
i have been driving around for like 4 months?
and thats like 90% of the time on weekends due to NS.
do the math yourselves yeah. lol.
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gonna send martin and vanessa to school later.
its already 0346hrs on a wednesday, 081308, morning.
and i cant sleep.
now some one tell me, whats unusual about that huh.
insomia has struck once again.
so i cant do much. and therefore i am gonna head back to my game.
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just some updates about my plans for my future room.
gonna display my lego star wars AT-ST walker either by the window,
or on my desk which is behind my bed.
gonna get myself a photoframe or two,
display them again either by the window or on my desk.
my two jigsaw puzzles are going back up on the wall directly beside my bed.
gonna get them to install some shelves.
those kinda cantilever design, sticking out from one of the walls.
can just place my books / CDs over there.
and yeah, the designer didnt include a drawer for my desk.
so that one's going in too.
gonna get them to drill a hole at a corner of the desk,
install a power point or two beneath the desk. for my lappy, hp charger blah blah.
yup. thats about it for now.
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on a side note? if dad takes me to choose a beamer?
i would take a hard top cabriolet. probably the 1 series.
tsk tsk

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 03:38

Monday, August 11, 2008

okie got bored. was thinking of getting some stuff for my future room too.
just some white elephants. so, this guy came along.
bought it in the morning, started work at around 6pm?
completed it 6 hours later. i think its pretty cool.
the details and all.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 00:45

Sunday, August 10, 2008

stole these pictures from number 2's computer.

first pic's number 1's and the second pic would be number 2's car.

beautiful machines.

have been trying to dig out family pictures.

that's the reason why number 2 allowed me to use his lappy.

and thats how i managed to steal those two pictures lol.

anyway, cant find any hahah.

we havent taken a family picture before. as far as i can remember.

gonna take some seperate pieces when i am free.

take some of aunt's family as well.

print out some good ones to make an album.

pretty sleepy, its 0532hrs right now. couldn't sleep.

gonna wait till its medication time before i head to bed. thats around 0600hrs.

number 1's coming over tomorrow morning to meet me.

gonna get our spec's done. maybe i would bring number 4 & 5 for ice cream.

treat them to swensens or something.

oh yeah, printing out some other pictures first.

oh, surprisingly, my tooth extraction isn't giving me any problems at all.

only some slight discomfort at times. and thats not even pain yet hahah.

lucky me, i think they hit a nerve hahahah. darn.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 05:24

Friday, August 08, 2008

this 4 recent 4 day field camp was alot more demanding than the BMT 6 day.
maybe because it demanded alot more combat fitness. missions and all.
surprisingly, i was thinking of my two younger siblings.
thought of spending my weekend with them.
and if it happens, what were we gonna do. where to go and all.
and its also true when they say, its during field camp that you see one's true colors.
the lazy people and all. the really determined ones. the negative / positive ones.
all the different kinds of people.
anyway, i had to attend this armour scout recce interview.
that gives me a chance to get on the bike. what i originally wanted before enlisting.
hehehe, dad doesn't allow me to ride one, but if the army says ride, you ride hehe.
when i meet certain conditions, i would be able to convert my license to a civilian one.
so yup, sounds sweet to me. black beret, same as dad.
now i can only hope that i would be selected lol.

and oh yeah, think i am bored of the girl?
time to dump. sort things out. really cant stand it seriously.
i love freedom, i love going out. cant stand it really.
got my wisdom tooth extracted. i have to admit i was scared.
for some reasons, since young i hated visiting the dentist.
so during the operation earlier on, i was shivering i think.
either that or due to the vibrations the trains caused from underneath the clinic.
one thing for sure, every time i saw the scapels and pliers.
my muscles tensed up all over. the drill was, man, freakish.
now part of my face is numb lol. feels weird.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:18

Friday, August 01, 2008

no pictures this round. guess what i learnt a sad fact from my bunk mate,
whose dad used to work for the military. some where up there in cmpb.
before we enlist, our entire course of army life has already been planned.
whats our posting, if we enter sispec or ocs, which unit would we be posted to.
sad to learn cause in some ways it makes you think,
what the hell am i chionging for then? when other coys are relaxing most of the time.
oh well, thats the army for us i guess.

hmmm, learnt yet another thing lol. picking rambutans.
went out field training. supposed to practice some tactics.
instead, we saw a few trees full of rambutans. we were like ooooo.
pretty tall trees, so sergent was like, sure cant one la, too tall.
drop also very hard to find one, the lalang too thick and tall.
we insisted, thought of ways to pull down the branches.
in the end, i tied my pals coms cord to my bottle, threw it up,
created a loop around the branch.
me and another pal started tugging at the cord like two idiots.
rambutans after rambutans came off the tree hahah. pretty sweet and juicy.
came with lotsa ants as well. oh yeah, the ants in the jungle are really crazy.
big, and in all shapes and sizes, yellowish, black and red.

hmmm, reflected here and there on my way back.
regarding some matters in life. and i realised something.
some times, we just gotta stop trying to make people believe.
cause the more we try, the more we aggrevate the situation.
its like a loop kinda thing, it never really ends.
be it believing what they believe is right, or what you want them to believe.
its all the same. humans have different ways of viewing matters.
once they have decided on a certain point of view, they become fixated.
most of the time, these views dont change.

hmmm, how do i get around this monkey.
female monkeys are pretty much a pain in the arse.
this is one of the harder ones by far.
dont wanna use mind games cause i am starting to find it boring.
mind games are sorta like a cheat code, sure win tactic when you hit her soft spot.
so how? hmmm. think think think. kinda irritating as well, when you cant win.
dunch know why a girl her age cant hang out late.
thats the best time of the night you know, after mid night, party time.
think think think, there has to be a solution. gun down the parents? sweet.
talking about girls. i realised that i have really daring platoon mates.
teased this waitress at fish & co till she sorta avoided our table lol.
horrible. but fun like this, once is a while, is fine i guess.
oh dun worry, we didnt insult her or anything, just made her blush. lol

darn i cant understand this one.
maybe its not that i cant, rather, more like i dont wanna understand?
i dunch know. pretty tricking trying to read another person.
its like trying to decipher some codes. everything can mean anything.
its irritating though how others can read it differently,
cause it produces different results. most of the time, pretty yucking results.
at the same time, i am thinking. how well do my friends know me?
i dare say that most of my friends, even the close ones or those i hang out often with, know very little about me.
like the sea, they assume the water's safe cause the surface looks calm.
only to realise they have judged wrongly after taking a dive.
only a hand full know me deeper than the usual. countable within a hand ? lol
like only one or two of each gender.

her terrible boy horribly blogged @ 22:28

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